1 00:02:26,070 --> 00:02:34,309 [Music] 2 00:02:40,150 --> 00:02:37,190 number four 3 00:02:41,110 --> 00:02:40,160 the smoke radio for the masses headline 4 00:02:44,710 --> 00:02:41,120 edition july 5 00:02:46,949 --> 00:02:44,720 8 1947 the army air forces has announced 6 00:02:49,270 --> 00:02:46,959 that a flying beast has been found and 7 00:02:50,470 --> 00:02:49,280 is now in the possession of the army if 8 00:02:53,830 --> 00:02:50,480 the game is rigged 9 00:02:56,949 --> 00:02:53,840 change the game game changer 10 00:02:59,030 --> 00:02:56,959 i occasionally think how quickly our 11 00:03:01,990 --> 00:02:59,040 differences worldwide 12 00:03:02,790 --> 00:03:02,000 would vanish if we were facing an alien 13 00:03:09,190 --> 00:03:02,800 threat 14 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:11,990 this is fade to black with your host 15 00:03:15,589 --> 00:03:13,120 jimmy church 16 00:03:16,710 --> 00:03:15,599 on the game changer radio network and 17 00:03:21,509 --> 00:03:16,720 kgra 18 00:03:31,350 --> 00:03:23,470 i need your help to get to the year 19 00:03:33,670 --> 00:03:31,360 [Music] 20 00:03:35,500 --> 00:03:33,680 to fate 1985 flag with jimmy church on 21 00:03:44,550 --> 00:03:35,510 the game changer network 22 00:03:48,350 --> 00:03:44,560 [Music] 23 00:03:51,830 --> 00:03:48,360 good evening fade to black 24 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:55,589 bespoke radio 25 00:04:03,190 --> 00:03:58,830 for the 26 00:04:05,030 --> 00:04:03,200 masses yeah man how you doing 27 00:04:15,830 --> 00:04:05,040 how you doing today is tuesday september 28 00:04:19,270 --> 00:04:15,840 15 2020. 29 00:04:21,670 --> 00:04:19,280 we are 259 days into the new year 30 00:04:23,110 --> 00:04:21,680 only 107 days left 31 00:04:24,790 --> 00:04:23,120 [Music] 32 00:04:26,830 --> 00:04:24,800 we are live from a bunker somewhere in 33 00:04:28,469 --> 00:04:26,840 the middle of beautiful downtown burbank 34 00:04:29,909 --> 00:04:28,479 california 35 00:04:31,830 --> 00:04:29,919 and i would like to welcome everybody 36 00:04:35,590 --> 00:04:31,840 listening all around the world 37 00:04:37,350 --> 00:04:35,600 all across the united states 38 00:04:39,110 --> 00:04:37,360 hither and tether to and fro back and 39 00:04:40,070 --> 00:04:39,120 forth up and down east and west north 40 00:04:44,790 --> 00:04:40,080 and south far 41 00:04:47,030 --> 00:04:44,800 and near this is fade to black for kjcr 42 00:04:51,830 --> 00:04:47,040 the game changer network and kg r a 43 00:04:55,670 --> 00:04:51,840 the planets i am your host jimmy church 44 00:05:01,270 --> 00:04:58,790 yeah man how you doing 45 00:05:02,950 --> 00:05:01,280 tonight very special guest right here on 46 00:05:05,380 --> 00:05:02,960 this program 47 00:05:06,469 --> 00:05:05,390 jay widener is here 48 00:05:07,749 --> 00:05:06,479 [Music] 49 00:05:10,070 --> 00:05:07,759 jay widener is here we're going to be 50 00:05:13,590 --> 00:05:10,080 talking about the life and times 51 00:05:15,510 --> 00:05:13,600 of terrence mckenna this evening 52 00:05:18,469 --> 00:05:15,520 oh yeah i've been wanting to do this 53 00:05:20,469 --> 00:05:18,479 show for a long time 54 00:05:22,150 --> 00:05:20,479 so here we go tomorrow night right here 55 00:05:23,909 --> 00:05:22,160 carolyn ford 56 00:05:26,310 --> 00:05:23,919 joins us we're going to be talking about 57 00:05:29,189 --> 00:05:26,320 the power of crystal skulls 58 00:05:31,590 --> 00:05:29,199 that is tomorrow night thursday night is 59 00:05:32,150 --> 00:05:31,600 another fader night with open lines all 60 00:05:34,870 --> 00:05:32,160 night long 61 00:05:36,830 --> 00:05:34,880 how many times can i say night or 62 00:05:39,430 --> 00:05:36,840 tonight 63 00:05:42,070 --> 00:05:39,440 right how many times 64 00:05:42,629 --> 00:05:42,080 tonight tonight tonight tonight tonight 65 00:05:45,510 --> 00:05:42,639 tonight 66 00:05:47,110 --> 00:05:45,520 night night night night night well and 67 00:05:53,110 --> 00:05:47,120 fader night counts too 68 00:05:57,189 --> 00:05:53,120 so there you go all right 69 00:06:00,390 --> 00:05:57,199 oh man uh what a strange check 70 00:06:03,670 --> 00:06:00,400 yeah that's man sounds good doesn't it i 71 00:06:07,029 --> 00:06:03,680 i got my new compressors uh hooked 72 00:06:10,309 --> 00:06:07,039 uh back up took out the old dbxes 73 00:06:12,150 --> 00:06:10,319 and uh got the new ones in and 74 00:06:13,749 --> 00:06:12,160 flying without a net tonight too i just 75 00:06:14,950 --> 00:06:13,759 went you know and really goes should we 76 00:06:18,469 --> 00:06:14,960 sound check and i said 77 00:06:22,070 --> 00:06:18,479 no we're going straight in 78 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:22,080 we're going straight in tonight oh yeah 79 00:06:28,710 --> 00:06:25,520 sounds good uh yeah 80 00:06:30,469 --> 00:06:28,720 sounds good okay um 81 00:06:31,990 --> 00:06:30,479 where are we what was i just talking 82 00:06:34,390 --> 00:06:32,000 about oh crystal skulls 83 00:06:35,510 --> 00:06:34,400 uh tomorrow night with uh carolyn ford 84 00:06:38,790 --> 00:06:35,520 and what you 85 00:06:41,590 --> 00:06:38,800 you know i hope i hope that you went and 86 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:41,600 got your very own crystal skull 87 00:06:45,350 --> 00:06:44,080 and you will be able to sit down with us 88 00:06:48,390 --> 00:06:45,360 tomorrow night and discuss 89 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:48,400 your crystal skulls and and join us if 90 00:06:52,230 --> 00:06:49,680 you haven't 91 00:06:54,150 --> 00:06:52,240 well you can still go to einstein the 92 00:06:54,870 --> 00:06:54,160 crystal skull.com use the promo code 93 00:06:57,270 --> 00:06:54,880 jimmy 94 00:07:00,230 --> 00:06:57,280 for 10 off of your crystal skull order 95 00:07:04,790 --> 00:07:00,240 today but get yourself your very own 96 00:07:10,150 --> 00:07:04,800 crystal skull mine here in the studio 97 00:07:13,589 --> 00:07:10,160 just to taco tuesday is it taco tuesday 98 00:07:16,150 --> 00:07:13,599 it's a taco tuesday i guess i 99 00:07:17,589 --> 00:07:16,160 i i know what we're having for dinner 100 00:07:21,749 --> 00:07:17,599 tonight 101 00:07:25,110 --> 00:07:21,759 jimmy's driving to the taco truck 102 00:07:27,670 --> 00:07:25,120 yeah we've got a we've got a new one 103 00:07:28,629 --> 00:07:27,680 i feel so bad our old one we've been 104 00:07:31,990 --> 00:07:28,639 going to the 105 00:07:35,189 --> 00:07:32,000 that family for a couple of years 106 00:07:38,390 --> 00:07:35,199 and you know what this is the deal 107 00:07:42,710 --> 00:07:38,400 we um in our community 108 00:07:45,510 --> 00:07:42,720 we uh taco trucks are basically banned 109 00:07:47,510 --> 00:07:45,520 so you have to go to the edge of town so 110 00:07:49,270 --> 00:07:47,520 you go to the edge of town 111 00:07:51,749 --> 00:07:49,280 and you will see lurking there 112 00:07:53,990 --> 00:07:51,759 immediately across the street 113 00:07:57,189 --> 00:07:54,000 right and we had one taco truck that we 114 00:08:00,629 --> 00:07:57,199 went to for a couple of years 115 00:08:02,629 --> 00:08:00,639 one day we showed up and it wasn't there 116 00:08:05,510 --> 00:08:02,639 and so we went to another one down the 117 00:08:07,430 --> 00:08:05,520 street and we did that a few times 118 00:08:08,950 --> 00:08:07,440 you know this last over months you know 119 00:08:11,830 --> 00:08:08,960 went there a few times 120 00:08:12,790 --> 00:08:11,840 that one disappeared we found another 121 00:08:15,110 --> 00:08:12,800 one 122 00:08:16,390 --> 00:08:15,120 and and we're dedicated you know if we 123 00:08:20,150 --> 00:08:16,400 like we're that's it 124 00:08:22,869 --> 00:08:20,160 you know customers for life and then 125 00:08:23,830 --> 00:08:22,879 that one folded so then we found this 126 00:08:27,589 --> 00:08:23,840 this other 127 00:08:30,309 --> 00:08:27,599 uh taco trailer actually and 128 00:08:31,270 --> 00:08:30,319 been going there for two or three years 129 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:31,280 and 130 00:08:37,110 --> 00:08:33,760 then we found this other one because our 131 00:08:39,029 --> 00:08:37,120 main taco trailer wasn't there 132 00:08:41,190 --> 00:08:39,039 they took a night off okay no big deal 133 00:08:42,790 --> 00:08:41,200 so we go to this other place that 134 00:08:44,949 --> 00:08:42,800 you know set up on the side of the road 135 00:08:49,030 --> 00:08:44,959 and we drive by it all the time and 136 00:08:52,470 --> 00:08:49,040 and and never and it is outstanding 137 00:08:54,070 --> 00:08:52,480 so now we've been going back there 138 00:08:56,310 --> 00:08:54,080 and let me tell you something you ever 139 00:08:59,430 --> 00:08:56,320 see the movie 140 00:09:02,230 --> 00:08:59,440 my blue heaven my 141 00:09:04,550 --> 00:09:02,240 blue heaven it's an amazing movie rick 142 00:09:06,470 --> 00:09:04,560 moranis steve martin hilarious movie but 143 00:09:09,509 --> 00:09:06,480 there's a scene in the movie 144 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:09,519 where uh steve martin says you know you 145 00:09:14,150 --> 00:09:11,040 know he plays a mafia guy 146 00:09:15,350 --> 00:09:14,160 gangster from new york testifying he's 147 00:09:16,790 --> 00:09:15,360 on a plane he says hey 148 00:09:18,630 --> 00:09:16,800 you know i want to write my 149 00:09:20,710 --> 00:09:18,640 autobiography and i think people 150 00:09:22,870 --> 00:09:20,720 need to know i've got things to say 151 00:09:25,990 --> 00:09:22,880 things that they should know about me 152 00:09:27,509 --> 00:09:26,000 and he goes like take tipping for 153 00:09:30,949 --> 00:09:27,519 instance 154 00:09:34,550 --> 00:09:30,959 i don't believe in tipping i believe in 155 00:09:38,470 --> 00:09:36,949 and that's how i've lived my life i 156 00:09:40,870 --> 00:09:38,480 believe in over tipping 157 00:09:41,509 --> 00:09:40,880 so everybody at these taco trucks man 158 00:09:45,590 --> 00:09:41,519 they 159 00:09:48,550 --> 00:09:45,600 pulling up it's it's 160 00:09:49,350 --> 00:09:48,560 gonna be a good trip and and we're just 161 00:09:52,310 --> 00:09:49,360 dedicated 162 00:09:52,949 --> 00:09:52,320 like that and this new stand that we're 163 00:09:55,990 --> 00:09:52,959 going to 164 00:09:59,990 --> 00:09:56,000 tonight 165 00:10:02,470 --> 00:10:00,000 uh yeah yeah 166 00:10:04,710 --> 00:10:02,480 they know i believe in over tipping all 167 00:10:05,509 --> 00:10:04,720 right so taco tuesday i guess follow me 168 00:10:08,790 --> 00:10:05,519 on twitter at j 169 00:10:12,150 --> 00:10:08,800 church radio the sandboxes hashtag f2b 170 00:10:14,870 --> 00:10:12,160 on twitter any questions during the show 171 00:10:17,110 --> 00:10:14,880 tonight i didn't say comments torana 172 00:10:18,389 --> 00:10:17,120 see that any questions during the show 173 00:10:22,790 --> 00:10:18,399 tonight use 174 00:10:26,230 --> 00:10:22,800 hashtag f2bq mark tarana forced me 175 00:10:28,150 --> 00:10:26,240 into changing what i say 176 00:10:29,430 --> 00:10:28,160 on the show because he busted me on a 177 00:10:31,829 --> 00:10:29,440 technicality 178 00:10:33,509 --> 00:10:31,839 you said comments man you say comments 179 00:10:39,509 --> 00:10:33,519 not now 180 00:10:41,829 --> 00:10:39,519 you can also email throughout the show 181 00:10:43,509 --> 00:10:41,839 and that is jimmy jimmychurchradio.com 182 00:10:44,630 --> 00:10:43,519 let's get to the breaking news i never 183 00:10:47,990 --> 00:10:44,640 thought that i would share 184 00:10:50,949 --> 00:10:48,000 this breaking news with you but here you 185 00:10:55,190 --> 00:10:53,269 laura london just said i love my blue 186 00:10:58,230 --> 00:10:55,200 heaven i know every line 187 00:11:01,829 --> 00:10:58,240 yes and i would say 188 00:11:03,509 --> 00:11:01,839 i would be willing to get into a 189 00:11:06,389 --> 00:11:03,519 competition on that laura 190 00:11:07,030 --> 00:11:06,399 if you think you know every line rita's 191 00:11:08,870 --> 00:11:07,040 like no 192 00:11:11,350 --> 00:11:08,880 lord don't do it don't get you me 193 00:11:14,949 --> 00:11:11,360 started on my blue heaven 194 00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:14,959 such a great movie such a great movie 195 00:11:19,110 --> 00:11:16,720 all right all right let's get into the 196 00:11:21,509 --> 00:11:19,120 breaking news microsoft founder bill 197 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:21,519 gates has questioned whether a 198 00:11:27,110 --> 00:11:23,360 coronavirus vac 199 00:11:28,389 --> 00:11:27,120 whoa whoa microsoft founder bill gates 200 00:11:30,389 --> 00:11:28,399 questioned whether a corona 201 00:11:33,350 --> 00:11:30,399 virus vaccine approved by the food and 202 00:11:37,670 --> 00:11:33,360 drug administration the fda 203 00:11:41,670 --> 00:11:37,680 could be trusted as safe and effective 204 00:11:42,710 --> 00:11:41,680 say what i'm confused but anyway gates 205 00:11:46,150 --> 00:11:42,720 specifically 206 00:11:49,030 --> 00:11:46,160 cited fda commissioner stephen hahn 207 00:11:50,069 --> 00:11:49,040 about han touting blood plasma as a 208 00:11:53,269 --> 00:11:50,079 potential treatment 209 00:11:55,750 --> 00:11:53,279 only to reverse himself a day later 210 00:11:56,870 --> 00:11:55,760 amid concerns over a potentially rushed 211 00:11:58,949 --> 00:11:56,880 vaccine 212 00:12:01,110 --> 00:11:58,959 nine pharmaceutical companies signed a 213 00:12:03,430 --> 00:12:01,120 joint pledge not to submit any vaccine 214 00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:03,440 without confidence in its safety and 215 00:12:09,269 --> 00:12:07,519 and efficacy earlier this month 216 00:12:11,750 --> 00:12:09,279 i have no idea what is really going on 217 00:12:15,350 --> 00:12:11,760 here i don't we'll have to wait and see 218 00:12:17,269 --> 00:12:15,360 i'm very confused all right big news out 219 00:12:20,470 --> 00:12:17,279 of the desert 220 00:12:23,590 --> 00:12:20,480 virgin galactic plans to conduct 221 00:12:27,030 --> 00:12:23,600 its next crude space flight test 222 00:12:28,550 --> 00:12:27,040 on october 22nd according to documents 223 00:12:29,910 --> 00:12:28,560 the company filed with the federal 224 00:12:32,870 --> 00:12:29,920 communications commission 225 00:12:34,629 --> 00:12:32,880 earlier today the flight will be the 226 00:12:36,629 --> 00:12:34,639 first of two 227 00:12:38,870 --> 00:12:36,639 that the space tourism company has 228 00:12:41,990 --> 00:12:38,880 planned to complete testing of its 229 00:12:44,389 --> 00:12:42,000 spaceship 2 spacecraft system 230 00:12:45,430 --> 00:12:44,399 and should have just two test pilots on 231 00:12:48,470 --> 00:12:45,440 board that's 232 00:12:51,829 --> 00:12:48,480 that's the number one virgin galactic 233 00:12:52,710 --> 00:12:51,839 said last month that the second test 234 00:12:56,230 --> 00:12:52,720 flight 235 00:12:58,790 --> 00:12:56,240 will then have four four mission 236 00:12:59,430 --> 00:12:58,800 specialists inside the cabin and on 237 00:13:03,430 --> 00:12:59,440 board 238 00:13:06,470 --> 00:13:03,440 if both test flights succeed right 239 00:13:06,949 --> 00:13:06,480 virgin galactic expects to fly founder 240 00:13:09,870 --> 00:13:06,959 sir 241 00:13:11,350 --> 00:13:09,880 richard branson in the first quarter of 242 00:13:13,910 --> 00:13:11,360 2021 243 00:13:14,870 --> 00:13:13,920 that will kick off the company's 244 00:13:18,310 --> 00:13:14,880 commercial 245 00:13:21,750 --> 00:13:18,320 tourism service absolutely 246 00:13:24,389 --> 00:13:21,760 incredible all right here we go 247 00:13:24,949 --> 00:13:24,399 another reminder that humanity must 248 00:13:27,590 --> 00:13:24,959 remain 249 00:13:29,509 --> 00:13:27,600 ever vigilant for space-born threats i'm 250 00:13:31,829 --> 00:13:29,519 talking about asteroids because 251 00:13:34,230 --> 00:13:31,839 an amateur astronomer in brazil 252 00:13:36,230 --> 00:13:34,240 discovered a huge asteroid 253 00:13:38,389 --> 00:13:36,240 that somehow slipped past the earth's 254 00:13:42,269 --> 00:13:38,399 main planetary defenses 255 00:13:46,310 --> 00:13:42,279 last month asteroid 2020 256 00:13:49,509 --> 00:13:46,320 qu6 measuring check this 257 00:13:52,550 --> 00:13:49,519 1 000 meters wide 258 00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:52,560 that's right over 3 000 259 00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:55,279 feet and large enough to inflict some 260 00:13:58,150 --> 00:13:57,440 serious damage here on earth if it hit 261 00:14:00,230 --> 00:13:58,160 us 262 00:14:01,750 --> 00:14:00,240 was spotted by amateur astronomer 263 00:14:05,110 --> 00:14:01,760 leonardo amaral 264 00:14:08,550 --> 00:14:05,120 based at the camp bo das um 265 00:14:12,470 --> 00:14:08,560 amarae observatory in brazil on august 266 00:14:15,509 --> 00:14:12,480 27th mercifully it passed us at a 267 00:14:17,829 --> 00:14:15,519 distance of about 400 million kilometers 268 00:14:19,189 --> 00:14:17,839 over 100 times the distance between the 269 00:14:22,870 --> 00:14:19,199 earth and the moon 270 00:14:24,790 --> 00:14:22,880 five days ago on september 10th 271 00:14:26,710 --> 00:14:24,800 absolutely incredible rita we got to get 272 00:14:29,430 --> 00:14:26,720 a telescope 273 00:14:31,269 --> 00:14:29,440 we got to get in on on the asteroid 274 00:14:34,230 --> 00:14:31,279 watch 275 00:14:36,150 --> 00:14:34,240 well it was announced today i think this 276 00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:36,160 came on the heels of my statements 277 00:14:44,150 --> 00:14:39,760 i made yesterday about 278 00:14:47,430 --> 00:14:44,160 social media and fake news 279 00:14:49,350 --> 00:14:47,440 and the divisiveness remember that 280 00:14:51,030 --> 00:14:49,360 well check this out celebrity kim 281 00:14:53,430 --> 00:14:51,040 kardashian 282 00:14:54,949 --> 00:14:53,440 i said it i actually said her name on 283 00:14:57,350 --> 00:14:54,959 the air 284 00:14:57,990 --> 00:14:57,360 kim kardashian has announced she is 285 00:15:00,550 --> 00:14:58,000 freezing 286 00:15:02,629 --> 00:15:00,560 both her facebook and instagram accounts 287 00:15:05,509 --> 00:15:02,639 in support of the hashtag 288 00:15:07,990 --> 00:15:05,519 stop hate for profit campaign which 289 00:15:09,509 --> 00:15:08,000 accuses the firms of allowing groups to 290 00:15:12,550 --> 00:15:09,519 spread misinformation 291 00:15:15,829 --> 00:15:12,560 and bigotry kardashian 292 00:15:20,870 --> 00:15:15,839 is the seventh most followed account on 293 00:15:24,710 --> 00:15:20,880 instagram with 188 294 00:15:27,829 --> 00:15:24,720 million followers holy crap 295 00:15:30,069 --> 00:15:27,839 and another 30 million followers on 296 00:15:32,150 --> 00:15:30,079 facebook leading some to predict that 297 00:15:32,470 --> 00:15:32,160 her protest of the platforms could lead 298 00:15:35,670 --> 00:15:32,480 to 299 00:15:38,629 --> 00:15:35,680 others following suit how much 300 00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:38,639 juice does this really have i know 301 00:15:42,949 --> 00:15:40,079 that's what you're asking yourself 302 00:15:43,749 --> 00:15:42,959 right now well facebook stock value 303 00:15:46,389 --> 00:15:43,759 tumbled 304 00:15:48,389 --> 00:15:46,399 today immediately following kardashian's 305 00:15:51,110 --> 00:15:48,399 tweets being published 306 00:15:52,870 --> 00:15:51,120 and then it clawed its way back but 307 00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:52,880 that's the kardashian effect 308 00:15:56,710 --> 00:15:54,880 let's get to show cracking happy 309 00:15:58,230 --> 00:15:56,720 birthday to one of my favorite actors 310 00:16:01,590 --> 00:15:58,240 today 311 00:16:04,310 --> 00:16:01,600 tom hardy and that's right 312 00:16:05,910 --> 00:16:04,320 tom hardy is 43. i know you women out 313 00:16:08,870 --> 00:16:05,920 there like oh jimmy just said 314 00:16:09,829 --> 00:16:08,880 tom hardy who jimmy just said tom hardy 315 00:16:13,030 --> 00:16:09,839 i did 316 00:16:16,230 --> 00:16:13,040 he was great in legend amazing in 317 00:16:17,189 --> 00:16:16,240 tinker taylor soldier spy and stole the 318 00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:17,199 show 319 00:16:21,189 --> 00:16:20,880 in rock and roll tommy lee jones today 320 00:16:24,629 --> 00:16:21,199 is 321 00:16:28,069 --> 00:16:24,639 74. night rangers kelly kigey 322 00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:28,079 today is 68 drummer right 323 00:16:31,590 --> 00:16:30,399 for night ranger we know that wore the 324 00:16:33,350 --> 00:16:31,600 gloves remember 325 00:16:35,110 --> 00:16:33,360 he wore gloves when he played the drums 326 00:16:38,470 --> 00:16:35,120 but he was also a great singer 327 00:16:40,550 --> 00:16:38,480 he was the singer on sister christian 328 00:16:42,389 --> 00:16:40,560 now you need to go back to the video mtv 329 00:16:43,350 --> 00:16:42,399 gotta think think think think oh that's 330 00:16:45,350 --> 00:16:43,360 right 331 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:45,360 the drummer is saying that song that 332 00:16:50,870 --> 00:16:47,600 wasn't jack blades 333 00:16:54,470 --> 00:16:50,880 no that what that's right yep 334 00:16:57,590 --> 00:16:54,480 that's a fact today he's 68 warrants 335 00:17:01,030 --> 00:16:57,600 jerry dixon today is 336 00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:01,040 53 jerry dixon born in pasadena 337 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:03,199 joined warrant was when he was still in 338 00:17:07,990 --> 00:17:05,760 high school in 11th grade 339 00:17:09,350 --> 00:17:08,000 and had like three number one albums in 340 00:17:11,669 --> 00:17:09,360 a row good for jerry 341 00:17:13,429 --> 00:17:11,679 today 53 years old our dead guy's 342 00:17:14,630 --> 00:17:13,439 birthday today is i need a moment of 343 00:17:18,150 --> 00:17:14,640 silence please 344 00:17:21,350 --> 00:17:18,160 for lee dorman 345 00:17:24,309 --> 00:17:21,360 1942 to 2012 died at the age of 70. 346 00:17:24,789 --> 00:17:24,319 lee was a bass player best known as the 347 00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:24,799 member 348 00:17:31,990 --> 00:17:28,559 he also played 349 00:17:33,990 --> 00:17:32,000 in captain beyond lee was the man 350 00:17:36,310 --> 00:17:34,000 behind one of the greatest base parts in 351 00:17:41,990 --> 00:17:36,320 all of rock history that's right 352 00:17:46,950 --> 00:17:45,270 remember that as lee dorman 353 00:17:49,510 --> 00:17:46,960 i listened to that song over and over 354 00:17:51,590 --> 00:17:49,520 again when i was a kid it spoke to me 355 00:17:53,270 --> 00:17:51,600 later i moved to california and i became 356 00:17:56,070 --> 00:17:53,280 friends with lee 357 00:17:57,909 --> 00:17:56,080 uh very close friends actually and i 358 00:18:00,310 --> 00:17:57,919 spent many days eating and drinking with 359 00:18:01,669 --> 00:18:00,320 him on the beaches of malibu listening 360 00:18:05,990 --> 00:18:01,679 to his advice 361 00:18:09,830 --> 00:18:06,000 his music advice his tutelage 362 00:18:12,630 --> 00:18:09,840 and great stories lee was the best 363 00:18:13,190 --> 00:18:12,640 lee died of natural causes in laguna 364 00:18:16,710 --> 00:18:13,200 niguel 365 00:18:20,230 --> 00:18:16,720 california back in 2012 at the age 366 00:18:22,230 --> 00:18:20,240 of 70. happy birthday lee dorman 367 00:18:23,350 --> 00:18:22,240 best smile in all of rock and roll i was 368 00:18:26,310 --> 00:18:23,360 a cool dude 369 00:18:27,350 --> 00:18:26,320 on this day in history otd 1959 nikita 370 00:18:29,430 --> 00:18:27,360 khrushchev 371 00:18:31,430 --> 00:18:29,440 becomes the first soviet head of state 372 00:18:32,950 --> 00:18:31,440 to visit the united states 373 00:18:35,350 --> 00:18:32,960 during the next two weeks while he was 374 00:18:36,549 --> 00:18:35,360 here khrushchev's visit provided some of 375 00:18:39,350 --> 00:18:36,559 the most dramatic 376 00:18:41,029 --> 00:18:39,360 and humorous moments in the history of 377 00:18:45,350 --> 00:18:41,039 the cold war 378 00:18:48,549 --> 00:18:45,360 fader fact iceland 379 00:18:50,070 --> 00:18:48,559 yeah gotta have me a iceland fader fact 380 00:18:53,029 --> 00:18:50,080 once in a while here you go 381 00:18:55,350 --> 00:18:53,039 i think the last one i did with iceland 382 00:18:55,990 --> 00:18:55,360 was that ninety percent of the country 383 00:18:59,990 --> 00:18:56,000 believes 384 00:19:03,789 --> 00:19:00,000 in elves i think that's what it was 385 00:19:07,510 --> 00:19:03,799 anyway iceland has so much 386 00:19:11,270 --> 00:19:07,520 geothermal energy that it has hot 387 00:19:14,310 --> 00:19:11,280 water for your shower in the morning 388 00:19:17,830 --> 00:19:14,320 straight from the ground to your 389 00:19:20,310 --> 00:19:17,840 house and that 390 00:19:21,909 --> 00:19:20,320 is a fader fact rita just says i'm the 391 00:19:23,110 --> 00:19:21,919 worst case scenario of thomas 392 00:19:25,270 --> 00:19:23,120 jefferson's dream 393 00:19:28,230 --> 00:19:25,280 i don't know what that means what does 394 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:28,240 that mean do i got to uh 395 00:19:38,950 --> 00:19:32,640 i do do i got to go back and read 396 00:19:44,390 --> 00:19:38,960 you could melt all this stuff 397 00:19:45,530 --> 00:19:44,400 man uh i like my girls a little bit 398 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:45,540 dirty 399 00:19:50,310 --> 00:19:47,760 [Laughter] 400 00:19:51,909 --> 00:19:50,320 no women i think it's women all right 401 00:19:53,350 --> 00:19:51,919 where am i at somebody help me tonight 402 00:19:54,870 --> 00:19:53,360 jay widener is here 403 00:19:57,990 --> 00:19:54,880 we're going to be talking about the life 404 00:20:01,110 --> 00:19:58,000 and times of terrence mckenna 405 00:20:02,070 --> 00:20:01,120 one of the most influential researchers 406 00:20:05,029 --> 00:20:02,080 and voices 407 00:20:07,110 --> 00:20:05,039 of the 20th and 21st century right now 408 00:20:08,789 --> 00:20:07,120 tonight jay widener 409 00:20:10,390 --> 00:20:08,799 terence mckenna tomorrow night carolyn 410 00:20:12,149 --> 00:20:10,400 ford is going to be here we're going to 411 00:20:14,149 --> 00:20:12,159 be talking about the power 412 00:20:15,430 --> 00:20:14,159 of crystal skulls thursday night's 413 00:20:17,350 --> 00:20:15,440 another fader night 414 00:20:24,470 --> 00:20:17,360 with open lines all night long let me 415 00:20:24,480 --> 00:20:28,950 it's a vegetable 416 00:20:32,710 --> 00:20:31,750 that's the best line of the movie laura 417 00:20:35,029 --> 00:20:32,720 that's that's 418 00:20:37,029 --> 00:20:35,039 the best line in the movie it's a 419 00:20:40,470 --> 00:20:37,039 vegetable 420 00:20:44,070 --> 00:20:40,480 all right okay 421 00:20:46,310 --> 00:20:44,080 a couple of years ago i was over at my 422 00:20:46,870 --> 00:20:46,320 brother-in-law's house for a poolside 423 00:20:50,789 --> 00:20:46,880 lunch 424 00:20:54,390 --> 00:20:53,350 and beautiful day rita and i were having 425 00:20:56,950 --> 00:20:54,400 a great time 426 00:20:57,590 --> 00:20:56,960 the sun was shining food and drink were 427 00:21:00,390 --> 00:20:57,600 flowing 428 00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:00,400 endlessly as it always does the 429 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:04,240 conversations were eclectic 430 00:21:12,390 --> 00:21:08,640 and then i get up from the table 431 00:21:16,070 --> 00:21:12,400 and was walking by the pool when my 432 00:21:17,029 --> 00:21:16,080 nephew who is a big guy too he's like 433 00:21:20,870 --> 00:21:17,039 six foot four 434 00:21:23,669 --> 00:21:20,880 30 year old adult right big guy 435 00:21:24,549 --> 00:21:23,679 he he's walking but he walks to my right 436 00:21:28,870 --> 00:21:24,559 in between 437 00:21:32,710 --> 00:21:28,880 me in the pool and as he passed me 438 00:21:39,510 --> 00:21:35,750 yep fully clothed 439 00:21:42,630 --> 00:21:39,520 it was awesome huge splash 440 00:21:44,710 --> 00:21:42,640 yeah so cool 441 00:21:47,350 --> 00:21:44,720 freaked everybody out it was so much fun 442 00:21:55,270 --> 00:21:52,070 this is who i am i can't change it 443 00:21:57,029 --> 00:21:55,280 sometimes i want to change but deep 444 00:22:00,950 --> 00:21:57,039 inside 445 00:22:02,870 --> 00:22:00,960 i like me rita has put up with the side 446 00:22:06,870 --> 00:22:02,880 of me for 20 years 447 00:22:10,789 --> 00:22:06,880 and yes at times i embarrass her 448 00:22:16,390 --> 00:22:10,799 but although she keeps trying she knows 449 00:22:19,990 --> 00:22:16,400 i ain't gone anywhere i am who i am 450 00:22:21,190 --> 00:22:20,000 which is why hosting this show and 451 00:22:24,230 --> 00:22:21,200 others 452 00:22:27,750 --> 00:22:24,240 i have to keep my inner me 453 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:27,760 in check 454 00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:31,360 marines once 455 00:22:35,430 --> 00:22:33,520 tied a rope around me and pushed me off 456 00:22:39,830 --> 00:22:35,440 a cliff 457 00:22:41,510 --> 00:22:39,840 forcing me to repel 100 feet 150 feet to 458 00:22:45,190 --> 00:22:41,520 the ground 459 00:22:49,909 --> 00:22:45,200 all because i was talking smack 460 00:22:53,270 --> 00:22:49,919 this is who i am i asked for it 461 00:22:55,990 --> 00:22:53,280 and it was fun scared the crap out of me 462 00:22:56,390 --> 00:22:56,000 but but i did it i asked for it they 463 00:23:00,950 --> 00:22:56,400 said 464 00:23:05,750 --> 00:23:00,960 that's it come on push me off the cliff 465 00:23:08,789 --> 00:23:05,760 and i do it again too it's who i am 466 00:23:12,710 --> 00:23:08,799 so in prepping for today's 467 00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:12,720 show i went and listened to some terence 468 00:23:17,029 --> 00:23:13,760 mckenna 469 00:23:19,669 --> 00:23:17,039 actually a lot of it and 470 00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:19,679 when you listen to someone as smart and 471 00:23:26,310 --> 00:23:23,520 wise as terence you soak it up 472 00:23:28,149 --> 00:23:26,320 you learn now i went there i was i was 473 00:23:30,149 --> 00:23:28,159 going to grab audio and i was going to 474 00:23:32,310 --> 00:23:30,159 do this and this thing and i ended up 475 00:23:33,510 --> 00:23:32,320 just getting into the terence mckenna 476 00:23:36,710 --> 00:23:33,520 zone 477 00:23:40,789 --> 00:23:36,720 listening to terence 478 00:23:44,149 --> 00:23:40,799 speak it was incredible 479 00:23:45,830 --> 00:23:44,159 terrance says to be the best that you 480 00:23:48,950 --> 00:23:45,840 can be 481 00:23:53,190 --> 00:23:48,960 check i got it 482 00:23:56,630 --> 00:23:53,200 terrance says to respect nature 483 00:23:59,510 --> 00:23:56,640 check i got it 484 00:24:00,310 --> 00:23:59,520 terrance says that there was so much 485 00:24:04,470 --> 00:24:00,320 more to 486 00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:04,480 learn you know nothing check 487 00:24:11,029 --> 00:24:08,000 i got it terence says 488 00:24:13,510 --> 00:24:11,039 to love everyone even if you don't 489 00:24:17,590 --> 00:24:13,520 understand them 490 00:24:25,269 --> 00:24:22,470 all of this only works on half of me 491 00:24:26,630 --> 00:24:25,279 the other half wants to hang out and 492 00:24:30,549 --> 00:24:26,640 cause trouble 493 00:24:33,590 --> 00:24:30,559 to be the loudest person in the room 494 00:24:36,870 --> 00:24:33,600 now don't be fooled by the nice guy you 495 00:24:40,230 --> 00:24:36,880 hear each night on the show 496 00:24:42,870 --> 00:24:40,240 i know that i'm polite 497 00:24:44,710 --> 00:24:42,880 and i don't like to cause too many 498 00:24:48,950 --> 00:24:44,720 ripples 499 00:24:52,070 --> 00:24:48,960 but don't take that as me being soft 500 00:24:54,549 --> 00:24:52,080 i am not 501 00:24:56,789 --> 00:24:54,559 which is why it hurts so much that i 502 00:25:01,830 --> 00:24:56,799 can't go out there and troll 503 00:25:05,430 --> 00:25:01,840 on the net because i have to behave 504 00:25:07,350 --> 00:25:05,440 trust me i know this 505 00:25:09,350 --> 00:25:07,360 most of the problems we see and hear 506 00:25:11,750 --> 00:25:09,360 about social media are about people that 507 00:25:18,470 --> 00:25:11,760 can't control themselves 508 00:25:21,750 --> 00:25:20,149 i have to fight the constant urge of 509 00:25:26,070 --> 00:25:21,760 putting on the gloves and 510 00:25:27,990 --> 00:25:26,080 going toe to toe with a troll it's hard 511 00:25:29,669 --> 00:25:28,000 but i seem to manage things and i pull 512 00:25:32,630 --> 00:25:29,679 myself back together 513 00:25:35,430 --> 00:25:32,640 every single time i just do it but you 514 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:35,440 have to understand growing up 515 00:25:38,789 --> 00:25:37,760 growing up i used to watch the group of 516 00:25:41,029 --> 00:25:38,799 guys who would 517 00:25:44,470 --> 00:25:41,039 walk around to the back of the school 518 00:25:48,149 --> 00:25:44,480 and smoke cigarettes between classes 519 00:25:51,590 --> 00:25:48,159 and i wanted to be with them 520 00:25:54,630 --> 00:25:51,600 the rebels but i usually ended up going 521 00:25:56,950 --> 00:25:54,640 going to class doing the right thing 522 00:25:59,269 --> 00:25:56,960 i would just put my head down walk to 523 00:26:01,430 --> 00:25:59,279 class and get up my desk before the bell 524 00:26:03,990 --> 00:26:01,440 rang 525 00:26:05,830 --> 00:26:04,000 now again don't be fooled because 526 00:26:06,950 --> 00:26:05,840 sometimes i found my way around the 527 00:26:09,909 --> 00:26:06,960 school 528 00:26:10,710 --> 00:26:09,919 with the troublemakers and it was always 529 00:26:14,390 --> 00:26:10,720 a good time 530 00:26:15,990 --> 00:26:14,400 but moving on it's the same thing today 531 00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:16,000 with me in social media 532 00:26:20,789 --> 00:26:18,320 i want to dip my toes in the water i 533 00:26:22,470 --> 00:26:20,799 really do 534 00:26:24,310 --> 00:26:22,480 yesterday i spoke about a new 535 00:26:26,230 --> 00:26:24,320 documentary and it is called 536 00:26:27,909 --> 00:26:26,240 the social dilemma and i hope that you 537 00:26:29,669 --> 00:26:27,919 get a chance to watch it if you haven't 538 00:26:32,789 --> 00:26:29,679 watched it already 539 00:26:33,830 --> 00:26:32,799 but the social dilemma paints a very 540 00:26:36,549 --> 00:26:33,840 clear picture 541 00:26:38,149 --> 00:26:36,559 about what is causing the anger the 542 00:26:40,950 --> 00:26:38,159 division and the drama 543 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:40,960 that is playing out in the social media 544 00:26:45,669 --> 00:26:43,279 landscape 545 00:26:47,750 --> 00:26:45,679 the film has solidified my thoughts 546 00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:47,760 about what is happening today all 547 00:26:54,390 --> 00:26:51,120 around the world it has made me very 548 00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:54,400 conscious about reading through any news 549 00:26:58,630 --> 00:26:55,760 feed 550 00:26:59,830 --> 00:26:58,640 or take anybody serious about what they 551 00:27:02,390 --> 00:26:59,840 post 552 00:27:03,269 --> 00:27:02,400 in that they are probably not in control 553 00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:03,279 of their thoughts 554 00:27:09,669 --> 00:27:06,400 and algorithm is running things 555 00:27:12,470 --> 00:27:09,679 so i realize this now right it's my 556 00:27:16,070 --> 00:27:12,480 terence mckenna sensitive side 557 00:27:18,149 --> 00:27:16,080 but again don't take my lack of response 558 00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:18,159 to the trolls 559 00:27:24,710 --> 00:27:21,360 as me being too soft 560 00:27:25,669 --> 00:27:24,720 it's the exact opposite because i'm the 561 00:27:27,590 --> 00:27:25,679 guy 562 00:27:29,830 --> 00:27:27,600 who will push you in the pool at the 563 00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:29,840 drop of a hat 564 00:27:37,269 --> 00:27:34,080 from behind that's right 565 00:27:40,870 --> 00:27:37,279 you see the tr will always think 566 00:27:44,950 --> 00:27:40,880 that they are winding me up 567 00:27:49,269 --> 00:27:44,960 but it's me circling like a vulture 568 00:27:55,510 --> 00:27:49,279 waiting and then bam 569 00:28:00,310 --> 00:27:58,389 now when their heads bob to the surface 570 00:28:04,310 --> 00:28:00,320 to get some air 571 00:28:07,350 --> 00:28:04,320 it's my back they see as i stroll away 572 00:28:10,310 --> 00:28:07,360 tension released 573 00:28:11,990 --> 00:28:10,320 that's right and now it's time for me to 574 00:28:13,029 --> 00:28:12,000 read some terence mckenna and find my 575 00:28:17,909 --> 00:28:13,039 center 576 00:28:20,470 --> 00:28:17,919 life is good seriously 577 00:28:21,669 --> 00:28:20,480 our murals jimmy church this is the game 578 00:28:24,149 --> 00:28:21,679 changer network 579 00:28:24,950 --> 00:28:24,159 tonight on this very program jay widener 580 00:28:27,590 --> 00:28:24,960 is here 581 00:28:29,350 --> 00:28:27,600 because we're going to be talking about 582 00:28:32,470 --> 00:28:29,360 the life and times 583 00:28:33,750 --> 00:28:32,480 of terrence mckenna all right all right 584 00:28:37,789 --> 00:28:33,760 follow me on twitter at 585 00:28:40,310 --> 00:28:37,799 j church radio email is jimmy 586 00:28:42,149 --> 00:28:40,320 jimmychurchradio.com on the game changer 587 00:28:45,269 --> 00:28:42,159 network and kgra 588 00:28:46,789 --> 00:28:45,279 the planet this is fade to black and 589 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00:32:28,070 --> 00:32:23,440 changer radio network 667 00:32:30,070 --> 00:32:28,080 and kgra the planet 668 00:32:34,630 --> 00:32:30,080 hi this is rob reiner from anvil and 669 00:32:37,509 --> 00:32:34,640 you're listening to jimmychurchradio.com 670 00:32:43,950 --> 00:32:37,519 what's up i'm chris what up this is 671 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:55,190 [Music] 672 00:32:59,669 --> 00:32:57,269 all right welcome back fade to black i'm 673 00:33:02,710 --> 00:32:59,679 your host jimmy church 674 00:33:04,630 --> 00:33:02,720 tonight jay widener we're going to be 675 00:33:07,029 --> 00:33:04,640 talking about the life and times of 676 00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:07,039 terence mckenna shamanism metaphysics 677 00:33:10,430 --> 00:33:09,120 alchemy language philosophy culture 678 00:33:13,430 --> 00:33:10,440 technology 679 00:33:14,710 --> 00:33:13,440 environmentalism and the origins of 680 00:33:17,830 --> 00:33:14,720 human consciousness 681 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:17,840 all that and much more and i'm gonna say 682 00:33:25,029 --> 00:33:18,240 this 683 00:33:27,269 --> 00:33:25,039 of jays should be illegal i wrote it 684 00:33:30,470 --> 00:33:27,279 it's too much i'm gonna cut to the chase 685 00:33:32,630 --> 00:33:30,480 in 2000 he founded sacred mysteries 686 00:33:33,750 --> 00:33:32,640 together with his wife sharon rose he 687 00:33:37,269 --> 00:33:33,760 has directed 15 688 00:33:38,710 --> 00:33:37,279 films his website is sacredmysteries.com 689 00:33:42,389 --> 00:33:38,720 i'm getting straight to it jay there you 690 00:33:48,470 --> 00:33:46,310 you okay with that yeah yeah 691 00:33:49,750 --> 00:33:48,480 i remember i remember yeah i remember 692 00:33:51,190 --> 00:33:49,760 once uh 693 00:33:53,029 --> 00:33:51,200 you said to me i'm not gonna get into 694 00:33:53,909 --> 00:33:53,039 the details particular church man just 695 00:33:58,070 --> 00:33:53,919 keep the intro 696 00:34:00,149 --> 00:33:58,080 short and you shot me this 697 00:34:01,909 --> 00:34:00,159 look he shot me this look i was like man 698 00:34:02,470 --> 00:34:01,919 that's going to be the shortest intro j 699 00:34:06,070 --> 00:34:02,480 has ever 700 00:34:07,190 --> 00:34:06,080 ladies and gentlemen jay widener just 701 00:34:10,230 --> 00:34:07,200 like let's get better 702 00:34:13,109 --> 00:34:10,240 yeah much better how you doing man 703 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:13,119 you're good how are you oh man uh i'm 704 00:34:16,710 --> 00:34:14,480 doing the same as you 705 00:34:19,030 --> 00:34:16,720 you know trying to uh trying to make it 706 00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:19,040 through this crazy world that we live in 707 00:34:24,149 --> 00:34:22,320 and and uh i see the light i do 708 00:34:26,470 --> 00:34:24,159 i see the light i'm headed towards the 709 00:34:29,669 --> 00:34:26,480 light and we're gonna get there jay 710 00:34:30,629 --> 00:34:29,679 together we are 711 00:34:32,790 --> 00:34:30,639 i have no doubt 712 00:34:36,149 --> 00:34:32,800 [Laughter] 713 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:39,909 when uh well i mean we're headed towards 714 00:34:45,030 --> 00:34:42,960 you know we're in 715 00:34:46,829 --> 00:34:45,040 we're we're actually in i i believe the 716 00:34:51,030 --> 00:34:46,839 beginning of the greatest 717 00:34:54,069 --> 00:34:51,040 um opportunity but also crisis 718 00:34:56,230 --> 00:34:54,079 in human history and um 719 00:34:57,990 --> 00:34:56,240 uh that's kind of why i wanted to talk 720 00:35:00,630 --> 00:34:58,000 about terence because 721 00:35:03,270 --> 00:35:00,640 he predicted all of this like 25 30 722 00:35:04,950 --> 00:35:03,280 years ago and um 723 00:35:06,310 --> 00:35:04,960 you know i'm sad he didn't get to live 724 00:35:08,310 --> 00:35:06,320 to see it but 725 00:35:10,230 --> 00:35:08,320 at the same time you know he gave us his 726 00:35:13,030 --> 00:35:10,240 great wisdom and knowledge 727 00:35:14,470 --> 00:35:13,040 to uh so that we could get ready for 728 00:35:16,310 --> 00:35:14,480 what we're about to go through 729 00:35:19,910 --> 00:35:16,320 yeah i agree hey jay can i get you to 730 00:35:22,950 --> 00:35:21,829 all right how's that i need the j 731 00:35:25,589 --> 00:35:22,960 widener voice 732 00:35:28,390 --> 00:35:25,599 i need the radio voice i need the j 733 00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:28,400 widener voice 734 00:35:35,589 --> 00:35:34,150 jay changed his settings we just had a 735 00:35:37,910 --> 00:35:35,599 great sound check 736 00:35:40,230 --> 00:35:37,920 and and and i can already tell jay 737 00:35:43,510 --> 00:35:40,240 goofed around with his microphone 738 00:35:44,950 --> 00:35:43,520 he's talking okay 739 00:35:47,190 --> 00:35:44,960 let me move to my office i've been 740 00:35:49,750 --> 00:35:47,200 kicked out of my house by my wife 741 00:35:50,390 --> 00:35:49,760 um so how does this sound it's fine it's 742 00:35:52,470 --> 00:35:50,400 fine 743 00:35:53,910 --> 00:35:52,480 i want to start here actually because 744 00:35:57,109 --> 00:35:53,920 you just brought up 745 00:35:58,710 --> 00:35:57,119 one of the the great points he died in 746 00:36:01,750 --> 00:35:58,720 2000 747 00:36:03,109 --> 00:36:01,760 and the at a very young age at the age 748 00:36:06,150 --> 00:36:03,119 of 53 749 00:36:09,349 --> 00:36:06,160 and he didn't get a 750 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:09,359 chance to see the transitions 751 00:36:14,310 --> 00:36:11,680 that he had been speaking to us about 752 00:36:18,710 --> 00:36:14,320 for 30 35 years 753 00:36:21,510 --> 00:36:18,720 and so before we get to that i have 754 00:36:21,990 --> 00:36:21,520 one of his last statements that he made 755 00:36:25,030 --> 00:36:22,000 just 756 00:36:25,510 --> 00:36:25,040 before his death speaking about his 757 00:36:27,109 --> 00:36:25,520 death 758 00:36:28,550 --> 00:36:27,119 you may have heard this before jay but i 759 00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:28,560 want the audience to hear this 760 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:32,800 it's profound okay so he got uh 761 00:36:38,870 --> 00:36:36,480 leading up to this he got diagnosed 762 00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:38,880 with brain cancer and and a terminal 763 00:36:42,310 --> 00:36:39,760 tumor that was 764 00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:42,320 it and he was given four months to live 765 00:36:47,670 --> 00:36:43,920 right that's it 766 00:36:51,270 --> 00:36:47,680 and this statement was given 767 00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:51,280 during that time and he says this 768 00:36:57,670 --> 00:36:54,720 quote i always thought death would come 769 00:36:59,190 --> 00:36:57,680 on the freeway in a few horrifying 770 00:37:02,710 --> 00:36:59,200 moments 771 00:37:05,030 --> 00:37:02,720 so you'd have no time to sort it out 772 00:37:06,390 --> 00:37:05,040 having months and months to look at it 773 00:37:08,150 --> 00:37:06,400 and think about it 774 00:37:09,670 --> 00:37:08,160 and talk to people and hear what they 775 00:37:12,870 --> 00:37:09,680 have to say 776 00:37:13,190 --> 00:37:12,880 it's kind of a blessing it's certainly 777 00:37:23,030 --> 00:37:13,200 an 778 00:37:25,349 --> 00:37:23,040 unsmiling guy in a white coat 779 00:37:26,069 --> 00:37:25,359 that you're going to be dead in four 780 00:37:29,670 --> 00:37:26,079 months 781 00:37:30,150 --> 00:37:29,680 definitely turns on the lights it makes 782 00:37:34,230 --> 00:37:30,160 life 783 00:37:37,670 --> 00:37:34,240 rich and poignant when it first happened 784 00:37:39,589 --> 00:37:37,680 and i got these diagnosis i could see 785 00:37:43,349 --> 00:37:39,599 the light of eternity 786 00:37:46,630 --> 00:37:43,359 allah william blake shining through 787 00:37:49,910 --> 00:37:46,640 every leaf i mean a bug 788 00:37:51,510 --> 00:37:49,920 walking across the ground moved me to 789 00:37:54,630 --> 00:37:51,520 tears 790 00:37:56,470 --> 00:37:54,640 and that was aaron's mckenna right 791 00:37:58,390 --> 00:37:56,480 before he died he ended up dying on 792 00:38:02,150 --> 00:37:58,400 april 3rd 2000 793 00:38:05,109 --> 00:38:02,160 at the age of 53. heavy heavy words but 794 00:38:05,990 --> 00:38:05,119 yet this is what this is coming from 795 00:38:08,150 --> 00:38:06,000 somebody 796 00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:08,160 that not only talked to us about 797 00:38:12,950 --> 00:38:09,839 consciousness and ourselves 798 00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:12,960 and making this world a better place but 799 00:38:20,310 --> 00:38:17,440 he he wanted to to do this with us 800 00:38:21,910 --> 00:38:20,320 and that was taken away from him and 801 00:38:25,190 --> 00:38:21,920 instead of 802 00:38:27,589 --> 00:38:25,200 taking things another direction 803 00:38:29,910 --> 00:38:27,599 he said these words and he meant it 804 00:38:33,430 --> 00:38:29,920 didn't he jay 805 00:38:34,870 --> 00:38:33,440 uh yeah those are um i almost choked up 806 00:38:40,870 --> 00:38:34,880 when 807 00:38:41,589 --> 00:38:40,880 he said that um i remember that 808 00:38:44,710 --> 00:38:41,599 statement 809 00:38:46,470 --> 00:38:44,720 back almost 20 years ago and or over 20 810 00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:46,480 years ago i guess 811 00:38:51,270 --> 00:38:50,320 and uh yeah um it's a funny thing 812 00:38:54,470 --> 00:38:51,280 because 813 00:38:55,829 --> 00:38:54,480 i was a huge fan of course and um i had 814 00:39:00,710 --> 00:38:55,839 all of his lectures 815 00:39:03,829 --> 00:39:00,720 on uh cassette and cd and all that but 816 00:39:05,430 --> 00:39:03,839 after he uh died i couldn't i couldn't 817 00:39:08,470 --> 00:39:05,440 listen to him anymore 818 00:39:11,109 --> 00:39:08,480 i was so broken up by 819 00:39:11,670 --> 00:39:11,119 his death that i couldn't listen and 820 00:39:14,310 --> 00:39:11,680 then 821 00:39:16,470 --> 00:39:14,320 it's only in the last few months that 822 00:39:19,910 --> 00:39:16,480 i've actually gotten up the 823 00:39:22,310 --> 00:39:19,920 kind of the uh the um bravery and 824 00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:22,320 courage to go back and re-listen 825 00:39:26,710 --> 00:39:26,000 to his old lectures and videos and all 826 00:39:28,870 --> 00:39:26,720 that 827 00:39:29,910 --> 00:39:28,880 and i'm more impressed now than i have 828 00:39:33,109 --> 00:39:29,920 ever been 829 00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:33,119 um he's so prescient and uh 830 00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:36,720 his predictions became so true and 831 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:39,760 i i'm just uh 832 00:39:43,030 --> 00:39:42,160 you know his death really affected me i 833 00:39:46,310 --> 00:39:43,040 i was 834 00:39:49,750 --> 00:39:46,320 just finishing up um 835 00:39:50,710 --> 00:39:49,760 uh my book my first book with vincent 836 00:39:52,630 --> 00:39:50,720 bridges 837 00:39:54,069 --> 00:39:52,640 about the cross of handing a monument to 838 00:39:57,109 --> 00:39:54,079 the end of time 839 00:40:00,150 --> 00:39:57,119 and he and i had discussed the whole 840 00:40:04,309 --> 00:40:00,160 entire concept of the cross of hende 841 00:40:06,150 --> 00:40:04,319 and and alchemy and transformation 842 00:40:08,150 --> 00:40:06,160 and when i told him about what i had 843 00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:08,160 discovered he was like oh 844 00:40:12,550 --> 00:40:10,960 man you got to get this down into a book 845 00:40:14,710 --> 00:40:12,560 as soon as possible 846 00:40:16,470 --> 00:40:14,720 and i actually asked him if he would you 847 00:40:19,430 --> 00:40:16,480 know 848 00:40:21,270 --> 00:40:19,440 the uh forward to the book and he said 849 00:40:24,630 --> 00:40:21,280 well if it's a good book i will 850 00:40:26,630 --> 00:40:24,640 if the money's good that is and uh 851 00:40:27,910 --> 00:40:26,640 so um i'd always intended to give him 852 00:40:30,390 --> 00:40:27,920 like 5k 853 00:40:31,990 --> 00:40:30,400 to write the forward to my book but 854 00:40:32,790 --> 00:40:32,000 unfortunately he died before i actually 855 00:40:35,910 --> 00:40:32,800 got a chance 856 00:40:37,910 --> 00:40:35,920 for him to read it he was too far gone 857 00:40:39,349 --> 00:40:37,920 apparently for him to read i did send 858 00:40:42,550 --> 00:40:39,359 him the manuscript 859 00:40:44,470 --> 00:40:42,560 but one of his assistants said he just 860 00:40:45,670 --> 00:40:44,480 he was just beyond being able to read at 861 00:40:49,750 --> 00:40:45,680 that point 862 00:40:51,670 --> 00:40:49,760 when did you first meet terence 863 00:40:54,390 --> 00:40:51,680 well now that's a weird story i have two 864 00:40:55,270 --> 00:40:54,400 weird synchronistic stories with terence 865 00:40:56,950 --> 00:40:55,280 actually 866 00:40:58,470 --> 00:40:56,960 i didn't meet terence until you know he 867 00:41:01,670 --> 00:40:58,480 was later in life 868 00:41:03,589 --> 00:41:01,680 um what had happened is is that i i've 869 00:41:04,870 --> 00:41:03,599 met him at his lectures 870 00:41:06,870 --> 00:41:04,880 you know i've gone up and introduced 871 00:41:07,510 --> 00:41:06,880 myself and had brief conversations with 872 00:41:11,030 --> 00:41:07,520 them 873 00:41:14,069 --> 00:41:11,040 throughout the 80s but when i got my 874 00:41:16,470 --> 00:41:14,079 radio show in seattle on 875 00:41:17,430 --> 00:41:16,480 a sister station to an npr station up 876 00:41:21,190 --> 00:41:17,440 there 877 00:41:24,630 --> 00:41:21,200 and that's when food of the gods 878 00:41:26,870 --> 00:41:24,640 his scholarly effort about psychedelic 879 00:41:29,510 --> 00:41:26,880 history and its effect on culture 880 00:41:31,910 --> 00:41:29,520 came out and i just just loved the book 881 00:41:34,950 --> 00:41:31,920 and i wanted so dearly to interview him 882 00:41:37,910 --> 00:41:34,960 about the book for my radio show and 883 00:41:39,910 --> 00:41:37,920 i was at the station working and i 884 00:41:40,630 --> 00:41:39,920 decided to go get a coffee or something 885 00:41:43,270 --> 00:41:40,640 and i 886 00:41:45,190 --> 00:41:43,280 got in the elevator to go down a couple 887 00:41:48,390 --> 00:41:45,200 people got in the elevator with me 888 00:41:50,150 --> 00:41:48,400 to go down to the first floor and as i'm 889 00:41:53,670 --> 00:41:50,160 going down the elevator 890 00:41:56,230 --> 00:41:53,680 i hear that you know sing-songy voice 891 00:41:57,750 --> 00:41:56,240 you know resonating in the in the tinny 892 00:42:00,470 --> 00:41:57,760 elevator room 893 00:42:02,150 --> 00:42:00,480 and i look over and there's terence and 894 00:42:02,790 --> 00:42:02,160 he had just done an interview with the 895 00:42:05,829 --> 00:42:02,800 npr 896 00:42:07,270 --> 00:42:05,839 station which was our sister station on 897 00:42:08,950 --> 00:42:07,280 food of the gods 898 00:42:10,390 --> 00:42:08,960 and i listened to the interview later it 899 00:42:12,470 --> 00:42:10,400 was totally wimpy 900 00:42:14,230 --> 00:42:12,480 interview and i said to him on the way 901 00:42:16,550 --> 00:42:14,240 down to the floor i said listen 902 00:42:18,150 --> 00:42:16,560 man you know you remember me saying i 903 00:42:20,390 --> 00:42:18,160 kind of do remember you i said 904 00:42:21,670 --> 00:42:20,400 listen man i i got a radio show and i 905 00:42:24,230 --> 00:42:21,680 want to interview you 906 00:42:26,150 --> 00:42:24,240 can you give me an hour and he said okay 907 00:42:28,390 --> 00:42:26,160 i will so we went over 908 00:42:29,349 --> 00:42:28,400 to the studio and we cut an hour 909 00:42:32,230 --> 00:42:29,359 interview 910 00:42:34,550 --> 00:42:32,240 at first you know he was like reticent 911 00:42:38,069 --> 00:42:34,560 to talk and he thought maybe i was a 912 00:42:40,710 --> 00:42:38,079 goof and wasn't sure what i was and 913 00:42:41,910 --> 00:42:40,720 then i i realized that of course within 914 00:42:43,750 --> 00:42:41,920 10 minutes of the 915 00:42:45,670 --> 00:42:43,760 starting the interview that he was you 916 00:42:46,870 --> 00:42:45,680 know sizing me up and trying to figure 917 00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:46,880 out who i was 918 00:42:53,510 --> 00:42:50,240 and i was an unknown person this is a 92 919 00:42:57,109 --> 00:42:53,520 i think no 94 no 93 920 00:42:57,829 --> 00:42:57,119 and uh um so i um i started like 921 00:43:00,630 --> 00:42:57,839 bringing up 922 00:43:01,910 --> 00:43:00,640 people that i i knew that so i couldn't 923 00:43:02,790 --> 00:43:01,920 impress him i mean i was trying to 924 00:43:05,430 --> 00:43:02,800 impress him 925 00:43:06,309 --> 00:43:05,440 and uh finally by about halfway into the 926 00:43:08,470 --> 00:43:06,319 interview 927 00:43:11,829 --> 00:43:08,480 he like realized that i was the real 928 00:43:14,230 --> 00:43:11,839 deal and so then he started 929 00:43:16,150 --> 00:43:14,240 just laying it down it was like holy 930 00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:16,160 smokes man this guy was like 931 00:43:21,910 --> 00:43:19,920 like blistering the pavement and um 932 00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:21,920 when i put the interview up it was my 933 00:43:25,990 --> 00:43:22,960 most popular 934 00:43:28,790 --> 00:43:26,000 interview i went on to do a series of 935 00:43:31,190 --> 00:43:28,800 interviews for that station with terence 936 00:43:34,150 --> 00:43:31,200 over the next two years 937 00:43:35,030 --> 00:43:34,160 that were mind-blowing i also brought 938 00:43:37,910 --> 00:43:35,040 him 939 00:43:38,950 --> 00:43:37,920 to the university of washington to cane 940 00:43:42,390 --> 00:43:38,960 hall where he 941 00:43:43,829 --> 00:43:42,400 um uh sold out i think we sold out five 942 00:43:46,950 --> 00:43:43,839 thousand seats 943 00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:46,960 and uh he gave a two hour lecture called 944 00:43:51,109 --> 00:43:48,800 eros in the eschaton 945 00:43:52,710 --> 00:43:51,119 which i believe is probably one of his 946 00:43:55,670 --> 00:43:52,720 best 947 00:43:56,309 --> 00:43:55,680 talks of all time and uh it means 948 00:43:58,710 --> 00:43:56,319 basically 949 00:43:59,349 --> 00:43:58,720 sex in the end of the world so how can 950 00:44:02,470 --> 00:43:59,359 you you know 951 00:44:04,710 --> 00:44:02,480 mess with that title right and um so 952 00:44:06,550 --> 00:44:04,720 you know it was weird and then the other 953 00:44:07,910 --> 00:44:06,560 uh weird synchronicity i had 954 00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:07,920 this one was even a little bit more 955 00:44:12,470 --> 00:44:10,000 profound um 956 00:44:14,069 --> 00:44:12,480 i had been hired i was living up in the 957 00:44:17,510 --> 00:44:14,079 pacific northwest in 958 00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:17,520 the seattle area doing my radio show 959 00:44:21,750 --> 00:44:20,960 being very happy and i got a call from a 960 00:44:24,550 --> 00:44:21,760 guy 961 00:44:27,829 --> 00:44:24,560 in boulder uh who owned a company called 962 00:44:29,829 --> 00:44:27,839 gaium g-a-i-a-m 963 00:44:31,510 --> 00:44:29,839 and he called me up because he was a big 964 00:44:32,150 --> 00:44:31,520 fan of my radio show apparently had 965 00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:32,160 heard 966 00:44:36,230 --> 00:44:34,640 cassettes and things of my show and he 967 00:44:37,270 --> 00:44:36,240 asked me to fly to boulder he wanted to 968 00:44:39,270 --> 00:44:37,280 talk to me 969 00:44:40,790 --> 00:44:39,280 so i flew to boulder and we had like a 970 00:44:43,190 --> 00:44:40,800 12-hour discussion 971 00:44:44,950 --> 00:44:43,200 ended up that he wanted to hire me to 972 00:44:46,630 --> 00:44:44,960 move to boulder and become the video 973 00:44:49,430 --> 00:44:46,640 development director for his 974 00:44:51,190 --> 00:44:49,440 newly forming company and i agree 975 00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:51,200 because he was paying me a lot 976 00:44:57,270 --> 00:44:54,640 so i moved to boulder 977 00:44:58,470 --> 00:44:57,280 a few months later and um it was my 978 00:45:00,550 --> 00:44:58,480 first day at work 979 00:45:01,829 --> 00:45:00,560 it was on pearl street in boulder the 980 00:45:03,910 --> 00:45:01,839 main drag 981 00:45:05,270 --> 00:45:03,920 we have a little tiny building where 982 00:45:06,470 --> 00:45:05,280 we're in the back room there's only 983 00:45:07,670 --> 00:45:06,480 three employees 984 00:45:09,670 --> 00:45:07,680 and we're putting together this 985 00:45:11,349 --> 00:45:09,680 company's my very first day 986 00:45:13,589 --> 00:45:11,359 and it's about two hours into work so it 987 00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:13,599 was about 10 30 and i asked somebody 988 00:45:17,430 --> 00:45:14,800 that was working there 989 00:45:20,470 --> 00:45:17,440 is there a good coffee shop nearby i'm 990 00:45:23,030 --> 00:45:20,480 from seattle and i demand a great coffee 991 00:45:23,829 --> 00:45:23,040 and uh and i said yeah just go up the 992 00:45:27,109 --> 00:45:23,839 street there's a 993 00:45:29,030 --> 00:45:27,119 coffee shop named penny lane and so i 994 00:45:31,030 --> 00:45:29,040 go okay thank you and i go out the front 995 00:45:34,150 --> 00:45:31,040 door as i'm going out the front door of 996 00:45:37,349 --> 00:45:34,160 the building i see this guy walking by 997 00:45:40,309 --> 00:45:37,359 and i look at him and i go oh my god 998 00:45:42,230 --> 00:45:40,319 you are the dead ringer for terence 999 00:45:44,470 --> 00:45:42,240 mckenna 1000 00:45:46,550 --> 00:45:44,480 and he looks at me goes some people even 1001 00:45:48,950 --> 00:45:46,560 think i am terrence mckenna 1002 00:45:50,630 --> 00:45:48,960 and i'm like oh my god the first person 1003 00:45:52,630 --> 00:45:50,640 i meet in boulder 1004 00:45:55,190 --> 00:45:52,640 you know that i you know when i'm out on 1005 00:45:56,870 --> 00:45:55,200 the street is is terence mckenna 1006 00:45:58,550 --> 00:45:56,880 really like what are you doing here 1007 00:45:59,190 --> 00:45:58,560 because well i did a lecture last night 1008 00:46:01,990 --> 00:45:59,200 at the 1009 00:46:03,349 --> 00:46:02,000 university of colorado and i said so 1010 00:46:05,430 --> 00:46:03,359 where are you going he goes well i heard 1011 00:46:07,750 --> 00:46:05,440 there's a really good coffee shop 1012 00:46:08,950 --> 00:46:07,760 up the street named penny lane and i'm 1013 00:46:11,589 --> 00:46:08,960 headed that way 1014 00:46:13,510 --> 00:46:11,599 so i said well let's go buy a coffee so 1015 00:46:15,349 --> 00:46:13,520 we go up to the coffee shop 1016 00:46:17,150 --> 00:46:15,359 and we walk in the door and this is the 1017 00:46:20,309 --> 00:46:17,160 quintessential 1018 00:46:22,710 --> 00:46:20,319 1990s boulder hippie coffee shop 1019 00:46:25,349 --> 00:46:22,720 tie-dye shirts everybody's got long hair 1020 00:46:27,910 --> 00:46:25,359 right smell the marijuana's in the air 1021 00:46:29,030 --> 00:46:27,920 and i didn't even know this shop was 1022 00:46:29,829 --> 00:46:29,040 this shop i was just trying to eat 1023 00:46:32,069 --> 00:46:29,839 coffee 1024 00:46:32,950 --> 00:46:32,079 so i walk in the door and everybody in 1025 00:46:36,230 --> 00:46:32,960 the coffee shop 1026 00:46:40,150 --> 00:46:36,240 recognizes terrence and they just go 1027 00:46:41,510 --> 00:46:40,160 absolutely berserk and we get no peace 1028 00:46:43,670 --> 00:46:41,520 while we're trying to have our coffee 1029 00:46:45,510 --> 00:46:43,680 and talk and everybody's coming up to 1030 00:46:47,109 --> 00:46:45,520 getting autographs and talking to them 1031 00:46:50,069 --> 00:46:47,119 about their experiences 1032 00:46:51,829 --> 00:46:50,079 and everything and then later uh when i 1033 00:46:52,790 --> 00:46:51,839 went back to that shop i was never known 1034 00:46:54,950 --> 00:46:52,800 as jay 1035 00:46:56,069 --> 00:46:54,960 i was only known as that guy that knows 1036 00:46:58,150 --> 00:46:56,079 terence mckenna 1037 00:47:00,710 --> 00:46:58,160 you know nothing wrong with that man it 1038 00:47:03,430 --> 00:47:00,720 could be worse it could be worse 1039 00:47:05,190 --> 00:47:03,440 yeah so that was the point where i told 1040 00:47:08,150 --> 00:47:05,200 him about my hyundai work 1041 00:47:09,589 --> 00:47:08,160 and we discussed alchemy and all those 1042 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:09,599 really cool subjects 1043 00:47:13,510 --> 00:47:11,839 and that was where we bonded and that 1044 00:47:15,829 --> 00:47:13,520 was in 1996 1045 00:47:16,550 --> 00:47:15,839 of course he was dead uh four years 1046 00:47:18,710 --> 00:47:16,560 later 1047 00:47:21,109 --> 00:47:18,720 so really the time that i knew him was 1048 00:47:22,470 --> 00:47:21,119 really the last part of his life when he 1049 00:47:25,829 --> 00:47:22,480 was really 1050 00:47:27,430 --> 00:47:25,839 moving towards um an alchemical 1051 00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:27,440 realization 1052 00:47:32,069 --> 00:47:30,160 of reality it was really gratifying 1053 00:47:34,630 --> 00:47:32,079 because that was the conclusions 1054 00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:34,640 that i was reaching at the same time and 1055 00:47:38,390 --> 00:47:35,359 i hadn't 1056 00:47:40,069 --> 00:47:38,400 placed psychedelics into the equation at 1057 00:47:41,270 --> 00:47:40,079 the time but now i realize that they 1058 00:47:44,069 --> 00:47:41,280 also play 1059 00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:44,079 a huge role in european and western 1060 00:47:48,069 --> 00:47:45,040 alchemy 1061 00:47:50,309 --> 00:47:48,079 so he he helped me out a lot and 1062 00:47:51,510 --> 00:47:50,319 it was incredible experience to have 1063 00:47:55,190 --> 00:47:51,520 gotten to know him 1064 00:47:59,270 --> 00:47:55,200 he had the logos which is the divine 1065 00:48:01,670 --> 00:47:59,280 use of using language and 1066 00:48:03,750 --> 00:48:01,680 he had it and there's no doubt about it 1067 00:48:06,069 --> 00:48:03,760 he could explain the mystical 1068 00:48:06,790 --> 00:48:06,079 where no one else could and he could 1069 00:48:10,230 --> 00:48:06,800 take 1070 00:48:11,910 --> 00:48:10,240 the um effable of the ineffable 1071 00:48:13,510 --> 00:48:11,920 and turn it into something that we could 1072 00:48:15,990 --> 00:48:13,520 all understand 1073 00:48:17,670 --> 00:48:16,000 and that it was that's why his death is 1074 00:48:19,910 --> 00:48:17,680 so tragic 1075 00:48:21,109 --> 00:48:19,920 because i think i would have loved to 1076 00:48:24,470 --> 00:48:21,119 have had him now 1077 00:48:26,790 --> 00:48:24,480 in his late 70s hearing his wisdom 1078 00:48:27,589 --> 00:48:26,800 and telling us you know all of that he 1079 00:48:29,670 --> 00:48:27,599 knows 1080 00:48:31,190 --> 00:48:29,680 sort of like you know joseph campbell 1081 00:48:33,990 --> 00:48:31,200 got to do and 1082 00:48:36,790 --> 00:48:34,000 um alan watts and that kind of thing so 1083 00:48:39,990 --> 00:48:36,800 it was really a tragic loss 1084 00:48:43,030 --> 00:48:40,000 i have to ask you did you 1085 00:48:46,150 --> 00:48:43,040 did you ever do any 1086 00:48:49,990 --> 00:48:46,160 psychedelics with terence 1087 00:48:53,750 --> 00:48:50,000 outside of cannabis now um okay he had 1088 00:48:55,510 --> 00:48:53,760 sort of he what he told me was you know 1089 00:48:57,829 --> 00:48:55,520 jay i've made that phone call 1090 00:49:00,230 --> 00:48:57,839 i don't need to make it anymore right so 1091 00:49:04,470 --> 00:49:00,240 he sort of at the end of his 1092 00:49:07,829 --> 00:49:04,480 taking uh doses of mushrooms and dmt 1093 00:49:09,750 --> 00:49:07,839 at the end of his life maybe the brain 1094 00:49:14,069 --> 00:49:09,760 cancer was beginning to affect him 1095 00:49:16,470 --> 00:49:14,079 i think it was i've talked to um 1096 00:49:18,150 --> 00:49:16,480 i've talked to physicians who've looked 1097 00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:18,160 at pictures of terrence 1098 00:49:21,910 --> 00:49:20,000 in the last five years of his life and 1099 00:49:23,910 --> 00:49:21,920 his eyes are slightly bulging 1100 00:49:25,670 --> 00:49:23,920 out and they say that's an indication 1101 00:49:28,790 --> 00:49:25,680 that his brain is swelling 1102 00:49:31,750 --> 00:49:28,800 so i think he already had had some 1103 00:49:33,670 --> 00:49:31,760 effects of it uh by the time that i 1104 00:49:37,270 --> 00:49:33,680 started my relationship with him 1105 00:49:40,870 --> 00:49:37,280 and since alchemy is really about um 1106 00:49:42,309 --> 00:49:40,880 uh you know what happens after you die 1107 00:49:44,150 --> 00:49:42,319 i think that might have been one of the 1108 00:49:46,630 --> 00:49:44,160 reasons why he was so 1109 00:49:47,589 --> 00:49:46,640 into alchemy at the end there of his 1110 00:49:50,470 --> 00:49:47,599 life and 1111 00:49:50,790 --> 00:49:50,480 really uh coming to understand it he 1112 00:49:52,549 --> 00:49:50,800 said 1113 00:49:54,549 --> 00:49:52,559 something to me once it was amazing he 1114 00:49:57,589 --> 00:49:54,559 said uh alchemy 1115 00:49:58,470 --> 00:49:57,599 is half shamanism and half western 1116 00:50:00,710 --> 00:49:58,480 science 1117 00:50:01,589 --> 00:50:00,720 that's why it's so interesting and i 1118 00:50:03,589 --> 00:50:01,599 think that's right 1119 00:50:05,670 --> 00:50:03,599 i think that's why alchemy is so 1120 00:50:08,309 --> 00:50:05,680 appealing is that it is 1121 00:50:09,990 --> 00:50:08,319 a shamanic experience but it's wrapped 1122 00:50:13,990 --> 00:50:10,000 inside the 1123 00:50:19,190 --> 00:50:14,000 nugget of a experiment 1124 00:50:22,790 --> 00:50:19,200 and trying and failing and retrying and 1125 00:50:26,470 --> 00:50:22,800 and so it is a lot like western science 1126 00:50:30,150 --> 00:50:26,480 so in that way he was like the pastor 1127 00:50:33,270 --> 00:50:30,160 over the wedding of the uh 1128 00:50:35,910 --> 00:50:33,280 shamanism i.e psychedelics 1129 00:50:37,349 --> 00:50:35,920 and uh western science and bringing him 1130 00:50:40,630 --> 00:50:37,359 together 1131 00:50:41,589 --> 00:50:40,640 yeah then there was yeah there was 1132 00:50:44,710 --> 00:50:41,599 something else 1133 00:50:48,069 --> 00:50:44,720 uh uh about terence uh 1134 00:50:51,750 --> 00:50:48,079 and which is this he didn't uh people 1135 00:50:55,829 --> 00:50:51,760 i think when you hear uh or read 1136 00:50:58,870 --> 00:50:55,839 uh terence's bio and what he was about 1137 00:51:02,790 --> 00:50:58,880 i think the expectation was for him 1138 00:51:06,470 --> 00:51:02,800 to speak like a hippie or sound like 1139 00:51:09,829 --> 00:51:06,480 cheech or chong and he didn't 1140 00:51:12,549 --> 00:51:09,839 he was well spoken um he 1141 00:51:13,030 --> 00:51:12,559 he took things on a uh to a technical 1142 00:51:15,670 --> 00:51:13,040 level 1143 00:51:16,309 --> 00:51:15,680 when he was speaking about the science 1144 00:51:20,790 --> 00:51:16,319 and 1145 00:51:24,150 --> 00:51:20,800 was everything else that he dived into 1146 00:51:25,030 --> 00:51:24,160 including the e ching but he was able to 1147 00:51:31,510 --> 00:51:25,040 speak about 1148 00:51:33,190 --> 00:51:31,520 what is happening uh at a medical level 1149 00:51:36,549 --> 00:51:33,200 and and consciousness 1150 00:51:38,950 --> 00:51:36,559 in a way that uh impressed people 1151 00:51:40,390 --> 00:51:38,960 where they're okay all right yes there's 1152 00:51:42,309 --> 00:51:40,400 psychedelics involved 1153 00:51:43,750 --> 00:51:42,319 but obviously this is somebody that 1154 00:51:47,109 --> 00:51:43,760 comes from 1155 00:51:49,589 --> 00:51:47,119 uh an intelligent mindset and we need to 1156 00:51:51,670 --> 00:51:49,599 take him serious and that's where taren 1157 00:51:54,230 --> 00:51:51,680 succeeded right 1158 00:51:54,870 --> 00:51:54,240 yeah that's exactly right what he did 1159 00:51:59,670 --> 00:51:54,880 was he 1160 00:52:04,309 --> 00:51:59,680 took um what was just a hippie interest 1161 00:52:08,230 --> 00:52:04,319 in psychedelics and he turned it into 1162 00:52:11,030 --> 00:52:08,240 um a po into both poetry and science 1163 00:52:12,030 --> 00:52:11,040 and he made us realize that these were 1164 00:52:15,190 --> 00:52:12,040 potent 1165 00:52:18,790 --> 00:52:15,200 psychological um tools 1166 00:52:21,829 --> 00:52:18,800 that we could use to um 1167 00:52:22,470 --> 00:52:21,839 to explore the human mind and and and 1168 00:52:26,950 --> 00:52:22,480 therefore 1169 00:52:29,510 --> 00:52:26,960 expand human culture and so he uh 1170 00:52:31,109 --> 00:52:29,520 that was his gift and he could do that 1171 00:52:34,390 --> 00:52:31,119 better than anybody 1172 00:52:36,390 --> 00:52:34,400 and um i remember 1173 00:52:37,990 --> 00:52:36,400 being at lectures of his there'd be a 1174 00:52:40,549 --> 00:52:38,000 couple hundred people 1175 00:52:41,910 --> 00:52:40,559 usually at the ohio institute there in 1176 00:52:44,549 --> 00:52:41,920 southern california 1177 00:52:44,950 --> 00:52:44,559 and he would he would say things and you 1178 00:52:48,309 --> 00:52:44,960 could 1179 00:52:50,870 --> 00:52:48,319 feel like a trembling uh 1180 00:52:52,710 --> 00:52:50,880 moving through the crowd as he said 1181 00:52:56,630 --> 00:52:52,720 something that was so 1182 00:52:57,430 --> 00:52:56,640 right on so spot on that nobody could 1183 00:52:59,589 --> 00:52:57,440 argue with it 1184 00:53:01,750 --> 00:52:59,599 everybody had to agree with it and it 1185 00:53:05,109 --> 00:53:01,760 was usually trying to say 1186 00:53:08,230 --> 00:53:05,119 that you know the psychedelic experience 1187 00:53:11,270 --> 00:53:08,240 the mystical experience was really 1188 00:53:12,710 --> 00:53:11,280 the most important experience of all the 1189 00:53:16,069 --> 00:53:12,720 human experiences 1190 00:53:19,430 --> 00:53:16,079 more important than sexual experiences 1191 00:53:22,630 --> 00:53:19,440 more important than cultural experiences 1192 00:53:25,670 --> 00:53:22,640 um this was something so profound 1193 00:53:26,549 --> 00:53:25,680 that he had to spread it across the 1194 00:53:29,349 --> 00:53:26,559 human 1195 00:53:31,510 --> 00:53:29,359 uh endeavor and he did it's terence 1196 00:53:33,990 --> 00:53:31,520 mckenna and his brother dennis 1197 00:53:34,790 --> 00:53:34,000 who gave us the mushroom now they didn't 1198 00:53:36,309 --> 00:53:34,800 invent it 1199 00:53:38,230 --> 00:53:36,319 but they're the ones who taught us how 1200 00:53:41,270 --> 00:53:38,240 they they wrote the book 1201 00:53:42,150 --> 00:53:41,280 literally on how to grow mushrooms and 1202 00:53:47,190 --> 00:53:42,160 how to 1203 00:53:49,510 --> 00:53:47,200 mushrooms spread all over the world 1204 00:53:50,870 --> 00:53:49,520 was because of what terence and dennis 1205 00:53:54,309 --> 00:53:50,880 mckenna did 1206 00:53:56,549 --> 00:53:54,319 and um i truly believe that what they 1207 00:53:59,829 --> 00:53:56,559 did was a revolutionary act 1208 00:54:00,630 --> 00:53:59,839 that changed consciousness uh for the 1209 00:54:03,750 --> 00:54:00,640 better 1210 00:54:04,710 --> 00:54:03,760 uh forever and i believe that terrence 1211 00:54:07,750 --> 00:54:04,720 knew that 1212 00:54:09,030 --> 00:54:07,760 and and and the other thing is is the 1213 00:54:12,710 --> 00:54:09,040 relationship 1214 00:54:15,670 --> 00:54:12,720 of the mushroom and thyme 1215 00:54:17,030 --> 00:54:15,680 and that was terrence's other great 1216 00:54:20,549 --> 00:54:17,040 exploration 1217 00:54:21,589 --> 00:54:20,559 which is um there's this weird and odd 1218 00:54:24,309 --> 00:54:21,599 relationship 1219 00:54:25,030 --> 00:54:24,319 with mushrooms and other psychedelics 1220 00:54:27,750 --> 00:54:25,040 where 1221 00:54:30,069 --> 00:54:27,760 you go orthogonal that means at right 1222 00:54:32,150 --> 00:54:30,079 angles too in mathematics 1223 00:54:34,790 --> 00:54:32,160 and so what that means is that you're 1224 00:54:37,270 --> 00:54:34,800 traveling along a linear timeline of 1225 00:54:37,990 --> 00:54:37,280 past to the future always living in the 1226 00:54:39,750 --> 00:54:38,000 present 1227 00:54:42,230 --> 00:54:39,760 but when you do have a mystical 1228 00:54:45,190 --> 00:54:42,240 experience or a psychedelic experience 1229 00:54:45,910 --> 00:54:45,200 frequently you freeze in that moment and 1230 00:54:49,430 --> 00:54:45,920 you go 1231 00:54:51,670 --> 00:54:49,440 tangentially off into another place 1232 00:54:52,470 --> 00:54:51,680 you go at right angles to the timeline 1233 00:54:55,430 --> 00:54:52,480 angle 1234 00:54:56,549 --> 00:54:55,440 and then in that in that you've come to 1235 00:54:59,670 --> 00:54:56,559 understand 1236 00:55:02,789 --> 00:54:59,680 that time itself is an illusion that 1237 00:55:04,630 --> 00:55:02,799 we created the construct of time 1238 00:55:06,789 --> 00:55:04,640 so that we could all get to the airport 1239 00:55:08,789 --> 00:55:06,799 at the same time to take off or 1240 00:55:09,829 --> 00:55:08,799 meet at dinner at the same time to have 1241 00:55:13,030 --> 00:55:09,839 dinner together 1242 00:55:15,910 --> 00:55:13,040 but actually time is temporal and 1243 00:55:16,950 --> 00:55:15,920 time is personal and the mushroom does 1244 00:55:19,589 --> 00:55:16,960 teach you that 1245 00:55:21,430 --> 00:55:19,599 and the greatest people on earth who 1246 00:55:24,309 --> 00:55:21,440 were keeping track of time 1247 00:55:24,950 --> 00:55:24,319 were the mayans and the mayans in their 1248 00:55:27,430 --> 00:55:24,960 area 1249 00:55:29,190 --> 00:55:27,440 was exactly where the psilocybin 1250 00:55:30,069 --> 00:55:29,200 mushroom was rediscovered by gordon 1251 00:55:33,829 --> 00:55:30,079 watson 1252 00:55:36,549 --> 00:55:33,839 in the 1950s and also all over the mayan 1253 00:55:37,430 --> 00:55:36,559 areas are the mushroom statues which are 1254 00:55:39,910 --> 00:55:37,440 these little 1255 00:55:40,950 --> 00:55:39,920 mushrooms which have faces on them which 1256 00:55:44,150 --> 00:55:40,960 are all over 1257 00:55:47,030 --> 00:55:44,160 the jungles of the yucatan and 1258 00:55:48,630 --> 00:55:47,040 and southern mexico and guatemala and so 1259 00:55:51,030 --> 00:55:48,640 we see that 1260 00:55:51,910 --> 00:55:51,040 there's a strange relationship between 1261 00:55:55,109 --> 00:55:51,920 the mushroom 1262 00:55:58,230 --> 00:55:55,119 and time and our understanding of time 1263 00:56:00,549 --> 00:55:58,240 and through his mushroom explorations 1264 00:56:01,349 --> 00:56:00,559 terence was able to look into the future 1265 00:56:04,549 --> 00:56:01,359 to see 1266 00:56:05,510 --> 00:56:04,559 into the future as i have had the same 1267 00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:05,520 experiences 1268 00:56:10,230 --> 00:56:07,040 on mushrooms i've been able to 1269 00:56:12,069 --> 00:56:10,240 successfully see into the future also 1270 00:56:14,549 --> 00:56:12,079 but terence when he looked into the 1271 00:56:17,030 --> 00:56:14,559 future he saw that we were approaching 1272 00:56:19,910 --> 00:56:17,040 the climax of history 1273 00:56:20,549 --> 00:56:19,920 the point where the human race would be 1274 00:56:24,309 --> 00:56:20,559 tend 1275 00:56:25,750 --> 00:56:24,319 to change from a human to something else 1276 00:56:28,309 --> 00:56:25,760 that this was going to take a limited 1277 00:56:29,349 --> 00:56:28,319 period of time and that when we came out 1278 00:56:31,349 --> 00:56:29,359 the other end 1279 00:56:32,950 --> 00:56:31,359 we would be completely different than we 1280 00:56:36,150 --> 00:56:32,960 were at the beginning 1281 00:56:36,870 --> 00:56:36,160 very similar to the plot of 2001 a space 1282 00:56:40,230 --> 00:56:36,880 odyssey 1283 00:56:43,430 --> 00:56:40,240 by stanley kubrick and so i say 1284 00:56:46,630 --> 00:56:43,440 here that we are at the very beginning 1285 00:56:49,750 --> 00:56:46,640 of terrence's concrescence of history 1286 00:56:51,190 --> 00:56:49,760 the climax of history the covet thing is 1287 00:56:52,950 --> 00:56:51,200 what pushed us over 1288 00:56:54,549 --> 00:56:52,960 and now we're going to move from one 1289 00:56:58,150 --> 00:56:54,559 step to another 1290 00:56:58,549 --> 00:56:58,160 all the way until 2030 when this will be 1291 00:57:01,589 --> 00:56:58,559 over 1292 00:57:04,789 --> 00:57:01,599 and we will be a changed 1293 00:57:05,510 --> 00:57:04,799 race a different human being not the 1294 00:57:08,630 --> 00:57:05,520 same 1295 00:57:11,430 --> 00:57:08,640 as we are now and there's that's tragic 1296 00:57:12,230 --> 00:57:11,440 and it's also wonderful and i can say 1297 00:57:15,589 --> 00:57:12,240 that 1298 00:57:17,430 --> 00:57:15,599 if you're under 20 years old you 1299 00:57:19,990 --> 00:57:17,440 probably have a high chance 1300 00:57:22,069 --> 00:57:20,000 of living many hundreds of years with 1301 00:57:24,829 --> 00:57:22,079 the advances that are going on right now 1302 00:57:26,710 --> 00:57:24,839 and terrence knew this he knew that the 1303 00:57:29,670 --> 00:57:26,720 um 1304 00:57:31,589 --> 00:57:29,680 the technology would piggyback on itself 1305 00:57:32,069 --> 00:57:31,599 and one thing would create another thing 1306 00:57:34,390 --> 00:57:32,079 and 1307 00:57:36,789 --> 00:57:34,400 each thing would create another thing 1308 00:57:39,270 --> 00:57:36,799 until we had this coherent pattern 1309 00:57:40,950 --> 00:57:39,280 within technology that was moving us 1310 00:57:42,630 --> 00:57:40,960 towards a place 1311 00:57:44,549 --> 00:57:42,640 you know we are going to become a 1312 00:57:46,789 --> 00:57:44,559 space-faring race 1313 00:57:48,069 --> 00:57:46,799 we're going to be a race that lives a 1314 00:57:50,710 --> 00:57:48,079 long time 1315 00:57:51,589 --> 00:57:50,720 we're going to be a highly intelligent 1316 00:57:53,430 --> 00:57:51,599 race 1317 00:57:54,710 --> 00:57:53,440 a lot of things are going to be changing 1318 00:57:57,829 --> 00:57:54,720 very quickly here 1319 00:58:01,589 --> 00:57:57,839 it's going to be um exhilarating and 1320 00:58:04,069 --> 00:58:01,599 very unstable and scary and happy and 1321 00:58:05,829 --> 00:58:04,079 all the everything in between and that's 1322 00:58:06,789 --> 00:58:05,839 what terence was predicting all those 1323 00:58:09,349 --> 00:58:06,799 years ago 1324 00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:09,359 and this is the thing oh man i got a 1325 00:58:13,430 --> 00:58:10,240 weird echo 1326 00:58:16,870 --> 00:58:13,440 jay okay um 1327 00:58:20,230 --> 00:58:16,880 this is the thing ayahuasca was 1328 00:58:20,950 --> 00:58:20,240 largely uh introduced into pop culture 1329 00:58:25,349 --> 00:58:20,960 because of 1330 00:58:28,230 --> 00:58:25,359 of terence mckenna but 2 2012 1331 00:58:30,150 --> 00:58:28,240 was largely a terrence mckenna thing and 1332 00:58:33,430 --> 00:58:30,160 it wasn't necessarily 1333 00:58:36,630 --> 00:58:33,440 uh mayan he he 1334 00:58:40,309 --> 00:58:36,640 came to the the date of 2012 1335 00:58:43,430 --> 00:58:40,319 through e ching he died in 2000 1336 00:58:45,109 --> 00:58:43,440 he didn't get a chance to see what the 1337 00:58:46,710 --> 00:58:45,119 world was going to go through with this 1338 00:58:49,670 --> 00:58:46,720 date of 2012 1339 00:58:52,069 --> 00:58:49,680 uh from his death for the next 12 years 1340 00:58:55,829 --> 00:58:52,079 did he understand how profound 1341 00:58:59,270 --> 00:58:55,839 these two things were on society 1342 00:59:02,870 --> 00:58:59,280 uh he did and um he 1343 00:59:05,910 --> 00:59:02,880 yes he discovered the 2012 date by doing 1344 00:59:09,430 --> 00:59:05,920 moon cycles within the iching 1345 00:59:12,069 --> 00:59:09,440 and this was way before he discovered um 1346 00:59:13,109 --> 00:59:12,079 well we didn't really know it until i 1347 00:59:15,670 --> 00:59:13,119 think about 1348 00:59:16,549 --> 00:59:15,680 maybe the mid 80s about the mayan 1349 00:59:18,950 --> 00:59:16,559 calendar 1350 00:59:20,870 --> 00:59:18,960 well early 80s we didn't really know i 1351 00:59:22,789 --> 00:59:20,880 mean the mayans knew about it but 1352 00:59:25,030 --> 00:59:22,799 uh the rest of the world didn't really 1353 00:59:26,470 --> 00:59:25,040 didn't know no that's right yeah 1354 00:59:28,150 --> 00:59:26,480 jenkins and several other people have 1355 00:59:31,829 --> 00:59:28,160 put out books about it 1356 00:59:34,549 --> 00:59:31,839 and then terence realized 1357 00:59:35,349 --> 00:59:34,559 he had pinpointed nearly the same exact 1358 00:59:39,349 --> 00:59:35,359 time 1359 00:59:42,950 --> 00:59:39,359 wave 1360 00:59:45,430 --> 00:59:42,960 uh equations and he was blown away by it 1361 00:59:46,069 --> 00:59:45,440 and you know i personally think that we 1362 00:59:48,150 --> 00:59:46,079 did change 1363 00:59:49,990 --> 00:59:48,160 in 2012 i think there was a 1364 00:59:53,349 --> 00:59:50,000 psychological shift 1365 00:59:56,230 --> 00:59:53,359 where we stopped believing experts 1366 00:59:58,390 --> 00:59:56,240 and it started in 2012 and every year 1367 01:00:00,789 --> 00:59:58,400 it's increased until this year 1368 01:00:02,470 --> 01:00:00,799 you know i don't think anybody believes 1369 01:00:04,710 --> 01:00:02,480 any experts anymore 1370 01:00:06,549 --> 01:00:04,720 uh we've just given up on them because 1371 01:00:07,829 --> 01:00:06,559 they've just been so wrong through this 1372 01:00:10,870 --> 01:00:07,839 whole covet thing 1373 01:00:13,430 --> 01:00:10,880 and so i think that also is part of this 1374 01:00:14,150 --> 01:00:13,440 shedding that terence was always talking 1375 01:00:16,950 --> 01:00:14,160 about 1376 01:00:18,710 --> 01:00:16,960 we're we're shedding this old world and 1377 01:00:19,349 --> 01:00:18,720 and we're letting we're like a butterfly 1378 01:00:21,430 --> 01:00:19,359 and it's 1379 01:00:23,030 --> 01:00:21,440 you know breaking apart and we're going 1380 01:00:26,390 --> 01:00:23,040 to come out of it 1381 01:00:29,589 --> 01:00:26,400 and um it's going to be uh 1382 01:00:32,710 --> 01:00:29,599 like i said it is going to be 1383 01:00:34,870 --> 01:00:32,720 probably a lot like a mushroom trip like 1384 01:00:38,150 --> 01:00:34,880 a collective mushroom trip 1385 01:00:40,069 --> 01:00:38,160 as because in a mushroom trip you really 1386 01:00:40,630 --> 01:00:40,079 don't know what to expect next you don't 1387 01:00:42,630 --> 01:00:40,640 know what 1388 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:42,640 thoughts are going to happen next you 1389 01:00:45,670 --> 01:00:44,480 don't know you know where you're going 1390 01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:45,680 to be going next 1391 01:00:49,430 --> 01:00:47,920 and i think that's kind of what at least 1392 01:00:50,390 --> 01:00:49,440 the next three or four years are going 1393 01:00:53,349 --> 01:00:50,400 to be like 1394 01:00:54,069 --> 01:00:53,359 we're going to be uh being jolted from 1395 01:00:58,230 --> 01:00:54,079 one 1396 01:01:01,270 --> 01:00:58,240 event to another as the awakening 1397 01:01:04,630 --> 01:01:01,280 uh takes place and um 1398 01:01:05,589 --> 01:01:04,640 it's gonna be all things all at the same 1399 01:01:07,109 --> 01:01:05,599 time 1400 01:01:09,430 --> 01:01:07,119 and i can't tell you how many hours 1401 01:01:10,230 --> 01:01:09,440 terence and i spent talking about this 1402 01:01:12,630 --> 01:01:10,240 event 1403 01:01:14,710 --> 01:01:12,640 and when it didn't happen in 2012 i was 1404 01:01:17,750 --> 01:01:14,720 like well i wonder what's going on 1405 01:01:20,630 --> 01:01:17,760 um but i i think that 1406 01:01:21,589 --> 01:01:20,640 the events of today were set up around 1407 01:01:23,510 --> 01:01:21,599 that time 1408 01:01:25,510 --> 01:01:23,520 and now we're just getting to the real 1409 01:01:26,870 --> 01:01:25,520 meat of the matter let's take our break 1410 01:01:29,270 --> 01:01:26,880 right here our guest tonight 1411 01:01:30,950 --> 01:01:29,280 jay widener we are talking about the 1412 01:01:34,390 --> 01:01:30,960 life and times 1413 01:01:37,510 --> 01:01:34,400 of terence mckenna incredible mind 1414 01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:37,520 incredible researcher and we're gonna go 1415 01:01:42,950 --> 01:01:40,960 through some not only uh amazing 1416 01:01:44,390 --> 01:01:42,960 moments in terrence's life but we're 1417 01:01:45,750 --> 01:01:44,400 gonna go through some of his thoughts 1418 01:01:47,430 --> 01:01:45,760 and words too as well 1419 01:01:49,589 --> 01:01:47,440 i'm your host jimmy church this is fade 1420 01:01:54,660 --> 01:01:49,599 to black jay widener 1421 01:01:59,660 --> 01:01:59,040 [Music] 1422 01:02:07,750 --> 01:01:59,670 [Applause] 1423 01:02:09,910 --> 01:02:07,760 [Music] 1424 01:02:12,309 --> 01:02:09,920 this is fade to black with jimmy church 1425 01:02:17,270 --> 01:02:12,319 on the game changer radio network 1426 01:02:19,750 --> 01:02:17,280 and kgra the global radio alliance 1427 01:02:20,789 --> 01:02:19,760 this is kgra digital broadcasting 1428 01:02:25,190 --> 01:02:20,799 station 1429 01:02:27,190 --> 01:02:25,200 salt lake city utah van buren arkansas 1430 01:02:28,870 --> 01:02:27,200 hello my name is billy carson and i'm a 1431 01:02:31,109 --> 01:02:28,880 best-selling author and the founder of 1432 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changer 1554 01:07:16,549 --> 01:07:12,480 network and kgra 1555 01:07:19,190 --> 01:07:16,559 the planet tonight jay widener is here 1556 01:07:21,750 --> 01:07:19,200 we're talking about the life and times 1557 01:07:22,549 --> 01:07:21,760 of terence mckenna if you have any 1558 01:07:25,510 --> 01:07:22,559 questions 1559 01:07:27,029 --> 01:07:25,520 hashtag f2bq is where you want to post 1560 01:07:28,150 --> 01:07:27,039 it if you want to comment and hang out 1561 01:07:31,430 --> 01:07:28,160 on the show hashtag 1562 01:07:32,710 --> 01:07:31,440 f2b is the sandbox of course we have two 1563 01:07:35,109 --> 01:07:32,720 chat rooms open 1564 01:07:37,750 --> 01:07:35,119 one over at spreaker one over a kg area 1565 01:07:41,990 --> 01:07:37,760 the planet hello to everybody on youtube 1566 01:07:45,270 --> 01:07:42,000 and uh facebook and oh man tune in 1567 01:07:47,270 --> 01:07:45,280 kgra talk stream live 1568 01:07:49,190 --> 01:07:47,280 i heart radio everybody else out there 1569 01:07:52,870 --> 01:07:49,200 all right welcome to the program 1570 01:07:56,870 --> 01:07:52,880 and uh jay um this is 1571 01:07:59,750 --> 01:07:56,880 this is the thing today i went through 1572 01:08:02,309 --> 01:07:59,760 uh a bunch of stuff and i was listening 1573 01:08:04,549 --> 01:08:02,319 to terence and what i wanted to do was 1574 01:08:05,670 --> 01:08:04,559 you know grab some audio and play back 1575 01:08:08,470 --> 01:08:05,680 some audio of uh 1576 01:08:09,990 --> 01:08:08,480 some of uh terence's uh very profound 1577 01:08:13,430 --> 01:08:10,000 moments and i wanted to get through that 1578 01:08:16,709 --> 01:08:13,440 and i ended up going into the zone 1579 01:08:20,390 --> 01:08:16,719 with terence man i just got sucked in 1580 01:08:23,349 --> 01:08:20,400 and i i was moved 1581 01:08:23,910 --> 01:08:23,359 you know and it wasn't uh for me it 1582 01:08:27,189 --> 01:08:23,920 wasn't 1583 01:08:29,510 --> 01:08:27,199 about uh the sensational part of it 1584 01:08:31,430 --> 01:08:29,520 which was the amount of the consumption 1585 01:08:33,269 --> 01:08:31,440 over such a long period of time of these 1586 01:08:34,709 --> 01:08:33,279 psychedelics which is fascinating you 1587 01:08:38,950 --> 01:08:34,719 know of itself 1588 01:08:42,149 --> 01:08:38,960 but it was his ability to 1589 01:08:45,430 --> 01:08:42,159 take note and utilize these 1590 01:08:48,149 --> 01:08:45,440 sessions with shamans and get 1591 01:08:48,950 --> 01:08:48,159 pen to paper get his thoughts down and 1592 01:08:51,189 --> 01:08:48,960 and then 1593 01:08:52,630 --> 01:08:51,199 relay these messages back to the world 1594 01:08:55,749 --> 01:08:52,640 about us 1595 01:08:58,470 --> 01:08:55,759 he had an uncanny ability to do this 1596 01:09:05,430 --> 01:09:02,390 uh yeah he did um he was he was amazing 1597 01:09:08,950 --> 01:09:05,440 and uh many shamans would 1598 01:09:11,349 --> 01:09:08,960 um that i met 1599 01:09:13,749 --> 01:09:11,359 that we had talked to sharon to terrence 1600 01:09:15,990 --> 01:09:13,759 before 1601 01:09:17,990 --> 01:09:16,000 i talked to them they said that he was 1602 01:09:19,829 --> 01:09:18,000 probably the most profound 1603 01:09:21,669 --> 01:09:19,839 westerner that they had ever met these 1604 01:09:25,349 --> 01:09:21,679 were peruvian 1605 01:09:26,309 --> 01:09:25,359 mayan shamans and so yeah he had that 1606 01:09:30,390 --> 01:09:26,319 effect 1607 01:09:33,430 --> 01:09:30,400 he was he was incredibly magnetic 1608 01:09:34,630 --> 01:09:33,440 and uh and his use of language was 1609 01:09:38,470 --> 01:09:34,640 beyond 1610 01:09:41,189 --> 01:09:38,480 think anybody 1611 01:09:42,870 --> 01:09:41,199 that i've ever known had that ability to 1612 01:09:46,550 --> 01:09:42,880 take words and bend them 1613 01:09:48,950 --> 01:09:46,560 and twist them into uh 1614 01:09:50,309 --> 01:09:48,960 kind of almost like a movie it was like 1615 01:09:52,070 --> 01:09:50,319 you're in your mind you're 1616 01:09:53,749 --> 01:09:52,080 almost watching a movie while he's 1617 01:09:55,350 --> 01:09:53,759 talking and you can see 1618 01:09:56,950 --> 01:09:55,360 everything that he's saying even though 1619 01:10:00,149 --> 01:09:56,960 what he's saying is so 1620 01:10:03,189 --> 01:10:00,159 super abstract so uh 1621 01:10:05,030 --> 01:10:03,199 he was you know one of the most amazing 1622 01:10:06,790 --> 01:10:05,040 members of my generation 1623 01:10:08,310 --> 01:10:06,800 and it was a real honor to have known 1624 01:10:11,830 --> 01:10:08,320 him and 1625 01:10:15,189 --> 01:10:11,840 um you know he grew up you know in 1626 01:10:17,830 --> 01:10:15,199 in colorado on the western slopes um 1627 01:10:18,390 --> 01:10:17,840 in a town called peonia which is just a 1628 01:10:22,630 --> 01:10:18,400 little 1629 01:10:25,270 --> 01:10:22,640 probably felt that 1630 01:10:27,110 --> 01:10:25,280 you know he was a little bit adequate he 1631 01:10:29,750 --> 01:10:27,120 did grow up in new york city or 1632 01:10:31,430 --> 01:10:29,760 you know san francisco or some big town 1633 01:10:33,750 --> 01:10:31,440 but it really didn't matter i mean 1634 01:10:34,870 --> 01:10:33,760 it didn't matter because he was so well 1635 01:10:36,870 --> 01:10:34,880 read 1636 01:10:38,470 --> 01:10:36,880 and then he had so many incredible 1637 01:10:41,030 --> 01:10:38,480 experiences 1638 01:10:42,630 --> 01:10:41,040 from you know being a butterfly catcher 1639 01:10:45,830 --> 01:10:42,640 in indonesia 1640 01:10:48,070 --> 01:10:45,840 to uh going to uh uh 1641 01:10:48,870 --> 01:10:48,080 that place in colombia with his brother 1642 01:10:50,950 --> 01:10:48,880 where the 1643 01:10:52,070 --> 01:10:50,960 all the events and true hallucinations 1644 01:10:54,140 --> 01:10:52,080 took place 1645 01:10:55,669 --> 01:10:54,150 which is an amazing um 1646 01:10:59,510 --> 01:10:55,679 [Music] 1647 01:11:03,110 --> 01:10:59,520 story about um uh 1648 01:11:06,709 --> 01:11:03,120 the uh his visions 1649 01:11:10,229 --> 01:11:06,719 of uh the end of time and the end of 1650 01:11:11,990 --> 01:11:10,239 of uh of our place here on earth and how 1651 01:11:14,870 --> 01:11:12,000 we were going to transition 1652 01:11:17,990 --> 01:11:14,880 into another being uh he called the 1653 01:11:21,510 --> 01:11:18,000 transcendental object at the end of time 1654 01:11:25,270 --> 01:11:21,520 and that he thought that ufos and 1655 01:11:28,310 --> 01:11:25,280 uh flying saucers were the 1656 01:11:30,310 --> 01:11:28,320 uh beginning of this event 1657 01:11:31,350 --> 01:11:30,320 that we were going to be led into some 1658 01:11:34,470 --> 01:11:31,360 kind of 1659 01:11:36,790 --> 01:11:34,480 you know intergalactic family 1660 01:11:38,390 --> 01:11:36,800 uh that was going to be more psychedelic 1661 01:11:41,750 --> 01:11:38,400 in nature and less 1662 01:11:43,030 --> 01:11:41,760 um kind of star trekking he didn't like 1663 01:11:45,510 --> 01:11:43,040 that kind of stuff 1664 01:11:47,590 --> 01:11:45,520 he didn't like like star trek and and 1665 01:11:48,550 --> 01:11:47,600 that kind of militaristic view of the 1666 01:11:52,070 --> 01:11:48,560 future 1667 01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:52,080 he was more of a person who thought that 1668 01:11:55,830 --> 01:11:54,880 we were going to reimmerse with nature 1669 01:11:58,870 --> 01:11:55,840 um 1670 01:12:00,229 --> 01:11:58,880 which in a way is the opposite of what's 1671 01:12:02,870 --> 01:12:00,239 about to happen 1672 01:12:04,390 --> 01:12:02,880 it seems like we're reimbursing where we 1673 01:12:08,229 --> 01:12:04,400 are immersing 1674 01:12:10,070 --> 01:12:08,239 with the machine at the moment so um but 1675 01:12:12,790 --> 01:12:10,080 he also predicted that 1676 01:12:15,750 --> 01:12:12,800 so i you know it was like i feel the 1677 01:12:19,030 --> 01:12:15,760 same way that terrance did i'm torn 1678 01:12:22,470 --> 01:12:19,040 between a future that is uh high 1679 01:12:26,310 --> 01:12:22,480 tech and transhumanist 1680 01:12:28,950 --> 01:12:26,320 and a future that is us taking our 1681 01:12:29,590 --> 01:12:28,960 high technology out to the country and 1682 01:12:33,189 --> 01:12:29,600 and uh 1683 01:12:34,229 --> 01:12:33,199 becoming uh more like uh hippie farmers 1684 01:12:36,550 --> 01:12:34,239 or something 1685 01:12:37,669 --> 01:12:36,560 so i think you know we're making those 1686 01:12:41,510 --> 01:12:37,679 decisions 1687 01:12:45,030 --> 01:12:41,520 right now um as to where we're going 1688 01:12:47,430 --> 01:12:45,040 and um again if you go back and you 1689 01:12:50,550 --> 01:12:47,440 listen to any of terence's talks 1690 01:12:53,590 --> 01:12:50,560 the light at the end of history or 1691 01:12:55,030 --> 01:12:53,600 eros and the eschaton you'll see that 1692 01:12:59,910 --> 01:12:55,040 he's 1693 01:13:02,790 --> 01:12:59,920 it he gets it and 1694 01:13:03,590 --> 01:13:02,800 because like i said before the the 1695 01:13:06,550 --> 01:13:03,600 nature 1696 01:13:07,110 --> 01:13:06,560 of consciousness that the mushrooms give 1697 01:13:10,550 --> 01:13:07,120 us 1698 01:13:12,070 --> 01:13:10,560 as reference to time we begin to 1699 01:13:15,189 --> 01:13:12,080 understand 1700 01:13:17,669 --> 01:13:15,199 what time is and time isn't one second 1701 01:13:19,510 --> 01:13:17,679 following another second or one hour 1702 01:13:24,470 --> 01:13:19,520 following another hour 1703 01:13:28,550 --> 01:13:27,910 a concrete sense of being and each 1704 01:13:31,030 --> 01:13:28,560 moment 1705 01:13:31,990 --> 01:13:31,040 you are you are either advancing 1706 01:13:34,470 --> 01:13:32,000 yourself 1707 01:13:36,149 --> 01:13:34,480 and your consciousness or you're not and 1708 01:13:37,430 --> 01:13:36,159 if you're not you're just not really 1709 01:13:40,470 --> 01:13:37,440 part of the game 1710 01:13:42,870 --> 01:13:40,480 and if you are then you 1711 01:13:43,910 --> 01:13:42,880 are increasing your consciousness and 1712 01:13:46,310 --> 01:13:43,920 awareness 1713 01:13:47,110 --> 01:13:46,320 and that is what is going on across the 1714 01:13:50,070 --> 01:13:47,120 planet 1715 01:13:51,270 --> 01:13:50,080 the collective awareness shows like 1716 01:13:53,830 --> 01:13:51,280 yours and 1717 01:13:55,350 --> 01:13:53,840 other things that are going on is 1718 01:13:57,189 --> 01:13:55,360 exactly what's happening it's an 1719 01:14:00,390 --> 01:13:57,199 explosion of information 1720 01:14:01,189 --> 01:14:00,400 again predicted by terrence uh based on 1721 01:14:05,110 --> 01:14:01,199 the works of 1722 01:14:08,229 --> 01:14:05,120 uh the great marshall mcluhan um 1723 01:14:11,030 --> 01:14:08,239 each each um each day 1724 01:14:12,550 --> 01:14:11,040 brings an increase in the amount of 1725 01:14:15,030 --> 01:14:12,560 information we're getting 1726 01:14:17,030 --> 01:14:15,040 and that can cause a lot of confusion 1727 01:14:18,709 --> 01:14:17,040 but for those of us who know how to weed 1728 01:14:21,830 --> 01:14:18,719 our way through 1729 01:14:25,030 --> 01:14:21,840 all of this um confusing 1730 01:14:28,390 --> 01:14:25,040 information we come away uh 1731 01:14:31,669 --> 01:14:28,400 knowing more than we did when we started 1732 01:14:34,709 --> 01:14:31,679 and this is all part of this 1733 01:14:38,149 --> 01:14:34,719 uh expanding awareness that he was 1734 01:14:38,709 --> 01:14:38,159 you know part of the front-line soldier 1735 01:14:42,550 --> 01:14:38,719 in 1736 01:14:44,550 --> 01:14:42,560 well and he exactly right and one of the 1737 01:14:47,590 --> 01:14:44,560 things that he stressed and you just 1738 01:14:50,390 --> 01:14:47,600 touched upon this right now is that 1739 01:14:51,669 --> 01:14:50,400 every culture went through what we are 1740 01:14:53,910 --> 01:14:51,679 going through 1741 01:14:55,990 --> 01:14:53,920 now you think right now we're all 1742 01:14:57,910 --> 01:14:56,000 intelligent and all-knowing and that 1743 01:14:59,270 --> 01:14:57,920 everything from the past they just 1744 01:15:01,510 --> 01:14:59,280 didn't have it together 1745 01:15:03,270 --> 01:15:01,520 you're wrong we need to learn from the 1746 01:15:06,310 --> 01:15:03,280 past so we can move forward 1747 01:15:10,310 --> 01:15:06,320 here is a quote addressing exactly 1748 01:15:12,870 --> 01:15:10,320 what you just said and we have to uh 1749 01:15:14,070 --> 01:15:12,880 put this in context this is before 1750 01:15:17,590 --> 01:15:14,080 social media 1751 01:15:19,350 --> 01:15:17,600 right this is before where we are now in 1752 01:15:22,950 --> 01:15:19,360 2020 1753 01:15:26,149 --> 01:15:22,960 terence mckenna said this in 1995. 1754 01:15:27,030 --> 01:15:26,159 check this out he says every culture 1755 01:15:29,750 --> 01:15:27,040 that has ever 1756 01:15:33,270 --> 01:15:29,760 existed has operated under the illusion 1757 01:15:35,910 --> 01:15:33,280 that it understood 95 percent of reality 1758 01:15:38,390 --> 01:15:35,920 and that the other 5 will be delivered 1759 01:15:41,110 --> 01:15:38,400 in the next 18 months 1760 01:15:43,189 --> 01:15:41,120 and from egypt forward they've been 1761 01:15:45,510 --> 01:15:43,199 running around believing that they had a 1762 01:15:47,830 --> 01:15:45,520 perfect grip on things and yet we look 1763 01:15:51,830 --> 01:15:47,840 back at every society that predicted 1764 01:15:53,030 --> 01:15:51,840 us with great smugness at how naive they 1765 01:15:56,229 --> 01:15:53,040 all were 1766 01:15:58,790 --> 01:15:56,239 well it never occurs to us then 1767 01:15:59,669 --> 01:15:58,800 that maybe we're whistling in the dark 1768 01:16:02,229 --> 01:15:59,679 too 1769 01:16:03,590 --> 01:16:02,239 that the universe is stranger than you 1770 01:16:06,870 --> 01:16:03,600 can suppose 1771 01:16:10,470 --> 01:16:06,880 and that that that openness that 1772 01:16:13,270 --> 01:16:10,480 that perception imparts is a great joy 1773 01:16:15,669 --> 01:16:13,280 a great blessing because then you can 1774 01:16:17,510 --> 01:16:15,679 live your life not in service to some 1775 01:16:20,709 --> 01:16:17,520 fantastic metaphor 1776 01:16:22,149 --> 01:16:20,719 but in service to the living mystery the 1777 01:16:24,310 --> 01:16:22,159 fact that you've not 1778 01:16:25,910 --> 01:16:24,320 uh that you're not going to understand 1779 01:16:29,189 --> 01:16:25,920 it it is not going to 1780 01:16:31,350 --> 01:16:29,199 yield to logic or to magic or 1781 01:16:32,790 --> 01:16:31,360 any other technique that has been 1782 01:16:35,270 --> 01:16:32,800 developed 1783 01:16:36,709 --> 01:16:35,280 and you're just like holy crap right i 1784 01:16:39,030 --> 01:16:36,719 mean how 1785 01:16:40,630 --> 01:16:39,040 i this sounds like it was written this 1786 01:16:44,229 --> 01:16:40,640 morning for you and i 1787 01:16:47,030 --> 01:16:44,239 jay yeah because 1788 01:16:48,229 --> 01:16:47,040 the the thing is is that the world 1789 01:16:54,550 --> 01:16:48,239 really is 1790 01:16:57,830 --> 01:16:54,560 to a dream than to 1791 01:16:59,990 --> 01:16:57,840 any kind of concrete reality and i think 1792 01:17:03,030 --> 01:17:00,000 that we 1793 01:17:04,470 --> 01:17:03,040 what what terence always said which has 1794 01:17:08,630 --> 01:17:04,480 really intrigued me 1795 01:17:12,229 --> 01:17:08,640 and i later uh fell into the works of uh 1796 01:17:14,310 --> 01:17:12,239 the anthropologist robert lawler 1797 01:17:15,990 --> 01:17:14,320 but and i think that terence was heavily 1798 01:17:19,350 --> 01:17:16,000 influenced by robert lawler 1799 01:17:19,990 --> 01:17:19,360 was that we had and and and if you look 1800 01:17:23,910 --> 01:17:20,000 at the 1801 01:17:27,030 --> 01:17:23,920 vedic uh the literature from india 1802 01:17:30,709 --> 01:17:27,040 we the human race had a drug 1803 01:17:32,950 --> 01:17:30,719 a plaque drug called soma 1804 01:17:33,990 --> 01:17:32,960 and that everyone used it it's written 1805 01:17:37,189 --> 01:17:34,000 all about 1806 01:17:38,950 --> 01:17:37,199 in these ancient books and we don't know 1807 01:17:42,229 --> 01:17:38,960 what soma was 1808 01:17:46,790 --> 01:17:42,239 but what terence contended was that 1809 01:17:49,830 --> 01:17:46,800 for thousands of years the human race 1810 01:17:51,030 --> 01:17:49,840 was essentially living in a psychedelic 1811 01:17:57,830 --> 01:17:51,040 state 1812 01:17:59,750 --> 01:17:57,840 and uh we were just at one with nature 1813 01:18:00,870 --> 01:17:59,760 and again this all agrees with lawler's 1814 01:18:03,910 --> 01:18:00,880 view of the world 1815 01:18:07,430 --> 01:18:03,920 and then um what happened is 1816 01:18:10,310 --> 01:18:07,440 uh is that we used it all up 1817 01:18:11,750 --> 01:18:10,320 we there were no more there was no more 1818 01:18:14,709 --> 01:18:11,760 psychedelics 1819 01:18:15,590 --> 01:18:14,719 and we came out of that state and we 1820 01:18:18,950 --> 01:18:15,600 sobered up 1821 01:18:21,110 --> 01:18:18,960 to quote terence and um 1822 01:18:23,669 --> 01:18:21,120 what happened is is that we came out of 1823 01:18:27,189 --> 01:18:23,679 that state supposedly in his view 1824 01:18:32,229 --> 01:18:27,199 about 6 000 years ago and we 1825 01:18:35,510 --> 01:18:32,239 suddenly um had no more psychedelics 1826 01:18:37,669 --> 01:18:35,520 and so we took the knowledge 1827 01:18:39,270 --> 01:18:37,679 that the psychedelics had given us about 1828 01:18:43,750 --> 01:18:39,280 geometry 1829 01:18:44,310 --> 01:18:43,760 and reality and we began to concretize 1830 01:18:48,630 --> 01:18:44,320 it 1831 01:18:52,149 --> 01:18:48,640 and pyramids 1832 01:18:54,870 --> 01:18:52,159 and um create religions that sort of 1833 01:18:57,990 --> 01:18:54,880 created the same kind of 1834 01:18:58,630 --> 01:18:58,000 ambiance that the psychedelics created 1835 01:19:01,750 --> 01:18:58,640 we 1836 01:19:04,790 --> 01:19:01,760 discovered forms of meditation 1837 01:19:05,350 --> 01:19:04,800 and yoga and all of these things that 1838 01:19:09,189 --> 01:19:05,360 would 1839 01:19:09,910 --> 01:19:09,199 help us have a natural psychedelic state 1840 01:19:12,470 --> 01:19:09,920 because 1841 01:19:13,750 --> 01:19:12,480 there were no more psychedelics and it 1842 01:19:16,950 --> 01:19:13,760 wasn't until 1843 01:19:18,790 --> 01:19:16,960 the europeans you know came into the 1844 01:19:21,669 --> 01:19:18,800 americas 1845 01:19:21,990 --> 01:19:21,679 and then went south into south america 1846 01:19:25,830 --> 01:19:22,000 and 1847 01:19:28,870 --> 01:19:25,840 into mexico that we rediscovered these 1848 01:19:31,910 --> 01:19:28,880 psychedelic substances 1849 01:19:35,270 --> 01:19:31,920 and then we moved into 1850 01:19:36,229 --> 01:19:35,280 the um and now that is why we are now 1851 01:19:38,870 --> 01:19:36,239 moving in 1852 01:19:41,229 --> 01:19:38,880 to the third stage so the first stage 1853 01:19:44,470 --> 01:19:41,239 was hunter-gatherer 1854 01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:44,480 psychedelically prone 1855 01:19:50,470 --> 01:19:47,600 shamanistic culture to 1856 01:19:52,390 --> 01:19:50,480 the mechanistic science culture of the 1857 01:19:55,590 --> 01:19:52,400 last 6 000 years 1858 01:19:58,709 --> 01:19:55,600 and now we're re-emerging re-emerging 1859 01:20:01,510 --> 01:19:58,719 back into that psychedelic culture only 1860 01:20:04,950 --> 01:20:01,520 we now have achieved high technology 1861 01:20:07,669 --> 01:20:04,960 because of the sobriety period um 1862 01:20:09,590 --> 01:20:07,679 and now we're going into a period that 1863 01:20:12,629 --> 01:20:09,600 is anybody's guess 1864 01:20:14,390 --> 01:20:12,639 he says here it's really funny how the 1865 01:20:16,870 --> 01:20:14,400 universe is connected 1866 01:20:18,310 --> 01:20:16,880 because based on what you just said 1867 01:20:21,750 --> 01:20:18,320 listen to this quote 1868 01:20:25,110 --> 01:20:21,760 again 1995. culture 1869 01:20:29,430 --> 01:20:25,120 remember everybody this is before 1870 01:20:32,310 --> 01:20:29,440 the internet age and and social media 1871 01:20:33,430 --> 01:20:32,320 and facebook and and directed 1872 01:20:35,430 --> 01:20:33,440 advertising 1873 01:20:37,189 --> 01:20:35,440 and everything that we're dealing with 1874 01:20:41,030 --> 01:20:37,199 today but listen to this 1875 01:20:44,629 --> 01:20:41,040 culture quote culture is a perversion 1876 01:20:47,350 --> 01:20:44,639 it fed us it fetishizes objects 1877 01:20:49,590 --> 01:20:47,360 creates consumer mania it preaches 1878 01:20:51,910 --> 01:20:49,600 endless forms of false happiness 1879 01:20:52,950 --> 01:20:51,920 endless forms of false understanding in 1880 01:20:56,149 --> 01:20:52,960 a form of 1881 01:20:58,390 --> 01:20:56,159 squirrely religions and silly cults it 1882 01:21:00,470 --> 01:20:58,400 invites people to diminish themselves 1883 01:21:03,669 --> 01:21:00,480 and dehumanize themselves 1884 01:21:08,870 --> 01:21:03,679 by behaving like machines 1885 01:21:16,470 --> 01:21:13,270 you know yeah right it's just like 1886 01:21:18,470 --> 01:21:16,480 it's and and if you think about it when 1887 01:21:20,070 --> 01:21:18,480 you you just mentioned right the visions 1888 01:21:23,510 --> 01:21:20,080 of the future 1889 01:21:26,470 --> 01:21:23,520 what did terence see that we 1890 01:21:28,070 --> 01:21:26,480 obviously completely missed but he had a 1891 01:21:31,669 --> 01:21:28,080 vision of the future that is 1892 01:21:35,350 --> 01:21:31,679 playing out today and he he obviously 1893 01:21:37,669 --> 01:21:35,360 warned us didn't he yeah and he wanted 1894 01:21:41,110 --> 01:21:37,679 us to make the right turn he 1895 01:21:43,430 --> 01:21:41,120 he really was concerned about this um 1896 01:21:44,470 --> 01:21:43,440 which you know i think all of the great 1897 01:21:47,110 --> 01:21:44,480 minds of 1898 01:21:49,430 --> 01:21:47,120 of the 20th century or the late 20th 1899 01:21:51,990 --> 01:21:49,440 century i think like stanley kubrick 1900 01:21:53,270 --> 01:21:52,000 marshall mcluhan william erwin thompson 1901 01:21:55,590 --> 01:21:53,280 terence mckenna 1902 01:21:56,310 --> 01:21:55,600 so many others were worried about which 1903 01:22:02,070 --> 01:21:56,320 is 1904 01:22:05,910 --> 01:22:02,080 bifurcated state are we going to become 1905 01:22:09,030 --> 01:22:05,920 machines like hal in 2001 1906 01:22:13,189 --> 01:22:09,040 um or are we going to you know 1907 01:22:15,830 --> 01:22:13,199 go through a cultural initiation 1908 01:22:17,350 --> 01:22:15,840 where we you know let loose of all the 1909 01:22:20,070 --> 01:22:17,360 things that we've been taught 1910 01:22:21,030 --> 01:22:20,080 sort of like the the astronaut going 1911 01:22:24,310 --> 01:22:21,040 through the abyss 1912 01:22:25,270 --> 01:22:24,320 at the end of 2001 and by the way 2001 1913 01:22:29,270 --> 01:22:25,280 was one of 1914 01:22:32,070 --> 01:22:29,280 terence's favorite films for reasons 1915 01:22:33,430 --> 01:22:32,080 and um and so i think that's exactly 1916 01:22:36,070 --> 01:22:33,440 what the 1917 01:22:36,870 --> 01:22:36,080 we're standing on the precipice now of 1918 01:22:40,550 --> 01:22:36,880 choosing 1919 01:22:44,070 --> 01:22:40,560 two worlds one world is a world where 1920 01:22:46,470 --> 01:22:44,080 mandated vaccines with crispr technology 1921 01:22:48,870 --> 01:22:46,480 and nanobites included 1922 01:22:50,229 --> 01:22:48,880 which will change the genome of the 1923 01:22:52,229 --> 01:22:50,239 human race 1924 01:22:53,270 --> 01:22:52,239 and maybe that's what the elite or the 1925 01:22:56,390 --> 01:22:53,280 aliens 1926 01:22:58,709 --> 01:22:56,400 want or maybe not or 1927 01:22:59,510 --> 01:22:58,719 we can choose to go back to a more 1928 01:23:02,390 --> 01:22:59,520 natural 1929 01:23:04,310 --> 01:23:02,400 lifestyle with our high technology and 1930 01:23:07,430 --> 01:23:04,320 you know grow our own food and 1931 01:23:10,390 --> 01:23:07,440 be with our families and and friends 1932 01:23:11,110 --> 01:23:10,400 and you know occasionally take shrooms 1933 01:23:14,950 --> 01:23:11,120 and 1934 01:23:15,830 --> 01:23:14,960 kind of the point where we're at right 1935 01:23:19,350 --> 01:23:15,840 now 1936 01:23:21,830 --> 01:23:19,360 and we have to choose and it's a choice 1937 01:23:22,709 --> 01:23:21,840 it's a choice for each and every one of 1938 01:23:27,110 --> 01:23:22,719 us 1939 01:23:28,709 --> 01:23:27,120 and um i think in my point of view 1940 01:23:31,110 --> 01:23:28,719 and i can't speak for terence and i 1941 01:23:33,189 --> 01:23:31,120 never would do that but i think 1942 01:23:35,430 --> 01:23:33,199 you know in my point of view that 1943 01:23:38,310 --> 01:23:35,440 terence would have chosen 1944 01:23:39,830 --> 01:23:38,320 going back into nature a re-immersion 1945 01:23:43,189 --> 01:23:39,840 into nature 1946 01:23:45,750 --> 01:23:43,199 and taking our high-tech goodies with us 1947 01:23:47,189 --> 01:23:45,760 so i don't think he wanted would want a 1948 01:23:50,550 --> 01:23:47,199 transhumanist 1949 01:23:51,750 --> 01:23:50,560 future i know i certainly don't want it 1950 01:23:53,990 --> 01:23:51,760 but that's the choice we're going to 1951 01:23:54,709 --> 01:23:54,000 have to make because they're coming at 1952 01:23:57,510 --> 01:23:54,719 us and they're 1953 01:23:59,430 --> 01:23:57,520 basically telling us that you know if 1954 01:24:00,870 --> 01:23:59,440 you don't take their mandated 1955 01:24:03,830 --> 01:24:00,880 vaccine you're not going to be able to 1956 01:24:04,870 --> 01:24:03,840 travel or get a driver's license or go 1957 01:24:08,229 --> 01:24:04,880 shopping 1958 01:24:10,310 --> 01:24:08,239 or have an education so they're drawing 1959 01:24:11,510 --> 01:24:10,320 the line in the sand and terence also 1960 01:24:13,189 --> 01:24:11,520 predicted that 1961 01:24:15,510 --> 01:24:13,199 he also told me many times that the 1962 01:24:16,310 --> 01:24:15,520 technocrats would draw a line in the 1963 01:24:19,270 --> 01:24:16,320 sand 1964 01:24:20,629 --> 01:24:19,280 and try to turn us from uh uh humans 1965 01:24:22,229 --> 01:24:20,639 into machines 1966 01:24:23,750 --> 01:24:22,239 and that was something that we had to be 1967 01:24:27,430 --> 01:24:23,760 very wary of 1968 01:24:30,870 --> 01:24:27,440 he says here again addressing 1969 01:24:33,669 --> 01:24:30,880 exactly what you're saying if he knew 1970 01:24:35,910 --> 01:24:33,679 the society that we have today 1971 01:24:36,870 --> 01:24:35,920 especially the last 30 years because now 1972 01:24:39,910 --> 01:24:36,880 we have 1973 01:24:43,189 --> 01:24:39,920 one almost two generations now 1974 01:24:44,070 --> 01:24:43,199 that uh have grown up only with the 1975 01:24:45,669 --> 01:24:44,080 internet 1976 01:24:47,189 --> 01:24:45,679 that's a pretty scary thought when you 1977 01:24:48,870 --> 01:24:47,199 think about it you and i 1978 01:24:50,070 --> 01:24:48,880 remember what it was like before the 1979 01:24:51,350 --> 01:24:50,080 internet and we have something to 1980 01:24:54,070 --> 01:24:51,360 compare it to 1981 01:24:56,149 --> 01:24:54,080 but today if you're 30 years old 25 1982 01:24:59,189 --> 01:24:56,159 years old a young adult 1983 01:25:00,149 --> 01:24:59,199 you have only experienced a world of the 1984 01:25:02,470 --> 01:25:00,159 internet 1985 01:25:04,070 --> 01:25:02,480 and and people walking around staring at 1986 01:25:07,110 --> 01:25:04,080 their phones all day long 1987 01:25:09,990 --> 01:25:07,120 well he said this quote 1988 01:25:11,750 --> 01:25:10,000 part of what is wrong with our society 1989 01:25:15,110 --> 01:25:11,760 and hence with ourselves 1990 01:25:19,030 --> 01:25:15,120 is that we consume images 1991 01:25:22,390 --> 01:25:19,040 we don't produce them we need to produce 1992 01:25:25,510 --> 01:25:22,400 not consume media 1993 01:25:26,070 --> 01:25:25,520 end quote and and and and what is so 1994 01:25:29,430 --> 01:25:26,080 heavy 1995 01:25:30,870 --> 01:25:29,440 about that is and what i think terence 1996 01:25:35,270 --> 01:25:30,880 is saying here very 1997 01:25:38,709 --> 01:25:35,280 clearly is that we need to be painters 1998 01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:38,719 right we need to be creative we need to 1999 01:25:42,310 --> 01:25:40,080 do that with ourselves 2000 01:25:43,149 --> 01:25:42,320 instead of doing nothing with ourselves 2001 01:25:46,870 --> 01:25:43,159 and just 2002 01:25:48,950 --> 01:25:46,880 observing you know watching television 2003 01:25:50,870 --> 01:25:48,960 or you know watching watching what 2004 01:25:54,149 --> 01:25:50,880 consuming the media 2005 01:25:57,270 --> 01:25:54,159 instead of creating it profound strong 2006 01:25:58,790 --> 01:25:57,280 words right there from terence yeah it's 2007 01:26:02,229 --> 01:25:58,800 kind of um 2008 01:26:05,590 --> 01:26:02,239 i've come to the uh a point where 2009 01:26:06,870 --> 01:26:05,600 i've you know again heavily influenced 2010 01:26:10,470 --> 01:26:06,880 by terrance 2011 01:26:13,669 --> 01:26:10,480 that the um civil war 2012 01:26:15,510 --> 01:26:13,679 that is may be coming down upon us 2013 01:26:16,709 --> 01:26:15,520 is not going to be a civil war of left 2014 01:26:18,629 --> 01:26:16,719 versus right 2015 01:26:20,470 --> 01:26:18,639 conservative versus liberal it's going 2016 01:26:23,590 --> 01:26:20,480 to be the happy people 2017 01:26:25,030 --> 01:26:23,600 and against the unhappy people and the 2018 01:26:26,870 --> 01:26:25,040 thing is is that 2019 01:26:28,950 --> 01:26:26,880 what when if you think about what 2020 01:26:31,430 --> 01:26:28,960 terence is doing 2021 01:26:32,629 --> 01:26:31,440 he's really spreading happiness that's 2022 01:26:34,390 --> 01:26:32,639 what he's doing with uh 2023 01:26:37,510 --> 01:26:34,400 teaching people how to grow mushrooms in 2024 01:26:39,510 --> 01:26:37,520 their homes that's what mushrooms do 2025 01:26:40,870 --> 01:26:39,520 but we've done many uh there have been 2026 01:26:44,070 --> 01:26:40,880 many psychological 2027 01:26:45,830 --> 01:26:44,080 psychiatric tests in the last few years 2028 01:26:48,830 --> 01:26:45,840 of people taking mushrooms and 2029 01:26:50,390 --> 01:26:48,840 they've cured depression they've cured 2030 01:26:51,990 --> 01:26:50,400 anxiety 2031 01:26:53,110 --> 01:26:52,000 people that can't go out of their house 2032 01:26:54,149 --> 01:26:53,120 because they're too afraid of the 2033 01:26:57,510 --> 01:26:54,159 outside world 2034 01:27:01,030 --> 01:26:57,520 have been cured of that iraqi war vets 2035 01:27:02,310 --> 01:27:01,040 have had their war um their 2036 01:27:05,430 --> 01:27:02,320 things that have happened to them in the 2037 01:27:08,470 --> 01:27:05,440 war um have been healed 2038 01:27:10,870 --> 01:27:08,480 um and so you know you can't really take 2039 01:27:12,470 --> 01:27:10,880 mushrooms if you're an unhappy person 2040 01:27:15,510 --> 01:27:12,480 because you'll have a bad trip 2041 01:27:18,629 --> 01:27:15,520 because it's all about you know shut up 2042 01:27:21,669 --> 01:27:18,639 yeah yeah yeah yeah absolutely yeah and 2043 01:27:23,189 --> 01:27:21,679 and so i really do believe that that is 2044 01:27:25,110 --> 01:27:23,199 what's going on here 2045 01:27:26,470 --> 01:27:25,120 is that the unhappy people are doing 2046 01:27:29,030 --> 01:27:26,480 everything they can 2047 01:27:29,910 --> 01:27:29,040 to destroy the happiness of that happy 2048 01:27:31,669 --> 01:27:29,920 people 2049 01:27:33,270 --> 01:27:31,679 and you know we just want to you know 2050 01:27:35,590 --> 01:27:33,280 listen to music and 2051 01:27:38,390 --> 01:27:35,600 you know take mushrooms and be with our 2052 01:27:41,189 --> 01:27:38,400 friends and family and have good sex and 2053 01:27:42,709 --> 01:27:41,199 and good food and have a nice time and 2054 01:27:45,590 --> 01:27:42,719 the unhappy people just 2055 01:27:46,709 --> 01:27:45,600 don't have a nice time and so we're 2056 01:27:48,550 --> 01:27:46,719 going to have to decide what we're going 2057 01:27:51,110 --> 01:27:48,560 to do with all these unhappy people 2058 01:27:52,709 --> 01:27:51,120 frankly i wish they would become happy 2059 01:27:53,030 --> 01:27:52,719 and i know terence would have liked that 2060 01:27:56,229 --> 01:27:53,040 too 2061 01:27:59,830 --> 01:27:56,239 terrence was a very happy person as i am 2062 01:28:01,270 --> 01:27:59,840 and um you know they're unhappy people 2063 01:28:05,110 --> 01:28:01,280 just have no sense of 2064 01:28:08,310 --> 01:28:05,120 adventure or questioning things or 2065 01:28:11,110 --> 01:28:08,320 or or anything and so i think that 2066 01:28:12,310 --> 01:28:11,120 in the end right now we're going to have 2067 01:28:14,470 --> 01:28:12,320 to decide 2068 01:28:15,430 --> 01:28:14,480 what we're going to do are we going to 2069 01:28:17,110 --> 01:28:15,440 be a happy 2070 01:28:18,790 --> 01:28:17,120 human race or are we going to be an 2071 01:28:21,350 --> 01:28:18,800 unhappy human race 2072 01:28:22,870 --> 01:28:21,360 and here is another uh i'm going to read 2073 01:28:25,430 --> 01:28:22,880 this is short 2074 01:28:26,629 --> 01:28:25,440 and we are going to need to talk about 2075 01:28:29,990 --> 01:28:26,639 this after the break 2076 01:28:33,350 --> 01:28:30,000 it's too heavy this might be his best 2077 01:28:36,629 --> 01:28:33,360 and that says a lot quote 2078 01:28:40,470 --> 01:28:36,639 my technique which i recommend to you 2079 01:28:42,950 --> 01:28:40,480 is don't believe anything 2080 01:28:43,830 --> 01:28:42,960 if you believe in something you are 2081 01:28:47,110 --> 01:28:43,840 automatically 2082 01:28:52,629 --> 01:28:47,120 precluded from believing its opposite 2083 01:28:54,870 --> 01:28:52,639 end quote right knocked out of the park 2084 01:28:56,470 --> 01:28:54,880 yeah that made my brain go smooth yeah 2085 01:28:59,590 --> 01:28:56,480 right right right 2086 01:29:00,790 --> 01:28:59,600 anybody on social media today needs to 2087 01:29:04,149 --> 01:29:00,800 read that quote 2088 01:29:08,149 --> 01:29:04,159 right i mean and it's 2089 01:29:11,750 --> 01:29:08,159 it's only because the divisiveness 2090 01:29:12,310 --> 01:29:11,760 today is because this is what's 2091 01:29:15,669 --> 01:29:12,320 happening 2092 01:29:17,110 --> 01:29:15,679 he's warning us right here nobody wants 2093 01:29:20,229 --> 01:29:17,120 to listen to anybody else 2094 01:29:24,070 --> 01:29:20,239 nobody wan everything is only in 2095 01:29:27,750 --> 01:29:24,080 your bubble you are only believing 2096 01:29:31,110 --> 01:29:27,760 that and because of that everybody 2097 01:29:34,149 --> 01:29:31,120 else the rest of the planet is crazy and 2098 01:29:35,669 --> 01:29:34,159 wrong and that is about as unhealthy as 2099 01:29:37,510 --> 01:29:35,679 it gets and that's where we find 2100 01:29:38,790 --> 01:29:37,520 ourselves today right here not only in 2101 01:29:42,070 --> 01:29:38,800 this country jay 2102 01:29:45,669 --> 01:29:43,990 yeah i mean that's what psychedelics do 2103 01:29:47,189 --> 01:29:45,679 they blow your bubbles up 2104 01:29:48,470 --> 01:29:47,199 um and i think that's what terrance 2105 01:29:49,910 --> 01:29:48,480 wanted to do that's what mystical 2106 01:29:52,070 --> 01:29:49,920 experiences do too 2107 01:29:54,229 --> 01:29:52,080 they blow all your own bubbles up you 2108 01:29:55,430 --> 01:29:54,239 realize that you really don't understand 2109 01:29:58,709 --> 01:29:55,440 the world 2110 01:30:00,629 --> 01:29:58,719 and and that's a good thing it's it's 2111 01:30:02,149 --> 01:30:00,639 it's fascinating to me 2112 01:30:04,950 --> 01:30:02,159 you know what else is fascinating 2113 01:30:07,270 --> 01:30:04,960 because exactly what he's saying here 2114 01:30:08,229 --> 01:30:07,280 it doesn't matter what you do you go 2115 01:30:11,350 --> 01:30:08,239 through this j 2116 01:30:12,790 --> 01:30:11,360 on social media i i watch i watch it all 2117 01:30:15,669 --> 01:30:12,800 you have to do 2118 01:30:16,470 --> 01:30:15,679 is type in a word and you get an 2119 01:30:20,709 --> 01:30:16,480 argument 2120 01:30:23,510 --> 01:30:20,719 right type in a word uh puppies 2121 01:30:23,910 --> 01:30:23,520 you've got to fight you know it's it's 2122 01:30:27,270 --> 01:30:23,920 it's 2123 01:30:29,750 --> 01:30:27,280 are 2124 01:30:30,550 --> 01:30:29,760 today let's take our break right here 2125 01:30:33,590 --> 01:30:30,560 tonight 2126 01:30:34,229 --> 01:30:33,600 jay widener the life and times of 2127 01:30:36,390 --> 01:30:34,239 terrence 2128 01:30:38,229 --> 01:30:36,400 mckenna it's going to be a fascinating 2129 01:30:38,790 --> 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01:32:56,629 --> 01:32:55,040 that's paranormal dot radio including 2176 01:32:57,189 --> 01:32:56,639 the network you're listening to right 2177 01:33:00,070 --> 01:32:57,199 now 2178 01:33:00,550 --> 01:33:00,080 the paranormal radio app free in google 2179 01:33:04,790 --> 01:33:00,560 play 2180 01:33:08,790 --> 01:33:06,870 you are listening to fade to black with 2181 01:33:11,669 --> 01:33:08,800 jimmy church on the game changing 2182 01:33:15,270 --> 01:33:14,149 oh i'm reese evans you're listening to 2183 01:33:18,390 --> 01:33:15,280 jimmy church 2184 01:33:19,669 --> 01:33:18,400 this is revolution the revolution will 2185 01:33:34,830 --> 01:33:19,679 not be televised 2186 01:33:48,830 --> 01:33:37,680 ciao 2187 01:33:50,080 --> 01:33:48,840 [Music] 2188 01:34:06,550 --> 01:33:50,090 so 2189 01:34:09,910 --> 01:34:08,070 welcome back fade to black i'm yours 2190 01:34:10,709 --> 01:34:09,920 jimmy church tonight jay widener the 2191 01:34:13,910 --> 01:34:10,719 life and 2192 01:34:15,110 --> 01:34:13,920 times of terence mckenna tomorrow night 2193 01:34:17,510 --> 01:34:15,120 caroline ford 2194 01:34:20,310 --> 01:34:17,520 carolyn ford is going to be here talking 2195 01:34:21,910 --> 01:34:20,320 about crystal skulls and the power 2196 01:34:23,350 --> 01:34:21,920 that they may possess we'll be doing 2197 01:34:25,590 --> 01:34:23,360 that tomorrow night thursday night 2198 01:34:26,709 --> 01:34:25,600 is another fader night with open lines 2199 01:34:29,030 --> 01:34:26,719 all night long 2200 01:34:30,390 --> 01:34:29,040 tonight it's all about jay widener and 2201 01:34:35,110 --> 01:34:30,400 terence mckenna 2202 01:34:38,149 --> 01:34:35,120 jay i just on a personal level 2203 01:34:41,669 --> 01:34:38,159 what is it like to sit down 2204 01:34:43,669 --> 01:34:41,679 with a mind like terence and try to 2205 01:34:45,910 --> 01:34:43,679 attempt to start a conversation 2206 01:34:47,270 --> 01:34:45,920 i mean you're at the losing end already 2207 01:34:50,870 --> 01:34:47,280 how do you how do you 2208 01:34:54,310 --> 01:34:50,880 how do you get terence's attention 2209 01:34:57,590 --> 01:34:54,320 uh it was tough uh you know he 2210 01:35:00,229 --> 01:34:57,600 definitely uh and he deserved it 2211 01:35:01,430 --> 01:35:00,239 he had a superior attitude he was a 2212 01:35:04,470 --> 01:35:01,440 scorpio 2213 01:35:07,590 --> 01:35:04,480 so he could be incredibly acidic and 2214 01:35:11,750 --> 01:35:07,600 um sarcastic 2215 01:35:14,790 --> 01:35:11,760 he was well known for his uh his sarcasm 2216 01:35:17,830 --> 01:35:14,800 and um and he was he was not 2217 01:35:18,310 --> 01:35:17,840 easily it wasn't easy to impress him and 2218 01:35:20,709 --> 01:35:18,320 so 2219 01:35:21,830 --> 01:35:20,719 i had to you know really pull out all 2220 01:35:24,629 --> 01:35:21,840 the all the 2221 01:35:25,030 --> 01:35:24,639 the guns to get to impress him to get 2222 01:35:27,430 --> 01:35:25,040 him 2223 01:35:28,709 --> 01:35:27,440 you know to understand that i was maybe 2224 01:35:30,550 --> 01:35:28,719 not as equal 2225 01:35:32,229 --> 01:35:30,560 but i could at least play in the same 2226 01:35:35,030 --> 01:35:32,239 sandbox with him 2227 01:35:36,390 --> 01:35:35,040 and um so that took a while i was 2228 01:35:39,590 --> 01:35:36,400 probably the hardest 2229 01:35:41,590 --> 01:35:39,600 part of my struggle and uh but 2230 01:35:42,870 --> 01:35:41,600 uh eventually you know he came around 2231 01:35:46,310 --> 01:35:42,880 especially 2232 01:35:48,070 --> 01:35:46,320 uh around alchemy and the cross of hende 2233 01:35:50,229 --> 01:35:48,080 and he thought that was just incredibly 2234 01:35:51,669 --> 01:35:50,239 fascinating couldn't believe that i 2235 01:35:55,270 --> 01:35:51,679 discovered something 2236 01:35:56,310 --> 01:35:55,280 about it and um you know it reinforced 2237 01:35:59,830 --> 01:35:56,320 his own view 2238 01:36:03,750 --> 01:35:59,840 of course of uh the cyclic nature 2239 01:36:04,550 --> 01:36:03,760 of reality and so uh to see that there 2240 01:36:07,430 --> 01:36:04,560 was a cross 2241 01:36:08,709 --> 01:36:07,440 in the south of france over 400 years 2242 01:36:11,350 --> 01:36:08,719 old which was 2243 01:36:12,629 --> 01:36:11,360 you know reinforcing all the things that 2244 01:36:14,629 --> 01:36:12,639 he had thought 2245 01:36:16,390 --> 01:36:14,639 you know i think it really made him 2246 01:36:19,510 --> 01:36:16,400 change his mind about me 2247 01:36:21,350 --> 01:36:19,520 there is a when when we talk about and 2248 01:36:22,550 --> 01:36:21,360 he used to drive this point home he 2249 01:36:25,750 --> 01:36:22,560 talked about a lot 2250 01:36:30,149 --> 01:36:25,760 a lot about not believing in 2251 01:36:32,550 --> 01:36:30,159 anything and there was a danger in that 2252 01:36:34,629 --> 01:36:32,560 and he kept driving he would go back to 2253 01:36:38,070 --> 01:36:34,639 this point because he was called out 2254 01:36:41,990 --> 01:36:38,080 on it quite a bit and 2255 01:36:42,709 --> 01:36:42,000 there was uh a couple of statements that 2256 01:36:44,310 --> 01:36:42,719 he made 2257 01:36:45,750 --> 01:36:44,320 about science when you get into 2258 01:36:47,750 --> 01:36:45,760 consciousness 2259 01:36:49,430 --> 01:36:47,760 and and the universe and trying to 2260 01:36:51,350 --> 01:36:49,440 discover the wonder of it all 2261 01:36:53,510 --> 01:36:51,360 he felt that science was falling short 2262 01:36:56,149 --> 01:36:53,520 there and then 2263 01:36:57,990 --> 01:36:56,159 like this quote here continuing with 2264 01:37:00,390 --> 01:36:58,000 your point that you just made 2265 01:37:02,629 --> 01:37:00,400 we are asked by science to believe that 2266 01:37:03,910 --> 01:37:02,639 the entire universe sprang from 2267 01:37:05,830 --> 01:37:03,920 nothingness 2268 01:37:07,109 --> 01:37:05,840 and at a single point and for no 2269 01:37:09,629 --> 01:37:07,119 discernible reason 2270 01:37:10,790 --> 01:37:09,639 this notion is the limit case for 2271 01:37:13,830 --> 01:37:10,800 believability 2272 01:37:17,189 --> 01:37:13,840 in other words if you can believe this 2273 01:37:18,790 --> 01:37:17,199 you can believe anything and i think 2274 01:37:23,750 --> 01:37:18,800 that's one of the best points 2275 01:37:27,430 --> 01:37:26,709 have a belief system and trust in 2276 01:37:30,790 --> 01:37:27,440 yourself 2277 01:37:33,109 --> 01:37:30,800 that's fine but you need to always have 2278 01:37:35,109 --> 01:37:33,119 open ears and an open mind and 2279 01:37:36,790 --> 01:37:35,119 constantly on a quest 2280 01:37:38,149 --> 01:37:36,800 for knowledge and you can't close 2281 01:37:39,990 --> 01:37:38,159 yourself down 2282 01:37:43,030 --> 01:37:40,000 you need to do that i think that's the 2283 01:37:46,950 --> 01:37:43,040 point that he always tried to make right 2284 01:37:52,629 --> 01:37:49,990 science likes to play out that they 2285 01:37:54,550 --> 01:37:52,639 understand what's going on but then 2286 01:37:55,669 --> 01:37:54,560 they've got this thing called the big 2287 01:37:58,709 --> 01:37:55,679 bang 2288 01:38:02,390 --> 01:37:58,719 us 2289 01:38:03,590 --> 01:38:02,400 is that everything you see in the entire 2290 01:38:08,149 --> 01:38:03,600 universe 2291 01:38:10,870 --> 01:38:08,159 all came out of a little tiny explosion 2292 01:38:12,790 --> 01:38:10,880 that was about the size of a dime and 2293 01:38:14,149 --> 01:38:12,800 they won't tell us what was here before 2294 01:38:17,189 --> 01:38:14,159 that explosion 2295 01:38:18,229 --> 01:38:17,199 so in other words science is saying we 2296 01:38:21,109 --> 01:38:18,239 can explain 2297 01:38:21,990 --> 01:38:21,119 everything there is if you just give us 2298 01:38:25,109 --> 01:38:22,000 one 2299 01:38:27,430 --> 01:38:25,119 free miracle if you just give us 2300 01:38:28,149 --> 01:38:27,440 that one free miracle called the big 2301 01:38:31,750 --> 01:38:28,159 bang 2302 01:38:35,189 --> 01:38:31,760 then we got the rest of it down baby 2303 01:38:38,510 --> 01:38:35,199 yeah and and true yeah that's right and 2304 01:38:41,510 --> 01:38:38,520 today it's really funny how you hear 2305 01:38:42,550 --> 01:38:41,520 astrophysicists and physicists uh and 2306 01:38:43,990 --> 01:38:42,560 astronomers 2307 01:38:45,990 --> 01:38:44,000 they're kind of like trying to have 2308 01:38:47,750 --> 01:38:46,000 another discussion here 2309 01:38:49,750 --> 01:38:47,760 right and they're trying to get away 2310 01:38:53,590 --> 01:38:49,760 from the big bang because 2311 01:38:55,750 --> 01:38:53,600 of uh not only its believability because 2312 01:38:58,870 --> 01:38:55,760 they've been selling it for so long 2313 01:39:01,530 --> 01:38:58,880 and it is now you know dogma that 2314 01:39:02,870 --> 01:39:01,540 that is in stone that uh 2315 01:39:05,750 --> 01:39:02,880 [Music] 2316 01:39:06,550 --> 01:39:05,760 einstein's calculations only go back so 2317 01:39:08,629 --> 01:39:06,560 far 2318 01:39:10,390 --> 01:39:08,639 and then they just jumble and don't make 2319 01:39:12,229 --> 01:39:10,400 any sense and i'm talking about 2320 01:39:14,070 --> 01:39:12,239 back to the beginning you know they wind 2321 01:39:16,390 --> 01:39:14,080 it back winding it back winding back 2322 01:39:18,390 --> 01:39:16,400 well they've been at that stone wall for 2323 01:39:22,310 --> 01:39:18,400 such a long time now that just 2324 01:39:23,910 --> 01:39:22,320 maybe maybe there's something else here 2325 01:39:26,709 --> 01:39:23,920 theoretically that we need to 2326 01:39:27,830 --> 01:39:26,719 discuss and it's not about uh the big 2327 01:39:30,950 --> 01:39:27,840 bang 2328 01:39:34,870 --> 01:39:30,960 um and he says he says this 2329 01:39:38,950 --> 01:39:34,880 hold on i want to uh get to uh 2330 01:39:41,109 --> 01:39:38,960 oh okay this is what he says about that 2331 01:39:42,790 --> 01:39:41,119 oh man about science he says the main 2332 01:39:44,790 --> 01:39:42,800 difference between quote 2333 01:39:46,149 --> 01:39:44,800 the main difference between our world 2334 01:39:49,109 --> 01:39:46,159 and the world that science 2335 01:39:52,310 --> 01:39:49,119 tells us we're living in is that science 2336 01:39:53,590 --> 01:39:52,320 denies the quirky freaky cosmic giggle 2337 01:39:56,070 --> 01:39:53,600 high plottedness 2338 01:39:56,790 --> 01:39:56,080 completely improbable totally quirky 2339 01:39:59,910 --> 01:39:56,800 humor 2340 01:40:00,629 --> 01:39:59,920 that binds everything together and that 2341 01:40:03,109 --> 01:40:00,639 makes it 2342 01:40:03,750 --> 01:40:03,119 something other than an engine in which 2343 01:40:06,950 --> 01:40:03,760 atoms 2344 01:40:10,149 --> 01:40:06,960 blindly run and quote 2345 01:40:13,590 --> 01:40:10,159 just oh man 2346 01:40:17,430 --> 01:40:13,600 and it's uh it's strong man 2347 01:40:20,709 --> 01:40:17,440 i think i i think that um 2348 01:40:23,109 --> 01:40:20,719 the old physical uh view 2349 01:40:23,750 --> 01:40:23,119 of physics of the universe with the big 2350 01:40:25,830 --> 01:40:23,760 bang 2351 01:40:28,550 --> 01:40:25,840 and a beginning and now we're here at 2352 01:40:30,950 --> 01:40:28,560 the 13 billion years and all that 2353 01:40:32,149 --> 01:40:30,960 i think that's wrong and i think uh 2354 01:40:36,709 --> 01:40:32,159 science is 2355 01:40:40,229 --> 01:40:36,719 moving uh uh uh ever more closely to 2356 01:40:42,790 --> 01:40:40,239 a view of a plasma universe 2357 01:40:43,990 --> 01:40:42,800 and um there's a great physicist named 2358 01:40:47,109 --> 01:40:44,000 alvin's 2359 01:40:50,550 --> 01:40:47,119 who postulated that the universe 2360 01:40:53,350 --> 01:40:50,560 is is plasma and then if you look at 2361 01:40:55,510 --> 01:40:53,360 through the hubble space telescope and 2362 01:40:59,430 --> 01:40:55,520 you look at what they call birkeland 2363 01:41:02,790 --> 01:40:59,440 currents which is these long extended 2364 01:41:05,510 --> 01:41:02,800 electrical plasma fields that exist 2365 01:41:09,350 --> 01:41:05,520 between galaxies 2366 01:41:13,030 --> 01:41:09,360 you and then you look at uh blood plasma 2367 01:41:14,950 --> 01:41:13,040 electromagnet microscope uh imagery of 2368 01:41:17,510 --> 01:41:14,960 human blood plasma 2369 01:41:18,550 --> 01:41:17,520 you get you see that we also have these 2370 01:41:20,149 --> 01:41:18,560 weird 2371 01:41:22,390 --> 01:41:20,159 things that look just like birkeland 2372 01:41:26,310 --> 01:41:22,400 currents uh in us 2373 01:41:29,669 --> 01:41:26,320 and uh this has made me come to realize 2374 01:41:32,070 --> 01:41:29,679 that the universe may actually be alive 2375 01:41:33,030 --> 01:41:32,080 it may actually be something that is 2376 01:41:35,750 --> 01:41:33,040 living 2377 01:41:37,510 --> 01:41:35,760 and that is really electrical now what's 2378 01:41:42,629 --> 01:41:37,520 interesting about that 2379 01:41:46,390 --> 01:41:42,639 is that um psychedelics 2380 01:41:48,070 --> 01:41:46,400 let us get a glimpse of this plasma 2381 01:41:51,350 --> 01:41:48,080 universe that we normally 2382 01:41:54,870 --> 01:41:51,360 cannot see and so i think that 2383 01:41:58,310 --> 01:41:54,880 terrence in a heavy duty 2384 01:42:00,470 --> 01:41:58,320 psychedelic experience actually 2385 01:42:01,430 --> 01:42:00,480 any and i got this from some of my talks 2386 01:42:04,790 --> 01:42:01,440 with him 2387 01:42:07,430 --> 01:42:04,800 he actually saw the plasma 2388 01:42:09,669 --> 01:42:07,440 universe and began realizing that 2389 01:42:10,629 --> 01:42:09,679 mechanical universe was completely 2390 01:42:12,390 --> 01:42:10,639 flawed 2391 01:42:14,709 --> 01:42:12,400 it had nothing to do with the universe 2392 01:42:17,750 --> 01:42:14,719 was alive just like 2393 01:42:21,109 --> 01:42:17,760 the oceans are alive with fish 2394 01:42:23,910 --> 01:42:21,119 that flow with the water so is the 2395 01:42:25,350 --> 01:42:23,920 universe alive with an invisible ocean 2396 01:42:28,470 --> 01:42:25,360 called plasma 2397 01:42:31,669 --> 01:42:28,480 and um alchemy actually 2398 01:42:34,870 --> 01:42:31,679 would agree with that um uh the 2399 01:42:37,590 --> 01:42:34,880 in alchemy they can't understand 2400 01:42:38,390 --> 01:42:37,600 alchemy until you understand the secret 2401 01:42:44,709 --> 01:42:38,400 fire 2402 01:42:47,270 --> 01:42:44,719 can see it 2403 01:42:48,390 --> 01:42:47,280 and that would be plasma plasma does not 2404 01:42:51,030 --> 01:42:48,400 burn 2405 01:42:53,109 --> 01:42:51,040 it is fire and you can see it and so i 2406 01:42:57,030 --> 01:42:53,119 think terence accidentally 2407 01:42:58,149 --> 01:42:57,040 got a view of that science had not 2408 01:43:00,070 --> 01:42:58,159 really been 2409 01:43:01,669 --> 01:43:00,080 explained while he was alive i mean 2410 01:43:04,070 --> 01:43:01,679 alvin's had been around 2411 01:43:05,830 --> 01:43:04,080 but he been trying i don't think he'd 2412 01:43:09,510 --> 01:43:05,840 been translated to english yet 2413 01:43:12,629 --> 01:43:09,520 and so i think that it through pure 2414 01:43:13,990 --> 01:43:12,639 mystical experience terence mckenna 2415 01:43:17,109 --> 01:43:14,000 actually saw 2416 01:43:20,070 --> 01:43:17,119 the actual true physical nature 2417 01:43:21,189 --> 01:43:20,080 of our universe one that is alchemical 2418 01:43:24,470 --> 01:43:21,199 in nature 2419 01:43:27,669 --> 01:43:24,480 and again i think that was why he was 2420 01:43:28,950 --> 01:43:27,679 going into alchemy at the end there 2421 01:43:32,790 --> 01:43:28,960 because he realized 2422 01:43:35,350 --> 01:43:32,800 that it was truly the only um science 2423 01:43:37,270 --> 01:43:35,360 that explained what he saw in his 2424 01:43:41,189 --> 01:43:37,280 mystical experiences 2425 01:43:43,590 --> 01:43:41,199 and he also felt that the 2426 01:43:44,870 --> 01:43:43,600 the belief if you are going to have a 2427 01:43:48,470 --> 01:43:44,880 belief it's fine 2428 01:43:48,870 --> 01:43:48,480 if you experience the belief right which 2429 01:43:52,550 --> 01:43:48,880 is 2430 01:43:55,189 --> 01:43:52,560 what he did like with the iching or 2431 01:43:57,030 --> 01:43:55,199 not only with ayahuasca and experiencing 2432 01:44:00,149 --> 01:43:57,040 these parallel worlds 2433 01:44:00,870 --> 01:44:00,159 but his belief in what was going on was 2434 01:44:03,910 --> 01:44:00,880 because 2435 01:44:05,270 --> 01:44:03,920 he went through the experience it wasn't 2436 01:44:06,790 --> 01:44:05,280 something that he had heard from 2437 01:44:10,950 --> 01:44:06,800 somebody else 2438 01:44:12,950 --> 01:44:10,960 and i am going to uh well go ahead 2439 01:44:14,709 --> 01:44:12,960 no no you're right and you know you got 2440 01:44:15,990 --> 01:44:14,719 to remember terence was you know he grew 2441 01:44:21,510 --> 01:44:16,000 up catholic 2442 01:44:25,430 --> 01:44:21,520 weird religion where 2443 01:44:27,510 --> 01:44:25,440 the the mass itself almost induces a 2444 01:44:30,550 --> 01:44:27,520 mystical experience with the 2445 01:44:32,790 --> 01:44:30,560 gregorian chants and the incense and 2446 01:44:34,550 --> 01:44:32,800 all of that's when you're young and you 2447 01:44:36,470 --> 01:44:34,560 know 2448 01:44:37,910 --> 01:44:36,480 it has this weird influence on you and i 2449 01:44:40,310 --> 01:44:37,920 don't think it's an accident 2450 01:44:41,510 --> 01:44:40,320 that a lot of the great uh modern 2451 01:44:43,830 --> 01:44:41,520 philosophers of 2452 01:44:45,430 --> 01:44:43,840 the alternative philosophers like 2453 01:44:46,950 --> 01:44:45,440 marshall mcluhan and 2454 01:44:49,750 --> 01:44:46,960 william erwin thompson and terence 2455 01:44:50,470 --> 01:44:49,760 mckinnon robert anton wilson and timothy 2456 01:44:53,189 --> 01:44:50,480 leary 2457 01:44:53,669 --> 01:44:53,199 were all ex-catholics and i think that 2458 01:44:57,270 --> 01:44:53,679 um 2459 01:45:00,390 --> 01:44:57,280 and i am too and i think that uh 2460 01:45:02,550 --> 01:45:00,400 that changes the way you 2461 01:45:04,550 --> 01:45:02,560 think and when you realize when you 2462 01:45:07,189 --> 01:45:04,560 finally come to realize you know 2463 01:45:07,830 --> 01:45:07,199 that you know catholicism probably is 2464 01:45:10,790 --> 01:45:07,840 not 2465 01:45:12,709 --> 01:45:10,800 the real story of what's going on uh 2466 01:45:16,550 --> 01:45:12,719 then you realize that 2467 01:45:19,669 --> 01:45:16,560 probably no one has the real story 2468 01:45:22,950 --> 01:45:19,679 of what's going on and the psychedelic 2469 01:45:26,310 --> 01:45:22,960 experience just really confirms that uh 2470 01:45:30,229 --> 01:45:26,320 that that there really is um 2471 01:45:32,709 --> 01:45:30,239 a kind of mystical uncertainty 2472 01:45:33,350 --> 01:45:32,719 about the universe and what's going on 2473 01:45:36,550 --> 01:45:33,360 today 2474 01:45:39,750 --> 01:45:36,560 with the coven and all that is 2475 01:45:42,070 --> 01:45:39,760 we are being shown firsthand 2476 01:45:43,350 --> 01:45:42,080 that the experts that we always believe 2477 01:45:45,430 --> 01:45:43,360 knew everything 2478 01:45:47,590 --> 01:45:45,440 actually don't know anything and that's 2479 01:45:49,590 --> 01:45:47,600 the only thing that we can be sure of 2480 01:45:51,590 --> 01:45:49,600 is that there's nothing that we can be 2481 01:45:53,750 --> 01:45:51,600 sure of and that would be a quote that 2482 01:45:57,030 --> 01:45:53,760 terence would definitely approve of 2483 01:45:59,590 --> 01:45:57,040 and um and i think that the this whole 2484 01:46:01,030 --> 01:45:59,600 crisis that we've been going through is 2485 01:46:04,390 --> 01:46:01,040 going to make us 2486 01:46:07,590 --> 01:46:04,400 more dependent on our own intuition 2487 01:46:10,550 --> 01:46:07,600 and by doing that we're going to um 2488 01:46:11,990 --> 01:46:10,560 make that intuition grow more powerful 2489 01:46:14,790 --> 01:46:12,000 and we'll begin making more 2490 01:46:16,070 --> 01:46:14,800 and more a right decisions without the 2491 01:46:18,870 --> 01:46:16,080 need of experts 2492 01:46:20,870 --> 01:46:18,880 and i think again these experts see the 2493 01:46:23,590 --> 01:46:20,880 world in this mechanistic 2494 01:46:25,590 --> 01:46:23,600 form that terrence would have rejected 2495 01:46:27,430 --> 01:46:25,600 wholeheartedly and i do too 2496 01:46:28,790 --> 01:46:27,440 i do not believe that the world is a 2497 01:46:31,830 --> 01:46:28,800 giant engine 2498 01:46:32,390 --> 01:46:31,840 the way that newton and einstein thought 2499 01:46:35,030 --> 01:46:32,400 of it 2500 01:46:36,390 --> 01:46:35,040 i believe that the world is an ebbing 2501 01:46:39,990 --> 01:46:36,400 and flowing of nature 2502 01:46:42,870 --> 01:46:40,000 and natural processes uh wherever you go 2503 01:46:43,430 --> 01:46:42,880 and i you know have to say that i 2504 01:46:46,870 --> 01:46:43,440 learned 2505 01:46:48,390 --> 01:46:46,880 to feel that through the psychedelic 2506 01:46:51,350 --> 01:46:48,400 experiences that i had 2507 01:46:51,750 --> 01:46:51,360 i owe a great deal to those experiences 2508 01:46:55,189 --> 01:46:51,760 and 2509 01:46:58,149 --> 01:46:55,199 um you know i did the heroic dose 2510 01:46:58,470 --> 01:46:58,159 of five grams in a dark room and it did 2511 01:47:01,669 --> 01:46:58,480 have 2512 01:47:04,149 --> 01:47:01,679 a profound effect on me and um 2513 01:47:05,030 --> 01:47:04,159 i don't recommend everybody do that no 2514 01:47:08,470 --> 01:47:05,040 but i 2515 01:47:10,870 --> 01:47:08,480 recommend that if you're a happy person 2516 01:47:11,590 --> 01:47:10,880 and you're stable and you can create a 2517 01:47:14,629 --> 01:47:11,600 good 2518 01:47:17,270 --> 01:47:14,639 um circumstances before you do it then i 2519 01:47:19,350 --> 01:47:17,280 would recommend doing a heroic dose but 2520 01:47:21,189 --> 01:47:19,360 uh don't base it on you know anything i 2521 01:47:22,310 --> 01:47:21,199 say you should base it on your own 2522 01:47:24,310 --> 01:47:22,320 intuition 2523 01:47:25,510 --> 01:47:24,320 but again you know terrence did not 2524 01:47:28,790 --> 01:47:25,520 believe 2525 01:47:30,390 --> 01:47:28,800 that everybody should take drugs that is 2526 01:47:32,709 --> 01:47:30,400 not what he believed 2527 01:47:33,990 --> 01:47:32,719 he believed he did not believe that 2528 01:47:37,189 --> 01:47:34,000 anyone should take 2529 01:47:40,070 --> 01:47:37,199 any drug that wasn't um organic 2530 01:47:42,149 --> 01:47:40,080 in other words no synthetic drugs um he 2531 01:47:44,149 --> 01:47:42,159 did do dmt a few times 2532 01:47:46,149 --> 01:47:44,159 but for the most part it was ayahuasca 2533 01:47:50,070 --> 01:47:46,159 and mushrooms and cannabis 2534 01:47:51,430 --> 01:47:50,080 and uh he he had a rule and his rule was 2535 01:47:54,310 --> 01:47:51,440 that it had to have 2536 01:47:56,950 --> 01:47:54,320 anything you take had to have at least a 2537 01:47:58,950 --> 01:47:56,960 thousand years of human use 2538 01:48:01,189 --> 01:47:58,960 before you should take it and so he 2539 01:48:03,030 --> 01:48:01,199 wouldn't take anything that did not have 2540 01:48:04,470 --> 01:48:03,040 at least a thousand year history of 2541 01:48:06,229 --> 01:48:04,480 human use 2542 01:48:07,990 --> 01:48:06,239 and that makes a lot of sense 2543 01:48:14,470 --> 01:48:08,000 thousand-year rule 2544 01:48:17,350 --> 01:48:14,480 rule yeah um i wanted 2545 01:48:19,109 --> 01:48:17,360 to uh i want to get into itching and 2546 01:48:19,990 --> 01:48:19,119 we're going to get to that in in just a 2547 01:48:22,149 --> 01:48:20,000 second 2548 01:48:24,390 --> 01:48:22,159 and and a couple of other things but 2549 01:48:26,070 --> 01:48:24,400 i've got this quote that i don't want to 2550 01:48:28,790 --> 01:48:26,080 get away from us because 2551 01:48:29,990 --> 01:48:28,800 it's exactly what we are talking about 2552 01:48:33,669 --> 01:48:30,000 right here 2553 01:48:36,149 --> 01:48:33,679 and he says this i have been vehemently 2554 01:48:37,030 --> 01:48:36,159 accused by people who didn't understand 2555 01:48:39,669 --> 01:48:37,040 me of not 2556 01:48:40,470 --> 01:48:39,679 believing in anything i don't believe in 2557 01:48:42,870 --> 01:48:40,480 anything 2558 01:48:44,950 --> 01:48:42,880 this is not a statement of existential 2559 01:48:48,149 --> 01:48:44,960 hopelessness for you to 2560 01:48:51,109 --> 01:48:48,159 shed light a candle for me at night 2561 01:48:51,590 --> 01:48:51,119 it's a strategy for not getting bogged 2562 01:48:54,950 --> 01:48:51,600 down 2563 01:48:57,990 --> 01:48:54,960 in some weird trip after all 2564 01:49:01,189 --> 01:48:58,000 what is the basis for believing anything 2565 01:49:02,070 --> 01:49:01,199 i mean you should understand you are a 2566 01:49:04,950 --> 01:49:02,080 monkey 2567 01:49:06,390 --> 01:49:04,960 and some kind of biological situation 2568 01:49:10,070 --> 01:49:06,400 where everything has been 2569 01:49:12,950 --> 01:49:10,080 evolved to serve the economy of survival 2570 01:49:15,430 --> 01:49:12,960 this is not a philosophy course so 2571 01:49:17,350 --> 01:49:15,440 belief is a curious reaction to the 2572 01:49:20,470 --> 01:49:17,360 present at hand 2573 01:49:23,990 --> 01:49:20,480 it isn't to be believed it is to be 2574 01:49:27,669 --> 01:49:24,000 dealt with experienced and modeled 2575 01:49:30,070 --> 01:49:27,679 end quote it's about as that is about as 2576 01:49:33,350 --> 01:49:30,080 heavy and as true to the course 2577 01:49:34,310 --> 01:49:33,360 as it can be right yeah i think that's 2578 01:49:38,629 --> 01:49:34,320 what he what he 2579 01:49:39,910 --> 01:49:38,639 really wanted to do was he didn't want 2580 01:49:41,990 --> 01:49:39,920 and that's what we're going through 2581 01:49:44,790 --> 01:49:42,000 right now we're we're getting rid 2582 01:49:46,470 --> 01:49:44,800 of all these heavy weights that we've 2583 01:49:49,669 --> 01:49:46,480 been carrying with us 2584 01:49:52,950 --> 01:49:49,679 that uh were put on us by historical 2585 01:49:54,310 --> 01:49:52,960 uh events uh including religion and 2586 01:49:56,550 --> 01:49:54,320 philosophy 2587 01:49:57,669 --> 01:49:56,560 and really and truly what did those 2588 01:49:59,990 --> 01:49:57,679 people 2589 01:50:00,709 --> 01:50:00,000 really know that invented our religions 2590 01:50:04,070 --> 01:50:00,719 um 2591 01:50:04,470 --> 01:50:04,080 the religions don't really have much in 2592 01:50:17,030 --> 01:50:04,480 the 2593 01:50:17,910 --> 01:50:17,040 taoism and maybe a little bit of 2594 01:50:20,310 --> 01:50:17,920 buddhism 2595 01:50:22,709 --> 01:50:20,320 but the rest of them are really just 2596 01:50:25,430 --> 01:50:22,719 political dogmas teaching you 2597 01:50:26,310 --> 01:50:25,440 really dictating to you how to live your 2598 01:50:29,270 --> 01:50:26,320 life 2599 01:50:30,950 --> 01:50:29,280 and um again there's no history of 2600 01:50:31,990 --> 01:50:30,960 psychedelic use with any of these 2601 01:50:35,350 --> 01:50:32,000 religions 2602 01:50:38,390 --> 01:50:35,360 although you know graham 2603 01:50:39,430 --> 01:50:38,400 has pointed out that moses may have had 2604 01:50:43,109 --> 01:50:39,440 a psychedelic 2605 01:50:46,550 --> 01:50:43,119 um experience up on mount sinai 2606 01:50:47,910 --> 01:50:46,560 but um and graham hancock by the way has 2607 01:50:51,189 --> 01:50:47,920 really been the person 2608 01:50:51,990 --> 01:50:51,199 who's kind of taken up the the baton of 2609 01:50:54,629 --> 01:50:52,000 terrence 2610 01:50:56,470 --> 01:50:54,639 in his book supernatural uh he talks all 2611 01:50:58,149 --> 01:50:56,480 about the history of psychedelics and 2612 01:51:01,270 --> 01:50:58,159 his own experiences 2613 01:51:04,310 --> 01:51:01,280 and um so i i'm grateful 2614 01:51:07,430 --> 01:51:04,320 that mine like uh graham hancock is 2615 01:51:08,629 --> 01:51:07,440 is also exploring this i think terence 2616 01:51:11,270 --> 01:51:08,639 would have been grateful 2617 01:51:13,030 --> 01:51:11,280 for the assistance of having another 2618 01:51:15,109 --> 01:51:13,040 intellectual look at this 2619 01:51:16,310 --> 01:51:15,119 uh subject and realize how really 2620 01:51:18,149 --> 01:51:16,320 important it is 2621 01:51:19,990 --> 01:51:18,159 uh graham actually goes and i think 2622 01:51:24,070 --> 01:51:20,000 terence would also agree with this 2623 01:51:27,350 --> 01:51:24,080 that the alien experience is not really 2624 01:51:30,790 --> 01:51:27,360 creatures from other planets but 2625 01:51:33,270 --> 01:51:30,800 uh these creatures that occupy uh 2626 01:51:35,350 --> 01:51:33,280 parallel realities with us here right 2627 01:51:37,189 --> 01:51:35,360 now on this planet 2628 01:51:39,109 --> 01:51:37,199 that they've always been here and that 2629 01:51:40,950 --> 01:51:39,119 when you take psychedelics 2630 01:51:42,470 --> 01:51:40,960 you're allowed to see them and interact 2631 01:51:43,910 --> 01:51:42,480 with them and then 2632 01:51:45,510 --> 01:51:43,920 you know there's mystics who can 2633 01:51:49,030 --> 01:51:45,520 interact and see 2634 01:51:51,109 --> 01:51:49,040 these beings without taking psychedelics 2635 01:51:52,629 --> 01:51:51,119 but you know we've let a lot of our 2636 01:51:55,669 --> 01:51:52,639 skills atrophy 2637 01:51:59,270 --> 01:51:55,679 terrence also knew that and he knew that 2638 01:52:02,229 --> 01:51:59,280 psychedelics were a way to kind of 2639 01:52:03,270 --> 01:52:02,239 kick the dust off of some of our old 2640 01:52:06,790 --> 01:52:03,280 talents 2641 01:52:09,589 --> 01:52:06,800 and let them re-emerge um you know 2642 01:52:10,870 --> 01:52:09,599 what would be better you know as a 2643 01:52:13,189 --> 01:52:10,880 hunter-gatherer 2644 01:52:13,910 --> 01:52:13,199 than to have intuition to be able to 2645 01:52:15,350 --> 01:52:13,920 tell 2646 01:52:17,430 --> 01:52:15,360 you know where the animals and the 2647 01:52:20,870 --> 01:52:17,440 plants that you're looking for to eat 2648 01:52:23,430 --> 01:52:20,880 are and we know from the works of 2649 01:52:24,629 --> 01:52:23,440 rupert sheldrake that animals actually 2650 01:52:28,070 --> 01:52:24,639 do possess 2651 01:52:30,070 --> 01:52:28,080 a great deal of intuitive sense in other 2652 01:52:33,189 --> 01:52:30,080 words bears in alaska 2653 01:52:34,709 --> 01:52:33,199 seem to know right when the salmon are 2654 01:52:37,750 --> 01:52:34,719 arriving 2655 01:52:39,589 --> 01:52:37,760 as soon as the salmon arrive the bears 2656 01:52:40,229 --> 01:52:39,599 all turn and start walking towards the 2657 01:52:43,109 --> 01:52:40,239 water 2658 01:52:44,070 --> 01:52:43,119 even if the salmon are arriving late or 2659 01:52:46,550 --> 01:52:44,080 early and 2660 01:52:48,470 --> 01:52:46,560 a rupert children has also shown that 2661 01:52:49,830 --> 01:52:48,480 dogs seem to know when their owners are 2662 01:52:52,229 --> 01:52:49,840 coming home 2663 01:52:53,430 --> 01:52:52,239 or long before the owner even knows that 2664 01:52:55,750 --> 01:52:53,440 he's about to come home 2665 01:52:56,870 --> 01:52:55,760 the dog is ready and waiting for the 2666 01:52:59,830 --> 01:52:56,880 owner and so 2667 01:53:00,709 --> 01:52:59,840 nature is this feedback system and i 2668 01:53:04,149 --> 01:53:00,719 think that you know 2669 01:53:07,350 --> 01:53:04,159 terence knew that it's not just humans 2670 01:53:09,390 --> 01:53:07,360 walking around in in space 2671 01:53:10,790 --> 01:53:09,400 it's humans walking around emitting 2672 01:53:14,310 --> 01:53:10,800 pheromones 2673 01:53:14,709 --> 01:53:14,320 uh which are uh odor sensors uh there 2674 01:53:16,629 --> 01:53:14,719 are 2675 01:53:17,750 --> 01:53:16,639 uh histamines in the air that we're 2676 01:53:21,189 --> 01:53:17,760 processing 2677 01:53:23,189 --> 01:53:21,199 there's this gigantic huge invisible 2678 01:53:25,109 --> 01:53:23,199 world that we're walking around in 2679 01:53:26,709 --> 01:53:25,119 and we don't know it and once you 2680 01:53:28,390 --> 01:53:26,719 understand it of course you can't 2681 01:53:31,830 --> 01:53:28,400 believe in anything 2682 01:53:35,270 --> 01:53:31,840 because there's so much we don't know 2683 01:53:36,550 --> 01:53:35,280 i asked graham that's a couple of years 2684 01:53:38,709 --> 01:53:36,560 ago and you know graham 2685 01:53:42,950 --> 01:53:38,719 pretty well i you know and i know graham 2686 01:53:45,990 --> 01:53:45,189 how many ayahuasca ceremonies have you 2687 01:53:50,070 --> 01:53:46,000 done 2688 01:53:54,070 --> 01:53:50,080 right jay he looks right at me 2689 01:53:57,109 --> 01:53:54,080 uh 75 2690 01:54:00,310 --> 01:53:57,119 yeah exactly yeah yeah exactly 2691 01:54:02,470 --> 01:54:00,320 let's let's let's table that for now 2692 01:54:03,430 --> 01:54:02,480 one of the things when we talk about 2693 01:54:06,310 --> 01:54:03,440 this that 2694 01:54:08,310 --> 01:54:06,320 uh i remember terrance saying uh this 2695 01:54:11,830 --> 01:54:08,320 was at a uh 2696 01:54:14,870 --> 01:54:11,840 a conference but he was talking 2697 01:54:18,709 --> 01:54:14,880 about uh a ceremony that he 2698 01:54:22,629 --> 01:54:18,719 had done um in south america 2699 01:54:26,229 --> 01:54:22,639 and he says we were drinking ayahuasca 2700 01:54:29,510 --> 01:54:26,239 a lot of it right now and 2701 01:54:31,430 --> 01:54:29,520 this is the thing when terrance says 2702 01:54:34,070 --> 01:54:31,440 that i think all of this 2703 01:54:35,750 --> 01:54:34,080 you got to go into pause mode because 2704 01:54:37,910 --> 01:54:35,760 for terence to say a lot 2705 01:54:39,270 --> 01:54:37,920 his version of a lot of my version of a 2706 01:54:42,310 --> 01:54:39,280 lot are two different 2707 01:54:45,350 --> 01:54:42,320 uh measurements for sure 2708 01:54:47,830 --> 01:54:45,360 but he said that he would do this 2709 01:54:48,550 --> 01:54:47,840 to get to the level that he needed to 2710 01:54:51,510 --> 01:54:48,560 get to 2711 01:54:53,510 --> 01:54:51,520 including what happened with the iching 2712 01:54:57,430 --> 01:54:53,520 he's discussed this pro 2713 01:55:01,350 --> 01:54:57,440 publicly quite a bit that he had to get 2714 01:55:02,470 --> 01:55:01,360 to a state that i believe took a week or 2715 01:55:06,149 --> 01:55:02,480 two 2716 01:55:07,990 --> 01:55:06,159 of of psychedelics to get to 2717 01:55:11,589 --> 01:55:08,000 the point where he understood what he 2718 01:55:14,709 --> 01:55:11,599 was looking at with the iching right 2719 01:55:18,229 --> 01:55:14,719 yeah he um he literally 2720 01:55:19,109 --> 01:55:18,239 took psychedelics every day for like 2721 01:55:21,910 --> 01:55:19,119 three weeks 2722 01:55:22,790 --> 01:55:21,920 right which i can't imagine increasing 2723 01:55:25,990 --> 01:55:22,800 the dosage 2724 01:55:27,669 --> 01:55:26,000 every day so that it would it would it 2725 01:55:30,310 --> 01:55:27,679 would do the effect that he was looking 2726 01:55:34,390 --> 01:55:30,320 for and then he began 2727 01:55:35,510 --> 01:55:34,400 um seeing these cycles within the 2728 01:55:37,589 --> 01:55:35,520 eachine 2729 01:55:39,189 --> 01:55:37,599 and you realize that if you kept 2730 01:55:42,390 --> 01:55:39,199 extrapolating out 2731 01:55:43,270 --> 01:55:42,400 these cycles that he could see the the 2732 01:55:49,109 --> 01:55:43,280 rhythm 2733 01:55:50,229 --> 01:55:49,119 he you know and he what he did was he 2734 01:55:53,790 --> 01:55:50,239 took the 2735 01:55:57,189 --> 01:55:53,800 nuclear explosion uh in august 2736 01:55:59,910 --> 01:55:57,199 1945 uh at trinity 2737 01:56:01,189 --> 01:55:59,920 i think it was it may have been july of 2738 01:56:03,030 --> 01:56:01,199 1945 2739 01:56:04,629 --> 01:56:03,040 and so he said that was probably the 2740 01:56:07,669 --> 01:56:04,639 most seminal 2741 01:56:09,510 --> 01:56:07,679 event of our modern era and he began 2742 01:56:10,870 --> 01:56:09,520 taking the iching and going backwards 2743 01:56:13,109 --> 01:56:10,880 and forwards 2744 01:56:14,229 --> 01:56:13,119 from that moment using these lunar 2745 01:56:17,189 --> 01:56:14,239 cycles 2746 01:56:17,830 --> 01:56:17,199 um that the chinese alchemist would use 2747 01:56:20,149 --> 01:56:17,840 and 2748 01:56:21,750 --> 01:56:20,159 um you know he would hit certain dates 2749 01:56:25,510 --> 01:56:21,760 like you know 2750 01:56:27,270 --> 01:56:25,520 the great fire of london in 1666 and 2751 01:56:29,350 --> 01:56:27,280 and going backwards he was hitting all 2752 01:56:29,990 --> 01:56:29,360 these relevant dates using this thing so 2753 01:56:33,189 --> 01:56:30,000 then 2754 01:56:35,189 --> 01:56:33,199 he decided to go forward with it and 2755 01:56:36,709 --> 01:56:35,199 see if he could you know detect future 2756 01:56:40,790 --> 01:56:36,719 events 2757 01:56:44,070 --> 01:56:40,800 and um he had a few hits 2758 01:56:47,510 --> 01:56:44,080 of events and then um 2759 01:56:49,430 --> 01:56:47,520 then he just it came out that the final 2760 01:56:52,550 --> 01:56:49,440 moon cycle of this 2761 01:56:55,990 --> 01:56:52,560 current set would come out to be 2762 01:56:58,550 --> 01:56:56,000 in 2012 and then he discovered 2763 01:56:59,830 --> 01:56:58,560 the mayan calendar a few years later and 2764 01:57:02,070 --> 01:56:59,840 realized that 2765 01:57:03,189 --> 01:57:02,080 they must have been looking at the same 2766 01:57:06,629 --> 01:57:03,199 cycles 2767 01:57:09,109 --> 01:57:06,639 that he was looking at and that um 2768 01:57:10,550 --> 01:57:09,119 because they were really running 2769 01:57:14,790 --> 01:57:10,560 concurrently with 2770 01:57:18,790 --> 01:57:14,800 his own cycle and so he concluded that 2771 01:57:22,470 --> 01:57:18,800 this was an psychedelic knowledge 2772 01:57:25,189 --> 01:57:22,480 that the mushroom itself was giving 2773 01:57:26,470 --> 01:57:25,199 and that since the mayans were also 2774 01:57:28,950 --> 01:57:26,480 consumers of 2775 01:57:30,870 --> 01:57:28,960 the mushroom uh they had reached the 2776 01:57:34,790 --> 01:57:30,880 same conclusion that he had 2777 01:57:38,070 --> 01:57:34,800 in separate uh occasions which 2778 01:57:40,149 --> 01:57:38,080 was kind of a weird validation of 2779 01:57:43,030 --> 01:57:40,159 everything that he was thinking 2780 01:57:44,149 --> 01:57:43,040 and so whether he didn't believe in it 2781 01:57:46,149 --> 01:57:44,159 per se 2782 01:57:47,189 --> 01:57:46,159 but he believed that there was a 2783 01:57:50,950 --> 01:57:47,199 coincidence 2784 01:57:53,510 --> 01:57:50,960 may have been 2785 01:57:54,470 --> 01:57:53,520 he believed that the mushroom has an 2786 01:57:57,589 --> 01:57:54,480 intelligence 2787 01:57:59,030 --> 01:57:57,599 that it conveys and that it's an organic 2788 01:58:03,270 --> 01:57:59,040 intelligence it's 2789 01:58:07,270 --> 01:58:03,280 it's of of the planet of of the sofia 2790 01:58:10,390 --> 01:58:07,280 knowledge um that the planet itself 2791 01:58:13,030 --> 01:58:10,400 is imbued with a uh an 2792 01:58:14,790 --> 01:58:13,040 intelligence and that it uses the 2793 01:58:17,830 --> 01:58:14,800 mushrooms and other 2794 01:58:21,350 --> 01:58:17,840 psychedelics to convey that um 2795 01:58:23,350 --> 01:58:21,360 intelligence to us let's take our break 2796 01:58:27,990 --> 01:58:23,360 right here jay and when we come back 2797 01:58:30,550 --> 01:58:28,000 i want to uh uh dive into the iching 2798 01:58:32,149 --> 01:58:30,560 and the software that he developed along 2799 01:58:35,510 --> 01:58:32,159 with the peter meyer 2800 01:58:38,790 --> 01:58:35,520 time wave zero which again 2801 01:58:41,510 --> 01:58:38,800 it enabled terrance to 2802 01:58:44,070 --> 01:58:41,520 uh and analytically and scientifically 2803 01:58:46,070 --> 01:58:44,080 look at the eachine to confirm 2804 01:58:48,070 --> 01:58:46,080 and help them go back in time like you 2805 01:58:51,350 --> 01:58:48,080 were just describing there 2806 01:58:53,430 --> 01:58:51,360 and also looking forward when he first 2807 01:58:56,070 --> 01:58:53,440 started doing this j i think 2808 01:58:58,629 --> 01:58:56,080 it's very important to note here that he 2809 01:59:00,229 --> 01:58:58,639 did this before his knowledge of the 2810 01:59:02,310 --> 01:59:00,239 mayan calendar 2811 01:59:04,149 --> 01:59:02,320 and the dates that the mayans were 2812 01:59:05,270 --> 01:59:04,159 putting out there it only helped him 2813 01:59:08,310 --> 01:59:05,280 confirm 2814 01:59:11,910 --> 01:59:08,320 the visions that he got with the e ching 2815 01:59:13,910 --> 01:59:11,920 right yeah that's right 2816 01:59:15,270 --> 01:59:13,920 let's take our break right here this is 2817 01:59:18,470 --> 01:59:15,280 fade to black are guessing i j 2818 01:59:20,070 --> 01:59:18,480 widener the life and times of terence 2819 01:59:22,070 --> 01:59:20,080 mckenna when we come back 2820 01:59:24,070 --> 01:59:22,080 we're going to do a deep deep dive into 2821 01:59:25,189 --> 01:59:24,080 the itching it's absolutely incredible 2822 01:59:33,510 --> 01:59:25,199 stay with us 2823 01:59:41,109 --> 01:59:34,950 hi everybody this is rob halpert the 2824 01:59:44,709 --> 01:59:43,589 this is kgra digital broadcasting 2825 01:59:48,310 --> 01:59:44,719 station 2826 01:59:50,149 --> 01:59:48,320 salt lake city utah van buren arkansas 2827 01:59:52,310 --> 01:59:50,159 why is it we're not very good with our 2828 01:59:53,669 --> 01:59:52,320 health regiment until it's too late we 2829 01:59:55,189 --> 01:59:53,679 don't put oil in the car 2830 01:59:57,430 --> 01:59:55,199 until the engine blows up when 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02:04:14,950 --> 02:04:11,109 you wanna know a secret i love 2939 02:04:16,790 --> 02:04:14,960 ponies i really love ponies i'm serious 2940 02:04:18,550 --> 02:04:16,800 i couldn't stay sane without pawn 2941 02:04:21,750 --> 02:04:18,560 instabrush 2942 02:04:27,109 --> 02:04:21,760 why fade to black because you never got 2943 02:04:31,589 --> 02:04:29,270 this is fade to black with jimmy church 2944 02:04:38,760 --> 02:04:31,599 on the game changer radio network 2945 02:04:49,910 --> 02:04:38,770 and kgra the global radio alliance 2946 02:04:51,669 --> 02:04:49,920 [Music] 2947 02:04:53,350 --> 02:04:51,679 welcome back paid to black i am your 2948 02:04:55,350 --> 02:04:53,360 host jimmy church tonight jay weidner 2949 02:04:58,229 --> 02:04:55,360 we're talking about the life and times 2950 02:05:01,109 --> 02:04:58,239 of terence mckenna 2951 02:05:02,790 --> 02:05:01,119 we're gonna jump into the iching here 2952 02:05:09,589 --> 02:05:02,800 and 2953 02:05:11,830 --> 02:05:09,599 about as closely as i can uh jay 2954 02:05:13,189 --> 02:05:11,840 it gets complex and and terence was a 2955 02:05:15,589 --> 02:05:13,199 complex mind 2956 02:05:17,430 --> 02:05:15,599 and he liked to talk about complexity 2957 02:05:21,030 --> 02:05:17,440 and creativity 2958 02:05:24,149 --> 02:05:21,040 and and the human mind and he 2959 02:05:26,470 --> 02:05:24,159 felt that and and obviously coming from 2960 02:05:27,910 --> 02:05:26,480 these ceremonies that he had done over 2961 02:05:30,470 --> 02:05:27,920 the years 2962 02:05:31,910 --> 02:05:30,480 his thought and and you can step in i 2963 02:05:33,510 --> 02:05:31,920 don't want to speak for terence neither 2964 02:05:37,750 --> 02:05:33,520 do you and you can jump in and 2965 02:05:41,510 --> 02:05:37,760 correct me but this was my opinion 2966 02:05:44,550 --> 02:05:41,520 is that he felt that 2967 02:05:46,950 --> 02:05:44,560 the universe was built for 2968 02:05:48,390 --> 02:05:46,960 consciousness it was built for 2969 02:05:51,109 --> 02:05:48,400 creativity it was an 2970 02:05:52,709 --> 02:05:51,119 engine that ran on that and the more 2971 02:05:56,069 --> 02:05:52,719 creative we got 2972 02:05:58,950 --> 02:05:56,079 the more complex the universe got and 2973 02:05:59,510 --> 02:05:58,960 he felt that there were ebbs and flows 2974 02:06:03,510 --> 02:05:59,520 of 2975 02:06:06,709 --> 02:06:03,520 creativity going back through time 2976 02:06:11,189 --> 02:06:06,719 as he was looking at the iching 2977 02:06:15,350 --> 02:06:11,199 he saw the patterns of creativity 2978 02:06:16,470 --> 02:06:15,360 dipping and rising and that's where he 2979 02:06:19,510 --> 02:06:16,480 felt that 2980 02:06:22,229 --> 02:06:19,520 the the the randomness of that 2981 02:06:23,990 --> 02:06:22,239 was showing that he was right these 2982 02:06:27,030 --> 02:06:24,000 ideas this philosophy 2983 02:06:29,350 --> 02:06:27,040 that that he had concluded to 2984 02:06:31,669 --> 02:06:29,360 that the universe was built on that not 2985 02:06:34,950 --> 02:06:31,679 built on chemicals and science 2986 02:06:38,069 --> 02:06:34,960 it was built for creativity now 2987 02:06:41,510 --> 02:06:38,079 let's start there am i right in in 2988 02:06:44,310 --> 02:06:41,520 understanding terrance in this way 2989 02:06:45,510 --> 02:06:44,320 uh i would say yeah that's pretty close 2990 02:06:49,189 --> 02:06:45,520 to what he thought 2991 02:06:51,589 --> 02:06:49,199 he thought that um he 2992 02:06:53,189 --> 02:06:51,599 he thought he had this idea through his 2993 02:06:57,030 --> 02:06:53,199 work with the iching 2994 02:07:01,030 --> 02:06:57,040 that time was speeding up and that 2995 02:07:04,229 --> 02:07:01,040 complexity was growing and so 2996 02:07:07,910 --> 02:07:04,239 what he meant by that was not that 2997 02:07:10,069 --> 02:07:07,920 you know a second today is shorter 2998 02:07:11,830 --> 02:07:10,079 than a second was a hundred years ago or 2999 02:07:14,709 --> 02:07:11,840 a hour today 3000 02:07:15,830 --> 02:07:14,719 is shorter than an hour was a hundred 3001 02:07:17,830 --> 02:07:15,840 years ago 3002 02:07:18,950 --> 02:07:17,840 he's saying that there's more events 3003 02:07:22,310 --> 02:07:18,960 going 3004 02:07:25,589 --> 02:07:22,320 in the hour today than there was 3005 02:07:27,030 --> 02:07:25,599 in an hour a hundred years ago and so 3006 02:07:30,149 --> 02:07:27,040 these events 3007 02:07:31,270 --> 02:07:30,159 are ever increasing in complexity and 3008 02:07:34,629 --> 02:07:31,280 boy do we know that 3009 02:07:38,629 --> 02:07:34,639 today by watching the world um 3010 02:07:42,310 --> 02:07:38,639 that that that increase of complexity 3011 02:07:43,189 --> 02:07:42,320 was causing time to increase or to speed 3012 02:07:46,149 --> 02:07:43,199 up 3013 02:07:47,990 --> 02:07:46,159 and um and he got all of this from the e 3014 02:07:48,390 --> 02:07:48,000 chain and what he believed the itching 3015 02:07:52,790 --> 02:07:48,400 was 3016 02:07:56,709 --> 02:07:52,800 telling you what he told me 3017 02:07:59,510 --> 02:07:56,719 was that when you do the 3018 02:08:00,709 --> 02:07:59,520 itching or even like the tarot what 3019 02:08:04,390 --> 02:08:00,719 you're doing is 3020 02:08:07,430 --> 02:08:04,400 you're taking a snapshot of 3021 02:08:11,189 --> 02:08:07,440 a future a possible future 3022 02:08:15,430 --> 02:08:11,199 and any number of events can 3023 02:08:17,830 --> 02:08:15,440 intervene between now and that possible 3024 02:08:20,470 --> 02:08:17,840 future to change that possible future 3025 02:08:22,069 --> 02:08:20,480 but within the snapshot of the moment 3026 02:08:25,350 --> 02:08:22,079 the iching would be very 3027 02:08:28,470 --> 02:08:25,360 correct in what it was predicting 3028 02:08:32,310 --> 02:08:28,480 um because it was based on 3029 02:08:36,550 --> 02:08:32,320 what he thought was a um 3030 02:08:40,550 --> 02:08:36,560 the idea or the coincidence i should say 3031 02:08:43,830 --> 02:08:40,560 that there's 64 codons in the dna 3032 02:08:47,109 --> 02:08:43,840 there's 64 uh uh uh uh uh 3033 02:08:52,550 --> 02:08:47,119 um symbols different uh 3034 02:08:59,510 --> 02:08:56,390 and um uh there were 64 3035 02:09:03,350 --> 02:08:59,520 places on the chessboard hexagrams 3036 02:09:04,550 --> 02:09:03,360 also is a um a game that plays out the 3037 02:09:07,990 --> 02:09:04,560 few 3038 02:09:11,030 --> 02:09:08,000 that's right 64 hexagrams in the in the 3039 02:09:17,030 --> 02:09:14,629 remnants of an ancient civilization that 3040 02:09:19,510 --> 02:09:17,040 was psychedelically based 3041 02:09:20,550 --> 02:09:19,520 that again had figured all of this out 3042 02:09:22,870 --> 02:09:20,560 just like 3043 02:09:25,350 --> 02:09:22,880 he had figured a lot of it out through 3044 02:09:28,390 --> 02:09:25,360 the psychedelic experience 3045 02:09:29,830 --> 02:09:28,400 and he thought that the e chain was in 3046 02:09:32,390 --> 02:09:29,840 some ways proof that 3047 02:09:34,069 --> 02:09:32,400 in ancient china at some point they did 3048 02:09:37,510 --> 02:09:34,079 have access to 3049 02:09:39,510 --> 02:09:37,520 psychedelic substances and if you go and 3050 02:09:43,030 --> 02:09:39,520 you look at um 3051 02:09:44,950 --> 02:09:43,040 the the um philosophy 3052 02:09:47,109 --> 02:09:44,960 uh that created the iching which would 3053 02:09:49,910 --> 02:09:47,119 be taoism 3054 02:09:51,109 --> 02:09:49,920 you see in the ancient books the taoist 3055 02:09:53,669 --> 02:09:51,119 masters 3056 02:09:55,430 --> 02:09:53,679 actually said that they did have 3057 02:09:58,830 --> 02:09:55,440 substances 3058 02:10:02,310 --> 02:09:58,840 that they took that would help them gain 3059 02:10:03,189 --> 02:10:02,320 enlightenment but that the emperors of 3060 02:10:05,830 --> 02:10:03,199 china 3061 02:10:07,030 --> 02:10:05,840 would come after them and kill them to 3062 02:10:09,510 --> 02:10:07,040 and so they stopped 3063 02:10:10,310 --> 02:10:09,520 doing the substances and just started 3064 02:10:13,510 --> 02:10:10,320 doing 3065 02:10:14,470 --> 02:10:13,520 uh practices to try to gain the same 3066 02:10:15,990 --> 02:10:14,480 effect 3067 02:10:18,229 --> 02:10:16,000 because they're retired getting killed 3068 02:10:22,229 --> 02:10:18,239 by the by the emperors 3069 02:10:25,350 --> 02:10:22,239 and um and so the whole 3070 02:10:30,069 --> 02:10:25,360 uh idea that the iching 3071 02:10:33,750 --> 02:10:30,079 is this ancient uh divination system 3072 02:10:36,310 --> 02:10:33,760 uh born out of a psychedelic culture 3073 02:10:38,790 --> 02:10:36,320 was you know very close to terence and 3074 02:10:39,669 --> 02:10:38,800 he and he used that to create the time 3075 02:10:44,310 --> 02:10:39,679 wave 3076 02:10:47,669 --> 02:10:44,320 uh zero software with peter myers 3077 02:10:51,270 --> 02:10:47,679 and um uh and it's fascinating 3078 02:10:52,149 --> 02:10:51,280 and uh if you i i think we should 3079 02:10:54,390 --> 02:10:52,159 actually find 3080 02:10:56,470 --> 02:10:54,400 peter myers i think he's still around 3081 02:10:59,350 --> 02:10:56,480 and find out what the uh 3082 02:11:01,350 --> 02:10:59,360 time wave zero software is talking about 3083 02:11:03,830 --> 02:11:01,360 the events that are happening right now 3084 02:11:04,550 --> 02:11:03,840 be very interesting yeah it would be it 3085 02:11:09,350 --> 02:11:04,560 would be 3086 02:11:13,589 --> 02:11:09,360 something else i wanted to ask you 3087 02:11:16,709 --> 02:11:13,599 that i think that terence 3088 02:11:20,550 --> 02:11:16,719 wanted to convey i think that he felt 3089 02:11:22,149 --> 02:11:20,560 that with time wave zero and the e ching 3090 02:11:24,229 --> 02:11:22,159 and some of these dates you mentioned 3091 02:11:25,430 --> 02:11:24,239 hiroshima which is a crucial date and 3092 02:11:28,470 --> 02:11:25,440 how he came to 3093 02:11:32,069 --> 02:11:28,480 2012. more on that in just a second 3094 02:11:35,589 --> 02:11:32,079 but that terence felt because of 3095 02:11:38,950 --> 02:11:35,599 uh the complexity of creativity 3096 02:11:42,390 --> 02:11:38,960 reaching its its it's maximum that 3097 02:11:45,669 --> 02:11:42,400 that end time isn't an end of the world 3098 02:11:48,470 --> 02:11:45,679 in 2012 but it is 3099 02:11:49,990 --> 02:11:48,480 our brains and consciousness finally 3100 02:11:53,030 --> 02:11:50,000 coming together 3101 02:11:56,470 --> 02:11:53,040 and exploding into a singularity 3102 02:11:57,669 --> 02:11:56,480 of of of the mind that we would finally 3103 02:12:00,709 --> 02:11:57,679 understand the mind 3104 02:12:04,069 --> 02:12:00,719 and we would know what the brain 3105 02:12:07,510 --> 02:12:04,079 and its its complexity was all about 3106 02:12:10,870 --> 02:12:07,520 and that's what terence was referring to 3107 02:12:12,229 --> 02:12:10,880 uh when that date was finally going to 3108 02:12:13,109 --> 02:12:12,239 happen it wasn't about the end of the 3109 02:12:14,950 --> 02:12:13,119 world 3110 02:12:16,790 --> 02:12:14,960 and it wasn't a singularity of 3111 02:12:19,030 --> 02:12:16,800 artificial intelligence 3112 02:12:20,069 --> 02:12:19,040 and a technocracy it was the exact 3113 02:12:22,470 --> 02:12:20,079 opposite 3114 02:12:23,589 --> 02:12:22,480 right it was the complexity of the mind 3115 02:12:26,470 --> 02:12:23,599 finally 3116 02:12:26,790 --> 02:12:26,480 coming together and we would understand 3117 02:12:30,310 --> 02:12:26,800 what 3118 02:12:32,550 --> 02:12:30,320 a consciousness was 3119 02:12:33,589 --> 02:12:32,560 yeah at his heart you know he was just a 3120 02:12:36,709 --> 02:12:33,599 hippie 3121 02:12:39,750 --> 02:12:36,719 and i think what he really wanted was 3122 02:12:43,350 --> 02:12:39,760 a kind of uh 3123 02:12:45,830 --> 02:12:43,360 like i said a hippie a hippie paradise 3124 02:12:48,149 --> 02:12:45,840 where we would live day to day we 3125 02:12:49,189 --> 02:12:48,159 wouldn't be in the corporate world we'd 3126 02:12:52,310 --> 02:12:49,199 be growing our own 3127 02:12:54,709 --> 02:12:52,320 food and taking care of ourselves and 3128 02:12:56,069 --> 02:12:54,719 more of a family and friends type of 3129 02:12:58,550 --> 02:12:56,079 atmosphere 3130 02:12:59,990 --> 02:12:58,560 and that we would use psychedelics and 3131 02:13:03,430 --> 02:13:00,000 technology 3132 02:13:05,910 --> 02:13:03,440 to you know uh move forward as a race 3133 02:13:10,390 --> 02:13:05,920 but not become machines 3134 02:13:13,990 --> 02:13:10,400 and uh that it would that the human race 3135 02:13:17,109 --> 02:13:14,000 had to stay human as we became 3136 02:13:20,950 --> 02:13:17,119 space farers and we moved out into 3137 02:13:21,430 --> 02:13:20,960 the uh outer space and into the galaxy 3138 02:13:25,589 --> 02:13:21,440 and 3139 02:13:28,470 --> 02:13:25,599 uh began to take our natural uh reign 3140 02:13:29,350 --> 02:13:28,480 as a you know a part of the galactic 3141 02:13:32,310 --> 02:13:29,360 neighborhood 3142 02:13:33,189 --> 02:13:32,320 and i think that he uh would not have 3143 02:13:36,790 --> 02:13:33,199 liked 3144 02:13:38,790 --> 02:13:36,800 a lot of the transhumanism 3145 02:13:40,229 --> 02:13:38,800 and the technocracy that we're seeing 3146 02:13:42,310 --> 02:13:40,239 today i just don't think 3147 02:13:43,350 --> 02:13:42,320 that terence would have liked that i 3148 02:13:46,229 --> 02:13:43,360 think he was 3149 02:13:46,550 --> 02:13:46,239 more in favor of a natural approach now 3150 02:13:49,109 --> 02:13:46,560 you 3151 02:13:50,310 --> 02:13:49,119 mentioned earlier now now's the time to 3152 02:13:52,629 --> 02:13:50,320 get to this 3153 02:13:55,430 --> 02:13:52,639 that here we are in 2020 we're moving 3154 02:13:57,510 --> 02:13:55,440 into 2021 3155 02:13:59,109 --> 02:13:57,520 and we will get this year behind us 3156 02:14:01,510 --> 02:13:59,119 somehow 3157 02:14:03,669 --> 02:14:01,520 that that is going to happen but but 3158 02:14:08,229 --> 02:14:03,679 that 2030 3159 02:14:11,510 --> 02:14:08,239 is a year that we need to focus on too 3160 02:14:12,550 --> 02:14:11,520 how does this apply back to uh terrance 3161 02:14:15,109 --> 02:14:12,560 in the e-ching 3162 02:14:16,629 --> 02:14:15,119 in the timeline that he was telling us 3163 02:14:18,950 --> 02:14:16,639 about 3164 02:14:19,750 --> 02:14:18,960 you know i really don't know um that 3165 02:14:22,550 --> 02:14:19,760 kind of the 3166 02:14:24,069 --> 02:14:22,560 uh interest in the in the in terrence's 3167 02:14:25,750 --> 02:14:24,079 work has fallen off that's one of the 3168 02:14:29,030 --> 02:14:25,760 reasons i'm doing this show 3169 02:14:30,229 --> 02:14:29,040 i want to reinvigorate the interest in 3170 02:14:33,189 --> 02:14:30,239 terrence's work 3171 02:14:34,709 --> 02:14:33,199 um i would like to find out what the 3172 02:14:36,069 --> 02:14:34,719 time wave is saying about this 3173 02:14:38,950 --> 02:14:36,079 particular time wave 3174 02:14:40,310 --> 02:14:38,960 our time period i bet it is going to be 3175 02:14:43,589 --> 02:14:40,320 spot on 3176 02:14:45,830 --> 02:14:43,599 um but uh you know what we're going 3177 02:14:49,669 --> 02:14:45,840 through now 3178 02:14:52,709 --> 02:14:49,679 is um the 3179 02:14:55,910 --> 02:14:52,719 what the alchemists and uh 3180 02:14:57,109 --> 02:14:55,920 always talked about was that there's 3181 02:15:00,550 --> 02:14:57,119 going to be 3182 02:15:04,470 --> 02:15:00,560 this time time in the future 3183 02:15:07,589 --> 02:15:04,480 where we're going to transform 3184 02:15:10,950 --> 02:15:07,599 uh from what we are to something 3185 02:15:13,030 --> 02:15:10,960 better and bigger and i believe that 3186 02:15:13,990 --> 02:15:13,040 that is the event that we are in right 3187 02:15:16,709 --> 02:15:14,000 now i know 3188 02:15:17,030 --> 02:15:16,719 that's what terence thought also and 3189 02:15:18,870 --> 02:15:17,040 that 3190 02:15:20,390 --> 02:15:18,880 all of these things technology 3191 02:15:22,950 --> 02:15:20,400 psychedelics 3192 02:15:24,790 --> 02:15:22,960 uh the ability to communicate uh the 3193 02:15:27,990 --> 02:15:24,800 expanding consciousness 3194 02:15:31,669 --> 02:15:28,000 and the ever increasing complexity 3195 02:15:33,430 --> 02:15:31,679 would create a different kind of human 3196 02:15:36,629 --> 02:15:33,440 being 3197 02:15:39,830 --> 02:15:36,639 than the warrior 3198 02:15:41,750 --> 02:15:39,840 uh destroy nature uh kind of human being 3199 02:15:44,390 --> 02:15:41,760 that we've had in the past 3200 02:15:45,589 --> 02:15:44,400 and i now believe that i can actually 3201 02:15:48,390 --> 02:15:45,599 see 3202 02:15:50,149 --> 02:15:48,400 how that is going to unfold and i 3203 02:15:52,550 --> 02:15:50,159 believe that it's going to start here 3204 02:15:53,830 --> 02:15:52,560 soon we're going to face incredible 3205 02:15:55,430 --> 02:15:53,840 crisis 3206 02:15:58,310 --> 02:15:55,440 over the next few years i'd like to 3207 02:16:01,669 --> 02:15:58,320 point out that 3208 02:16:04,709 --> 02:16:01,679 every every 80 years the united states 3209 02:16:08,149 --> 02:16:04,719 goes through a very tumultuous change 3210 02:16:08,470 --> 02:16:08,159 um uh a hundred and sixty years ago or 3211 02:16:11,790 --> 02:16:08,480 two 3212 02:16:16,229 --> 02:16:11,800 eighty year cycles to go uh it was uh 3213 02:16:18,470 --> 02:16:16,239 1860 the civil war started in 1861. 3214 02:16:20,790 --> 02:16:18,480 i would point out that one 80-year cycle 3215 02:16:23,990 --> 02:16:20,800 ago was 1940 3216 02:16:25,350 --> 02:16:24,000 and world war ii started in 1941 3217 02:16:27,589 --> 02:16:25,360 and we are now at the beginning of 3218 02:16:30,149 --> 02:16:27,599 another 80-year cycle 3219 02:16:32,070 --> 02:16:30,159 uh that has all been pointed out by the 3220 02:16:32,629 --> 02:16:32,080 two historians strauss and howe in their 3221 02:16:35,110 --> 02:16:32,639 book 3222 02:16:36,469 --> 02:16:35,120 the fourth turning uh which i i don't 3223 02:16:37,669 --> 02:16:36,479 know if terence had a chance to read 3224 02:16:41,030 --> 02:16:37,679 that book but i bet 3225 02:16:44,830 --> 02:16:41,040 he would have loved it and um so 3226 02:16:47,509 --> 02:16:44,840 we've had two wars exactly on those 3227 02:16:48,870 --> 02:16:47,519 marks and so i pray we don't have a war 3228 02:16:53,110 --> 02:16:48,880 in 2021 3229 02:16:56,469 --> 02:16:53,120 but i'm looking for a um 3230 02:17:00,709 --> 02:16:56,479 a huge amount of sudden 3231 02:17:03,750 --> 02:17:00,719 change and disclosure and 3232 02:17:07,750 --> 02:17:03,760 scientific inventions and crazy 3233 02:17:10,629 --> 02:17:07,760 creativity to emerge over the next uh 3234 02:17:12,150 --> 02:17:10,639 nine years or so and we're going to come 3235 02:17:14,549 --> 02:17:12,160 out the other end now 3236 02:17:15,990 --> 02:17:14,559 what the establishment watches you know 3237 02:17:19,190 --> 02:17:16,000 in 2030 is 3238 02:17:22,709 --> 02:17:19,200 that we're all inside the smart cities 3239 02:17:25,190 --> 02:17:22,719 driverless cars um 3240 02:17:25,910 --> 02:17:25,200 you know we're all jacked into the 3241 02:17:29,030 --> 02:17:25,920 internet 3242 02:17:29,910 --> 02:17:29,040 and we can uh access google with a 3243 02:17:33,349 --> 02:17:29,920 thought 3244 02:17:33,669 --> 02:17:33,359 and uh we have machine chips inside of 3245 02:17:36,469 --> 02:17:33,679 us 3246 02:17:37,750 --> 02:17:36,479 and this is what the technocrats this is 3247 02:17:39,910 --> 02:17:37,760 their wet dream 3248 02:17:41,349 --> 02:17:39,920 of what they want to have happen here 3249 02:17:43,910 --> 02:17:41,359 and they're pushing very 3250 02:17:46,070 --> 02:17:43,920 much for that they are getting pushed 3251 02:17:49,669 --> 02:17:46,080 back from people like elon musk 3252 02:17:49,990 --> 02:17:49,679 and others but um they seem like they 3253 02:17:52,790 --> 02:17:50,000 are 3254 02:17:53,270 --> 02:17:52,800 determined to push us into that future 3255 02:17:55,669 --> 02:17:53,280 and 3256 02:17:56,629 --> 02:17:55,679 so again that's another reason why i'm 3257 02:17:59,990 --> 02:17:56,639 trying to 3258 02:18:03,669 --> 02:18:00,000 bring terence's philosophy back 3259 02:18:04,950 --> 02:18:03,679 of a more natural future a a less 3260 02:18:06,950 --> 02:18:04,960 technocratic 3261 02:18:08,070 --> 02:18:06,960 future a future where we don't become 3262 02:18:11,270 --> 02:18:08,080 machines 3263 02:18:14,469 --> 02:18:11,280 but we become complex 3264 02:18:18,070 --> 02:18:14,479 organic entities uh able to 3265 02:18:21,429 --> 02:18:18,080 create and intuit uh our future 3266 02:18:23,270 --> 02:18:21,439 and uh regain our psychic abilities and 3267 02:18:24,549 --> 02:18:23,280 all the things that have atrophied over 3268 02:18:26,950 --> 02:18:24,559 the 6 3269 02:18:27,910 --> 02:18:26,960 000 years of sobriety as terence would 3270 02:18:30,750 --> 02:18:27,920 say 3271 02:18:32,629 --> 02:18:30,760 uh where we created this mechanistic 3272 02:18:33,990 --> 02:18:32,639 technological world 3273 02:18:36,629 --> 02:18:34,000 and now we're going to shed that 3274 02:18:38,389 --> 02:18:36,639 technological mechanical we're not 3275 02:18:40,230 --> 02:18:38,399 shedding it we're going to keep it 3276 02:18:41,509 --> 02:18:40,240 but and we're going to advance on it but 3277 02:18:44,629 --> 02:18:41,519 we're not going to let that 3278 02:18:47,750 --> 02:18:44,639 be the driving force behind 3279 02:18:50,150 --> 02:18:47,760 our consciousness we're going to let um 3280 02:18:52,150 --> 02:18:50,160 other things that are more important 3281 02:18:54,790 --> 02:18:52,160 become part of that consciousness and 3282 02:18:57,110 --> 02:18:54,800 maybe possibly we will be in contact 3283 02:19:00,469 --> 02:18:57,120 with interdimensional beings very soon 3284 02:19:02,870 --> 02:19:00,479 here or alien life forms 3285 02:19:05,589 --> 02:19:02,880 is about to happen well we've wanted 3286 02:19:08,549 --> 02:19:05,599 that since the dawn of man 3287 02:19:10,549 --> 02:19:08,559 right that is the we there's three 3288 02:19:13,110 --> 02:19:10,559 fundamental questions right 3289 02:19:14,150 --> 02:19:13,120 how did we get here who are we and are 3290 02:19:17,030 --> 02:19:14,160 we alone 3291 02:19:17,589 --> 02:19:17,040 right i mean that's that's really it and 3292 02:19:19,429 --> 02:19:17,599 and 3293 02:19:21,030 --> 02:19:19,439 check this quote out from terence 3294 02:19:24,950 --> 02:19:21,040 speaking of that 3295 02:19:28,790 --> 02:19:24,960 perfect timing quote right here and now 3296 02:19:31,349 --> 02:19:28,800 one quanta away there is a raging 3297 02:19:33,589 --> 02:19:31,359 universe of active intelligence that is 3298 02:19:37,190 --> 02:19:33,599 transhuman hyperdimensional 3299 02:19:39,030 --> 02:19:37,200 and extremely alien what is driving 3300 02:19:42,150 --> 02:19:39,040 religious feeling today 3301 02:19:45,830 --> 02:19:42,160 is a wish for contact with this 3302 02:19:49,190 --> 02:19:48,710 right on right on and and and you know 3303 02:19:51,030 --> 02:19:49,200 what 3304 02:19:52,550 --> 02:19:51,040 let me let me say this jay i want your 3305 02:19:54,230 --> 02:19:52,560 comment on this 3306 02:19:56,550 --> 02:19:54,240 with everything that we are going 3307 02:19:57,349 --> 02:19:56,560 through right now in the media ufos in 3308 02:20:00,870 --> 02:19:57,359 the media 3309 02:20:04,150 --> 02:20:00,880 television uh documentaries this show 3310 02:20:07,910 --> 02:20:04,160 you the productions that you have done 3311 02:20:08,630 --> 02:20:07,920 the uh the question of contact is coming 3312 02:20:10,710 --> 02:20:08,640 at us 3313 02:20:11,750 --> 02:20:10,720 uh not only through mass media but it's 3314 02:20:14,230 --> 02:20:11,760 coming at us through 3315 02:20:15,349 --> 02:20:14,240 science and exoplanets and fast radio 3316 02:20:17,990 --> 02:20:15,359 bursts and 3317 02:20:19,830 --> 02:20:18,000 and the question of is there life out 3318 02:20:21,190 --> 02:20:19,840 there we got the news yesterday about 3319 02:20:25,270 --> 02:20:21,200 venus right it is 3320 02:20:28,389 --> 02:20:25,280 every day now it is front and center 3321 02:20:29,990 --> 02:20:28,399 for pop culture this is exactly what 3322 02:20:33,030 --> 02:20:30,000 terence is talking about here 3323 02:20:34,230 --> 02:20:33,040 right we are going through this we want 3324 02:20:37,429 --> 02:20:34,240 this contact 3325 02:20:40,710 --> 02:20:37,439 don't we we do 3326 02:20:44,070 --> 02:20:40,720 and again you can 3327 02:20:46,950 --> 02:20:44,080 have that contact uh you know with 3328 02:20:48,070 --> 02:20:46,960 these uh extra dimensional beings um 3329 02:20:49,990 --> 02:20:48,080 i've had the 3330 02:20:51,270 --> 02:20:50,000 contact with them and i know terence de 3331 02:20:55,110 --> 02:20:51,280 tune you probably 3332 02:20:56,469 --> 02:20:55,120 have also um it's it's the the problem 3333 02:21:00,550 --> 02:20:56,479 isn't the 3334 02:21:03,030 --> 02:21:00,560 contact the problem is the context 3335 02:21:03,830 --> 02:21:03,040 so we can have a contact i can have a 3336 02:21:05,910 --> 02:21:03,840 contact 3337 02:21:07,910 --> 02:21:05,920 with an extra dimensional being and then 3338 02:21:09,590 --> 02:21:07,920 call you up and you know blab endlessly 3339 02:21:12,469 --> 02:21:09,600 about what i was told 3340 02:21:13,590 --> 02:21:12,479 but you listening will not have any 3341 02:21:16,710 --> 02:21:13,600 context 3342 02:21:17,510 --> 02:21:16,720 for what i'm saying and so it's kind of 3343 02:21:21,110 --> 02:21:17,520 useless 3344 02:21:25,349 --> 02:21:21,120 and so what we need to have is 3345 02:21:28,230 --> 02:21:25,359 a a a a more like more like a phone call 3346 02:21:30,309 --> 02:21:28,240 than a dream a psychedelic state or a 3347 02:21:32,790 --> 02:21:30,319 mystical state is more like a dream 3348 02:21:33,429 --> 02:21:32,800 and what we really yearn for is a phone 3349 02:21:36,070 --> 02:21:33,439 call 3350 02:21:38,070 --> 02:21:36,080 a real true communication and i think 3351 02:21:40,469 --> 02:21:38,080 actually we're on the edge of it 3352 02:21:41,349 --> 02:21:40,479 if it hasn't already happened which it 3353 02:21:43,349 --> 02:21:41,359 may have 3354 02:21:45,349 --> 02:21:43,359 they're acting as if it's already 3355 02:21:47,510 --> 02:21:45,359 happened and that they're just 3356 02:21:49,590 --> 02:21:47,520 waiting to tell us in some way should 3357 02:21:53,990 --> 02:21:49,600 everybody on this planet jay 3358 02:21:56,870 --> 02:21:54,000 and i i mean everybody should everybody 3359 02:21:57,270 --> 02:21:56,880 have an ayahuasca ceremony seven and a 3360 02:22:00,309 --> 02:21:57,280 half 3361 02:22:04,790 --> 02:22:03,190 uh no i don't think so i think there's a 3362 02:22:05,910 --> 02:22:04,800 lot of people 3363 02:22:08,469 --> 02:22:05,920 they would literally go out of their 3364 02:22:11,510 --> 02:22:08,479 minds and never recover 3365 02:22:14,550 --> 02:22:11,520 um i think only the brave and the happy 3366 02:22:15,270 --> 02:22:14,560 uh can uh endure such a thing but then 3367 02:22:17,830 --> 02:22:15,280 again 3368 02:22:19,590 --> 02:22:17,840 only the brave and happy can you know 3369 02:22:23,590 --> 02:22:19,600 travel the world and 3370 02:22:26,870 --> 02:22:23,600 and uh be be okay with it so 3371 02:22:30,950 --> 02:22:26,880 right now we see that the world is um 3372 02:22:33,349 --> 02:22:30,960 being bifurcated into the terrified 3373 02:22:34,469 --> 02:22:33,359 and the non-terrified and you know the 3374 02:22:35,990 --> 02:22:34,479 terrified are 3375 02:22:37,990 --> 02:22:36,000 don't want to come out of their homes 3376 02:22:39,110 --> 02:22:38,000 and they want to put all sorts of 3377 02:22:41,190 --> 02:22:39,120 protection 3378 02:22:44,309 --> 02:22:41,200 gear on him and that's fine go for it i 3379 02:22:46,469 --> 02:22:44,319 have nothing no problem with that 3380 02:22:48,309 --> 02:22:46,479 i'm not particularly going to do that 3381 02:22:51,110 --> 02:22:48,319 i'm not particularly 3382 02:22:51,910 --> 02:22:51,120 terrified of what's going on uh and i 3383 02:22:54,389 --> 02:22:51,920 think that 3384 02:22:56,550 --> 02:22:54,399 the world is dividing and terence would 3385 02:22:59,510 --> 02:22:56,560 really agree with this statement i think 3386 02:23:00,550 --> 02:22:59,520 the world is being divided in to the 3387 02:23:03,670 --> 02:23:00,560 courageous 3388 02:23:06,550 --> 02:23:03,680 would say 3389 02:23:07,190 --> 02:23:06,560 nature loves the courageous and it 3390 02:23:09,830 --> 02:23:07,200 removes 3391 02:23:10,469 --> 02:23:09,840 barriers to the courageous and i can 3392 02:23:13,670 --> 02:23:10,479 speak 3393 02:23:15,990 --> 02:23:13,680 and testify that that is absolutely true 3394 02:23:16,790 --> 02:23:16,000 but i have gotten over my fears 3395 02:23:19,429 --> 02:23:16,800 personally 3396 02:23:21,270 --> 02:23:19,439 and done something that uh was 3397 02:23:24,230 --> 02:23:21,280 incredibly courageous 3398 02:23:24,710 --> 02:23:24,240 i have discovered that nature reacts to 3399 02:23:27,670 --> 02:23:24,720 it by 3400 02:23:28,870 --> 02:23:27,680 granting me favors and i think parents 3401 02:23:30,389 --> 02:23:28,880 knew that too 3402 02:23:32,150 --> 02:23:30,399 and i think that's what happens with 3403 02:23:34,710 --> 02:23:32,160 courageous people is 3404 02:23:38,630 --> 02:23:34,720 they do a courageous act and then they 3405 02:23:40,389 --> 02:23:38,640 realize that they've been granted favors 3406 02:23:41,750 --> 02:23:40,399 and that encourages them to make more 3407 02:23:44,469 --> 02:23:41,760 courageous acts 3408 02:23:46,070 --> 02:23:44,479 and then pretty soon it's only the 3409 02:23:47,990 --> 02:23:46,080 courageous people that are actually 3410 02:23:49,110 --> 02:23:48,000 doing anything and that's where we are 3411 02:23:51,590 --> 02:23:49,120 right now 3412 02:23:53,510 --> 02:23:51,600 and uh they have scared the living 3413 02:23:56,469 --> 02:23:53,520 daylights out of everybody 3414 02:23:58,150 --> 02:23:56,479 and uh right now the people that are 3415 02:24:00,790 --> 02:23:58,160 emerging to lead this world 3416 02:24:01,910 --> 02:24:00,800 into the next world are going to be the 3417 02:24:05,750 --> 02:24:01,920 courageous 3418 02:24:08,309 --> 02:24:05,760 i can't say who so respect me for that 3419 02:24:09,270 --> 02:24:08,319 for saying this i can't say who uh but 3420 02:24:12,870 --> 02:24:09,280 last month i'm 3421 02:24:14,550 --> 02:24:12,880 speaking with uh a pretty big time 3422 02:24:17,349 --> 02:24:14,560 hollywood director 3423 02:24:18,150 --> 02:24:17,359 okay put that in the back of your mind 3424 02:24:21,750 --> 02:24:18,160 and 3425 02:24:25,670 --> 02:24:21,760 he said to me that 3426 02:24:29,030 --> 02:24:25,680 last year he had an ayahuasca ceremony 3427 02:24:31,030 --> 02:24:29,040 one time i said oh really 3428 02:24:32,630 --> 02:24:31,040 tell me about it and he said it scared 3429 02:24:35,510 --> 02:24:32,640 the crap out of me 3430 02:24:38,150 --> 02:24:35,520 i said why and he goes well i said did 3431 02:24:42,950 --> 02:24:38,160 you see the beings he go see the beings 3432 02:24:46,790 --> 02:24:42,960 man i walked around in this world 3433 02:24:48,550 --> 02:24:46,800 i made contact with aliens 3434 02:24:50,230 --> 02:24:48,560 and it scared the crap out of me i said 3435 02:24:52,150 --> 02:24:50,240 why because it's not what they said or 3436 02:24:55,590 --> 02:24:52,160 anything it's not about that 3437 02:24:57,429 --> 02:24:55,600 it's that it was real 3438 02:25:00,550 --> 02:24:57,439 i said what do you mean he said it was 3439 02:25:04,070 --> 02:25:00,560 real there's no question about it i went 3440 02:25:07,190 --> 02:25:04,080 and visited a parallel world it exists 3441 02:25:10,230 --> 02:25:07,200 i made contact with aliens and i 3442 02:25:11,349 --> 02:25:10,240 spoke to them i said did you remember he 3443 02:25:13,750 --> 02:25:11,359 goes man 3444 02:25:16,230 --> 02:25:13,760 i remember everything oh it wasn't 3445 02:25:20,150 --> 02:25:16,240 ayahuasca i'm sorry it was dmt 3446 02:25:23,590 --> 02:25:20,160 and uh anyway i said did you 3447 02:25:26,630 --> 02:25:23,600 i remember everything it was real man 3448 02:25:29,190 --> 02:25:26,640 and it scared me it exist 3449 02:25:31,750 --> 02:25:29,200 and it stopped me in my tracks jay this 3450 02:25:34,790 --> 02:25:31,760 is somebody that i respect a lot 3451 02:25:37,190 --> 02:25:34,800 that was um absolutely 3452 02:25:38,150 --> 02:25:37,200 be careful what you wish for right you 3453 02:25:40,630 --> 02:25:38,160 want the experience 3454 02:25:42,950 --> 02:25:40,640 you want and then you find out that what 3455 02:25:45,590 --> 02:25:42,960 everybody else is talking about there 3456 02:25:46,950 --> 02:25:45,600 out there is is real that there is a 3457 02:25:50,389 --> 02:25:46,960 parallel dimension 3458 02:25:53,349 --> 02:25:50,399 to this world that you can go and visit 3459 02:25:55,429 --> 02:25:53,359 and according to this gentleman and 3460 02:25:58,630 --> 02:25:55,439 others but according to him directly 3461 02:25:59,750 --> 02:25:58,640 it's as physical as anything else and it 3462 02:26:02,950 --> 02:25:59,760 stopped me in my tracks 3463 02:26:04,469 --> 02:26:02,960 and and terence said uh and we'll leave 3464 02:26:06,230 --> 02:26:04,479 on this note 3465 02:26:07,590 --> 02:26:06,240 uh terence said i don't have the quote 3466 02:26:11,429 --> 02:26:07,600 in front of me but 3467 02:26:13,030 --> 02:26:11,439 he said that the alien contact 3468 02:26:16,309 --> 02:26:13,040 experience 3469 02:26:19,349 --> 02:26:16,319 uh with ayahuasca and dmt 3470 02:26:21,510 --> 02:26:19,359 is identical nearly identi 3471 02:26:22,550 --> 02:26:21,520 a nearly identical picture that you can 3472 02:26:26,070 --> 02:26:22,560 paint with 3473 02:26:28,950 --> 02:26:26,080 everybody that has had the experience 3474 02:26:30,150 --> 02:26:28,960 the phenomenon is real and that's coming 3475 02:26:36,550 --> 02:26:30,160 from terrence that 3476 02:26:39,510 --> 02:26:37,910 uh i would totally agree with that i 3477 02:26:40,309 --> 02:26:39,520 know graham hancock would agree with 3478 02:26:44,870 --> 02:26:40,319 that 3479 02:26:46,950 --> 02:26:44,880 and it really um changes the way 3480 02:26:48,950 --> 02:26:46,960 that you look at the universe and you 3481 02:26:49,830 --> 02:26:48,960 don't see it as spaceships going through 3482 02:26:52,389 --> 02:26:49,840 space 3483 02:26:54,150 --> 02:26:52,399 you see it as intermingling of 3484 02:26:57,750 --> 02:26:54,160 dimensions in space 3485 02:27:00,150 --> 02:26:57,760 with beings from both sides sometimes 3486 02:27:04,630 --> 02:27:00,160 able to communicate with each other 3487 02:27:07,190 --> 02:27:04,640 and both sides of this parallel universe 3488 02:27:07,910 --> 02:27:07,200 both yearn to communicate with the other 3489 02:27:10,150 --> 02:27:07,920 side 3490 02:27:12,469 --> 02:27:10,160 it's one of the biggest things about it 3491 02:27:14,030 --> 02:27:12,479 and and when we ignore 3492 02:27:15,990 --> 02:27:14,040 these other beings they're really 3493 02:27:19,110 --> 02:27:16,000 disappointed in us 3494 02:27:20,630 --> 02:27:19,120 and when um and the same thing is true 3495 02:27:23,110 --> 02:27:20,640 when they ignore us 3496 02:27:24,150 --> 02:27:23,120 and so what we want to do is uh 3497 02:27:26,790 --> 02:27:24,160 encourage this 3498 02:27:28,230 --> 02:27:26,800 interaction between these dimensions so 3499 02:27:31,190 --> 02:27:28,240 that we can communicate 3500 02:27:32,630 --> 02:27:31,200 and get real knowledge remember uh 3501 02:27:34,550 --> 02:27:32,640 francis crick who uh 3502 02:27:37,349 --> 02:27:34,560 invented who discovered the shape of the 3503 02:27:39,750 --> 02:27:37,359 dna discovered that in a dream 3504 02:27:41,830 --> 02:27:39,760 it wasn't something that he did as a 3505 02:27:42,710 --> 02:27:41,840 physical experiment it came to him as a 3506 02:27:45,590 --> 02:27:42,720 dream 3507 02:27:47,030 --> 02:27:45,600 so the knowledge comes to us true 3508 02:27:49,750 --> 02:27:47,040 knowledge can come to us 3509 02:27:51,349 --> 02:27:49,760 in ways that are completely unexpected 3510 02:27:54,389 --> 02:27:51,359 what's next for you jay what are you 3511 02:27:58,710 --> 02:27:56,950 um i'm thinking about doing a kind of a 3512 02:28:02,150 --> 02:27:58,720 mind-blowing short film 3513 02:28:05,510 --> 02:28:02,160 about uh about mysticism 3514 02:28:06,309 --> 02:28:05,520 and the plasma universe and where we are 3515 02:28:09,750 --> 02:28:06,319 headed 3516 02:28:11,270 --> 02:28:09,760 as a species and how far along in 3517 02:28:14,150 --> 02:28:11,280 development is this is it 3518 02:28:15,670 --> 02:28:14,160 is it an idea or are you ready to pull 3519 02:28:18,550 --> 02:28:15,680 the trigger 3520 02:28:20,150 --> 02:28:18,560 i'm writing the script right now uh yeah 3521 02:28:22,469 --> 02:28:20,160 i've got the money to do it 3522 02:28:23,910 --> 02:28:22,479 i've got the equipment to do it i've got 3523 02:28:25,670 --> 02:28:23,920 the skill to do it 3524 02:28:27,190 --> 02:28:25,680 uh it's just i want to make sure i do it 3525 02:28:30,950 --> 02:28:27,200 right because 3526 02:28:34,070 --> 02:28:30,960 you know at this stage um 3527 02:28:36,230 --> 02:28:34,080 art is also going to be transformed very 3528 02:28:39,110 --> 02:28:36,240 quickly here by technology 3529 02:28:40,790 --> 02:28:39,120 so we all also have to be aware of that 3530 02:28:41,990 --> 02:28:40,800 that may be what your director friend is 3531 02:28:44,309 --> 02:28:42,000 afraid of too 3532 02:28:46,389 --> 02:28:44,319 may have seen that he may not have a job 3533 02:28:48,070 --> 02:28:46,399 in a few years because a.i will be 3534 02:28:50,309 --> 02:28:48,080 making movies 3535 02:28:51,750 --> 02:28:50,319 thank you so much man it's great to have 3536 02:28:54,550 --> 02:28:51,760 you back on the show 3537 02:28:56,070 --> 02:28:54,560 and uh i miss our conversations jay and 3538 02:28:59,910 --> 02:28:56,080 be safe and be well 3539 02:29:03,349 --> 02:28:59,920 and all my best to sharon you too 3540 02:29:06,389 --> 02:29:03,359 the best the best jay widener 3541 02:29:08,830 --> 02:29:06,399 now for everybody it's very simple just 3542 02:29:11,190 --> 02:29:08,840 go to 3543 02:29:12,070 --> 02:29:11,200 sacredmysteries.com all of jay's movies 3544 02:29:14,070 --> 02:29:12,080 are there 3545 02:29:16,389 --> 02:29:14,080 everything that he is constantly working 3546 02:29:18,190 --> 02:29:16,399 on all of sharon's work is there too as 3547 02:29:19,910 --> 02:29:18,200 well 3548 02:29:21,349 --> 02:29:19,920 sacredmysteries.com with that i'm going 3549 02:29:23,030 --> 02:29:21,359 to take a quick break 3550 02:29:24,550 --> 02:29:23,040 and i've been watching the phones ring 3551 02:29:25,349 --> 02:29:24,560 off the hook all through the show 3552 02:29:36,790 --> 02:29:25,359 tonight 3553 02:29:37,670 --> 02:29:36,800 the life and times of terence mckenna 3554 02:29:41,830 --> 02:29:37,680 thank you jay 3555 02:29:43,670 --> 02:29:41,840 great conversation 747-228-2051 i'll be 3556 02:29:50,240 --> 02:29:43,680 right back with your phone calls 3557 02:30:03,110 --> 02:29:50,250 stay with me 3558 02:30:07,349 --> 02:30:05,429 hey what up y'all biblical fox here and 3559 02:30:12,550 --> 02:30:07,359 you are listening to my boy 3560 02:30:23,190 --> 02:30:15,830 despite popular opinion reading a book 3561 02:30:26,950 --> 02:30:24,870 this is jimmy church of fade 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right welcome back fade to black i 3640 02:33:52,230 --> 02:33:50,640 am your host jimmy church 3641 02:33:54,309 --> 02:33:52,240 i want to thank jay widener great 3642 02:33:56,150 --> 02:33:54,319 conversation tonight 3643 02:33:58,070 --> 02:33:56,160 the life and times of terence mckenna i 3644 02:34:00,630 --> 02:33:58,080 cannot imagine 3645 02:34:02,550 --> 02:34:00,640 what it would be like to sit down and 3646 02:34:05,270 --> 02:34:02,560 have a conversation with terence 3647 02:34:06,550 --> 02:34:05,280 and wow what a guest he would make for 3648 02:34:09,590 --> 02:34:06,560 the show 3649 02:34:12,550 --> 02:34:09,600 um his his outlook 3650 02:34:13,670 --> 02:34:12,560 and i encourage anybody and everybody to 3651 02:34:16,790 --> 02:34:13,680 go 3652 02:34:19,429 --> 02:34:16,800 and and watch some of his conferences 3653 02:34:21,110 --> 02:34:19,439 uh listen to uh his recordings his 3654 02:34:21,990 --> 02:34:21,120 interviews that he has done over the 3655 02:34:25,910 --> 02:34:22,000 years 3656 02:34:28,710 --> 02:34:25,920 um just extraordinary and when i 3657 02:34:29,830 --> 02:34:28,720 uh started to pick up on terence he was 3658 02:34:33,670 --> 02:34:29,840 still alive 3659 02:34:36,389 --> 02:34:33,680 then and i was able to uh 3660 02:34:38,230 --> 02:34:36,399 see and read things from him uh when 3661 02:34:41,510 --> 02:34:38,240 they were still current 3662 02:34:43,510 --> 02:34:41,520 and i just i i have never 3663 02:34:44,630 --> 02:34:43,520 look i just want to be clear here i've 3664 02:34:48,550 --> 02:34:44,640 said this enough 3665 02:34:51,910 --> 02:34:48,560 i have never done an ayahuasca ceremony 3666 02:34:55,190 --> 02:34:51,920 i have not gone down the dmt 3667 02:34:58,389 --> 02:34:55,200 road the opportunities have been there 3668 02:35:01,110 --> 02:34:58,399 and one day right right right situation 3669 02:35:01,750 --> 02:35:01,120 the right moment uh i've got to go and 3670 02:35:05,429 --> 02:35:01,760 check it out 3671 02:35:06,870 --> 02:35:05,439 at least once and uh and and see 3672 02:35:09,590 --> 02:35:06,880 see what's going on there i would like 3673 02:35:13,349 --> 02:35:09,600 to be able to comment on it firsthand 3674 02:35:15,429 --> 02:35:13,359 um but that being said um i am 3675 02:35:17,110 --> 02:35:15,439 uh looking at mark toronto posted a 3676 02:35:19,349 --> 02:35:17,120 great question here 3677 02:35:20,309 --> 02:35:19,359 uh yes he he can do that from time to 3678 02:35:22,550 --> 02:35:20,319 time 3679 02:35:24,309 --> 02:35:22,560 but he says is human spiritual 3680 02:35:26,230 --> 02:35:24,319 consciousness being suppressed by 3681 02:35:29,590 --> 02:35:26,240 today's society 3682 02:35:33,110 --> 02:35:29,600 and i would say yes and no 3683 02:35:36,870 --> 02:35:33,120 i would say yes and no i think the quest 3684 02:35:39,590 --> 02:35:36,880 for what consciousness is is 3685 02:35:40,150 --> 02:35:39,600 uh out there stronger than ever before 3686 02:35:43,510 --> 02:35:40,160 because 3687 02:35:46,230 --> 02:35:43,520 we we know now that it is one of the 3688 02:35:48,230 --> 02:35:46,240 great unknowns 3689 02:35:49,590 --> 02:35:48,240 physicists don't have a clue science 3690 02:35:52,630 --> 02:35:49,600 doesn't have a clue 3691 02:35:55,510 --> 02:35:52,640 the spiritual community uh which has 3692 02:35:57,429 --> 02:35:55,520 been out there on this uh quest for what 3693 02:35:59,670 --> 02:35:57,439 consciousness is 3694 02:36:01,270 --> 02:35:59,680 um i think it it's right there 3695 02:36:03,110 --> 02:36:01,280 technology today 3696 02:36:04,790 --> 02:36:03,120 and i've been talking about this a lot 3697 02:36:08,469 --> 02:36:04,800 lately um 3698 02:36:12,389 --> 02:36:08,479 technology today is starting to 3699 02:36:16,389 --> 02:36:12,399 i think suppress is the right word where 3700 02:36:18,389 --> 02:36:16,399 the answers for uh the generation that 3701 02:36:20,630 --> 02:36:18,399 is below us right now the younger 3702 02:36:24,309 --> 02:36:20,640 generations 3703 02:36:26,550 --> 02:36:24,319 the the world for them 3704 02:36:28,309 --> 02:36:26,560 is the internet and that's where they 3705 02:36:30,469 --> 02:36:28,319 get all of their answers that's where 3706 02:36:33,270 --> 02:36:30,479 their relationships are built 3707 02:36:33,910 --> 02:36:33,280 uh it's not only their entertainment but 3708 02:36:40,389 --> 02:36:33,920 it is 3709 02:36:42,230 --> 02:36:40,399 the world for them as it exists today 3710 02:36:43,830 --> 02:36:42,240 is on the internet what does that do 3711 02:36:47,750 --> 02:36:43,840 with consciousness 3712 02:36:50,389 --> 02:36:47,760 i i don't know and is there a quest 3713 02:36:51,750 --> 02:36:50,399 uh for spirituality and consciousness 3714 02:36:55,270 --> 02:36:51,760 and what it is 3715 02:36:58,309 --> 02:36:55,280 in these uh young 3716 02:36:59,349 --> 02:36:58,319 people of today that are living their 3717 02:37:01,750 --> 02:36:59,359 life on the internet 3718 02:37:02,830 --> 02:37:01,760 i don't know and only time's gonna tell 3719 02:37:06,230 --> 02:37:02,840 um 3720 02:37:07,670 --> 02:37:06,240 74722 if you're on hold i'll get to you 3721 02:37:10,309 --> 02:37:07,680 in just a second 3722 02:37:12,309 --> 02:37:10,319 but that is one of the points that uh 3723 02:37:13,830 --> 02:37:12,319 jay has been bringing up not only on 3724 02:37:17,190 --> 02:37:13,840 this program today but 3725 02:37:20,710 --> 02:37:17,200 but in social media about what these 3726 02:37:23,429 --> 02:37:20,720 next 10 years are going to be 3727 02:37:24,950 --> 02:37:23,439 we have to understand that we have 3728 02:37:27,270 --> 02:37:24,960 created this world 3729 02:37:28,550 --> 02:37:27,280 for our children today and i'm talking 3730 02:37:30,630 --> 02:37:28,560 about the world of 3731 02:37:32,070 --> 02:37:30,640 social media and the internet the 3732 02:37:35,190 --> 02:37:32,080 digital age the internet 3733 02:37:36,469 --> 02:37:35,200 age and the consequences of that we 3734 02:37:39,030 --> 02:37:36,479 don't know yet 3735 02:37:40,950 --> 02:37:39,040 and certainly we didn't know in 1995 3736 02:37:44,070 --> 02:37:40,960 when all of this started to kick off 3737 02:37:46,710 --> 02:37:44,080 and and go crazy and 3738 02:37:47,590 --> 02:37:46,720 what it is developed into i don't know 3739 02:37:50,630 --> 02:37:47,600 and 3740 02:37:51,830 --> 02:37:50,640 uh today with something like uh kim 3741 02:37:53,670 --> 02:37:51,840 kardashian 3742 02:37:55,830 --> 02:37:53,680 to make these statements especially on 3743 02:37:57,510 --> 02:37:55,840 the heels of 3744 02:37:59,030 --> 02:37:57,520 what i've been talking about for the 3745 02:38:01,349 --> 02:37:59,040 last five years 3746 02:38:02,630 --> 02:38:01,359 and certainly bringing forward over the 3747 02:38:05,990 --> 02:38:02,640 last couple of weeks and 3748 02:38:09,270 --> 02:38:06,000 and this week is that i'm alarmed 3749 02:38:13,590 --> 02:38:09,280 i'm alarmed and i'm not comfortable with 3750 02:38:15,990 --> 02:38:13,600 the direction of the mind 3751 02:38:17,270 --> 02:38:16,000 it it's being controlled and this is not 3752 02:38:20,630 --> 02:38:17,280 a 1984 3753 02:38:23,190 --> 02:38:20,640 george orwellian although it is 3754 02:38:24,870 --> 02:38:23,200 a scenario i'm not bringing that up i'm 3755 02:38:28,309 --> 02:38:24,880 talking about the reality 3756 02:38:32,070 --> 02:38:28,319 of today this is not 3757 02:38:32,790 --> 02:38:32,080 conspiracy theory crazy talk tinfoil hat 3758 02:38:35,990 --> 02:38:32,800 stuff 3759 02:38:37,910 --> 02:38:36,000 we are going through this right now as a 3760 02:38:40,950 --> 02:38:37,920 society as a country and 3761 02:38:43,110 --> 02:38:40,960 as a world so what do we do 3762 02:38:44,230 --> 02:38:43,120 is there the ability to put the car in 3763 02:38:47,030 --> 02:38:44,240 reverse 3764 02:38:47,990 --> 02:38:47,040 and and try to fix things have we gone 3765 02:38:51,030 --> 02:38:48,000 too far 3766 02:38:51,830 --> 02:38:51,040 do we now have to allow it to just play 3767 02:38:55,750 --> 02:38:51,840 out 3768 02:38:58,630 --> 02:38:55,760 and see what happens can we expect uh 3769 02:39:00,070 --> 02:38:58,640 facebook and google and twitter and 3770 02:39:02,870 --> 02:39:00,080 instagram 3771 02:39:03,990 --> 02:39:02,880 uh and these other social media internet 3772 02:39:07,110 --> 02:39:04,000 companies to accept 3773 02:39:10,389 --> 02:39:07,120 responsibility and to fix things 3774 02:39:13,590 --> 02:39:10,399 is that a possibility i don't 3775 02:39:13,990 --> 02:39:13,600 i don't know if they care and they and 3776 02:39:16,070 --> 02:39:14,000 and 3777 02:39:17,030 --> 02:39:16,080 all of the news organizations out there 3778 02:39:20,309 --> 02:39:17,040 that are 3779 02:39:20,870 --> 02:39:20,319 uh working with the social media 3780 02:39:23,990 --> 02:39:20,880 companies 3781 02:39:26,790 --> 02:39:24,000 in lockstep you know they know they see 3782 02:39:29,590 --> 02:39:26,800 what's going on they push the boundaries 3783 02:39:32,710 --> 02:39:29,600 especially over the last five years they 3784 02:39:34,550 --> 02:39:32,720 really pushed the boundaries now it's 3785 02:39:36,790 --> 02:39:34,560 blowing up 3786 02:39:37,990 --> 02:39:36,800 i don't know what the end game is i 3787 02:39:39,590 --> 02:39:38,000 don't so 3788 02:39:41,190 --> 02:39:39,600 with that i want to thank jay great 3789 02:39:42,550 --> 02:39:41,200 conversation let's go to the phones hi 3790 02:39:44,389 --> 02:39:42,560 you're live on fade to black who's 3791 02:39:47,750 --> 02:39:44,399 calling 3792 02:39:50,950 --> 02:39:47,760 hey jimmy with top jokes uh stan allen 3793 02:39:53,990 --> 02:39:50,960 hi how are you joe 3794 02:39:57,270 --> 02:39:54,000 you know i could not have 3795 02:39:59,910 --> 02:39:57,280 put on your show on a better night 3796 02:40:01,830 --> 02:39:59,920 because that nice people like that if 3797 02:40:04,389 --> 02:40:01,840 you missed it dude 3798 02:40:06,469 --> 02:40:04,399 you guys were just trying to get called 3799 02:40:08,389 --> 02:40:06,479 up for tata on your show for example 3800 02:40:09,270 --> 02:40:08,399 he's like have a dude as well by his 3801 02:40:12,870 --> 02:40:09,280 interviews i 3802 02:40:14,550 --> 02:40:12,880 heard about this sign i said to suggest 3803 02:40:16,389 --> 02:40:14,560 you're not telling me what to do this is 3804 02:40:19,830 --> 02:40:16,399 your thing 3805 02:40:20,710 --> 02:40:19,840 i'm down with the jimmy i'm totally down 3806 02:40:23,830 --> 02:40:20,720 with it 3807 02:40:26,790 --> 02:40:23,840 well and well 3808 02:40:28,070 --> 02:40:26,800 but you've lived through it too you know 3809 02:40:30,309 --> 02:40:28,080 and 3810 02:40:31,110 --> 02:40:30,319 you're at an age where you remember the 3811 02:40:34,230 --> 02:40:31,120 before 3812 02:40:36,469 --> 02:40:34,240 and and the after so now you are able to 3813 02:40:38,550 --> 02:40:36,479 see both sides 3814 02:40:39,990 --> 02:40:38,560 it's like one time i i like this place 3815 02:40:42,070 --> 02:40:40,000 not following me right 3816 02:40:43,590 --> 02:40:42,080 and like we used to say oh god don't go 3817 02:40:45,030 --> 02:40:43,600 out with your friends for savings for 3818 02:40:46,550 --> 02:40:45,040 the tech that you've so dependent on 3819 02:40:49,750 --> 02:40:46,560 over the last eight years right 3820 02:40:51,670 --> 02:40:49,760 right baby right you have fun i said you 3821 02:40:54,550 --> 02:40:51,680 know i went out and said screw it 3822 02:40:55,910 --> 02:40:54,560 when i was a kid 18 i went out to the 3823 02:40:58,710 --> 02:40:55,920 city for the night 3824 02:40:59,910 --> 02:40:58,720 alone on the subway tried to meet a few 3825 02:41:02,309 --> 02:40:59,920 young ladies 3826 02:41:02,950 --> 02:41:02,319 cats have a good amount of drinks that i 3827 02:41:04,630 --> 02:41:02,960 wanted 3828 02:41:07,510 --> 02:41:04,640 and made it home on the subway by the 3829 02:41:11,030 --> 02:41:07,520 way without a spot for him 3830 02:41:15,349 --> 02:41:14,150 yeah you know you misplaced things and 3831 02:41:17,110 --> 02:41:15,359 but one thing i could say about the 3832 02:41:18,309 --> 02:41:17,120 effects you might say they simply saw 3833 02:41:21,510 --> 02:41:18,319 this 3834 02:41:23,750 --> 02:41:21,520 as in my case and after many others 3835 02:41:24,870 --> 02:41:23,760 now we shift that we are shifting so 3836 02:41:26,550 --> 02:41:24,880 much 3837 02:41:28,389 --> 02:41:26,560 so that we become fascinated by 3838 02:41:29,670 --> 02:41:28,399 something like neutrons like the kid in 3839 02:41:31,269 --> 02:41:29,680 the toy store 3840 02:41:33,110 --> 02:41:31,279 and i want this to lock that you don't 3841 02:41:34,550 --> 02:41:33,120 know what you want there's sometimes 3842 02:41:36,150 --> 02:41:34,560 you're moving so fast you want to be 3843 02:41:39,349 --> 02:41:36,160 into so many things 3844 02:41:42,630 --> 02:41:39,359 but i actually put things down that i 3845 02:41:45,269 --> 02:41:42,640 know are in my house right okay 3846 02:41:46,870 --> 02:41:45,279 follow this and i put it down and and it 3847 02:41:48,870 --> 02:41:46,880 doesn't even hide it 3848 02:41:50,950 --> 02:41:48,880 and i can't even find it but i know it 3849 02:41:52,550 --> 02:41:50,960 looks right in front of somebody but 3850 02:41:54,790 --> 02:41:52,560 you know they're gonna just like pop up 3851 02:41:57,750 --> 02:41:54,800 whatever it's expected 3852 02:41:59,990 --> 02:41:57,760 i'm saying the idea of like memory right 3853 02:42:02,389 --> 02:42:00,000 and being distracted 3854 02:42:05,429 --> 02:42:02,399 and you're feeling like you know as fast 3855 02:42:08,230 --> 02:42:05,439 it's like it looks like a dream 3856 02:42:09,349 --> 02:42:08,240 but that's exactly my point joe that's 3857 02:42:11,590 --> 02:42:09,359 exactly my point 3858 02:42:13,670 --> 02:42:11,600 and how do we get back off of that i 3859 02:42:14,790 --> 02:42:13,680 think that's the question oh man a lot 3860 02:42:16,630 --> 02:42:14,800 of noise there 3861 02:42:18,710 --> 02:42:16,640 joe i want to thank you for the phone 3862 02:42:21,830 --> 02:42:18,720 call and that 3863 02:42:24,830 --> 02:42:21,840 let me say one thing sure one thing 3864 02:42:26,950 --> 02:42:24,840 blood purification and liver 3865 02:42:27,830 --> 02:42:26,960 purification look there's some red 3866 02:42:30,550 --> 02:42:27,840 clover 3867 02:42:32,070 --> 02:42:30,560 you're going to get your organs in shape 3868 02:42:35,190 --> 02:42:32,080 as well as your blood 3869 02:42:37,190 --> 02:42:35,200 and how and cleanse the toxicities 3870 02:42:39,030 --> 02:42:37,200 they get the metal out of your head to 3871 02:42:40,309 --> 02:42:39,040 i'll suggest they face cilantro it's 3872 02:42:42,870 --> 02:42:40,319 good for that too 3873 02:42:44,550 --> 02:42:42,880 you put all the houses in the crap and 3874 02:42:47,030 --> 02:42:44,560 you clean your system 3875 02:42:48,309 --> 02:42:47,040 and you be you'll be surprised how good 3876 02:42:50,150 --> 02:42:48,319 you start to feel 3877 02:42:52,309 --> 02:42:50,160 and how your mind starts to get some 3878 02:42:53,349 --> 02:42:52,319 clarity that this is judging i've been 3879 02:42:55,269 --> 02:42:53,359 doing in a long time 3880 02:42:56,950 --> 02:42:55,279 there you go joe thank you for the phone 3881 02:42:59,670 --> 02:42:56,960 call i can't i can't 3882 02:43:01,030 --> 02:42:59,680 i gotta agree with that man clean out 3883 02:43:05,269 --> 02:43:01,040 your system 3884 02:43:08,469 --> 02:43:05,279 it out get back to 3885 02:43:11,510 --> 02:43:08,479 zero i've done it a few times now 3886 02:43:15,030 --> 02:43:11,520 and uh it's uh the only way to go 3887 02:43:16,550 --> 02:43:15,040 um i wanted to uh to say this before i 3888 02:43:18,469 --> 02:43:16,560 get back to the phone calls 3889 02:43:19,670 --> 02:43:18,479 i don't want to sound like some oh i 3890 02:43:23,910 --> 02:43:19,680 don't want to sound 3891 02:43:25,030 --> 02:43:23,920 like my grandparents i just don't want 3892 02:43:28,790 --> 02:43:25,040 to do that 3893 02:43:35,349 --> 02:43:31,830 we the the things that 3894 02:43:40,710 --> 02:43:35,359 i did daily 3895 02:43:43,670 --> 02:43:40,720 all the way through to 1995 3896 02:43:45,670 --> 02:43:43,680 right when the internet came along and 3897 02:43:48,870 --> 02:43:45,680 changed things for all of us 3898 02:43:51,349 --> 02:43:48,880 but every day was a quest 3899 02:43:52,150 --> 02:43:51,359 for an adventure whether it was going to 3900 02:43:54,389 --> 02:43:52,160 the movies 3901 02:43:56,309 --> 02:43:54,399 uh going out to dinner as an adult 3902 02:43:56,950 --> 02:43:56,319 hanging out with friends going to a club 3903 02:43:59,510 --> 02:43:56,960 going to see 3904 02:44:00,469 --> 02:43:59,520 music going out out everything was 3905 02:44:03,349 --> 02:44:00,479 outside of the house 3906 02:44:05,030 --> 02:44:03,359 out out out out yeah stayed home and 3907 02:44:05,910 --> 02:44:05,040 watched movies once in a while i had a 3908 02:44:09,190 --> 02:44:05,920 great 3909 02:44:12,790 --> 02:44:09,200 video tape collection and later dvds but 3910 02:44:15,269 --> 02:44:12,800 and there was something to that for sure 3911 02:44:17,750 --> 02:44:15,279 but it was always going out every day 3912 02:44:19,590 --> 02:44:17,760 was making 3913 02:44:21,349 --> 02:44:19,600 you know i'm 10 years old i'm making 3914 02:44:24,230 --> 02:44:21,359 plans for the day 3915 02:44:24,870 --> 02:44:24,240 right the things that i did with my 3916 02:44:28,710 --> 02:44:24,880 friends 3917 02:44:31,990 --> 02:44:28,720 going out and doing things 3918 02:44:35,750 --> 02:44:32,000 that's gone that's that's over 3919 02:44:37,110 --> 02:44:35,760 that's in the past it's in the past 3920 02:44:39,590 --> 02:44:37,120 let's go back to the phones hi you're 3921 02:44:41,750 --> 02:44:39,600 live on fade to black who's calling 3922 02:44:43,670 --> 02:44:41,760 this is lafayette from court of militia 3923 02:44:44,469 --> 02:44:43,680 california how are you lafayette 3924 02:44:48,309 --> 02:44:44,479 everything good 3925 02:44:50,309 --> 02:44:48,319 how you doing jimmy i am fantastic 3926 02:44:51,830 --> 02:44:50,319 how are you so uh what's on your mind 3927 02:44:54,630 --> 02:44:51,840 you're doing good 3928 02:44:56,790 --> 02:44:54,640 well it's like the uh marshall mcglinn 3929 02:44:59,349 --> 02:44:56,800 said earlier the medium is the massage 3930 02:45:00,070 --> 02:44:59,359 is the message and i came across 3931 02:45:02,870 --> 02:45:00,080 evidence that 3932 02:45:03,349 --> 02:45:02,880 osley who used to make the lsd back in 3933 02:45:09,190 --> 02:45:03,359 the 3934 02:45:11,429 --> 02:45:09,200 i guess you could call it a channel 3935 02:45:14,870 --> 02:45:11,439 division about a giant storm 3936 02:45:16,230 --> 02:45:14,880 at the arctic that would change hot to 3937 02:45:17,510 --> 02:45:16,240 cold and it's 3938 02:45:20,309 --> 02:45:17,520 similar to what i was working with the 3939 02:45:23,590 --> 02:45:20,319 go donkey teppy disaster 3940 02:45:27,190 --> 02:45:23,600 arctic methane storm and 3941 02:45:31,349 --> 02:45:27,200 also i noticed that randall carlson 3942 02:45:34,150 --> 02:45:31,359 also had his vision of the great uh uh 3943 02:45:35,990 --> 02:45:34,160 deluge while tripping looking at the 3944 02:45:39,110 --> 02:45:36,000 minnesota river and the dates 3945 02:45:43,110 --> 02:45:39,120 one was in uh the summer of 69 for 3946 02:45:46,230 --> 02:45:43,120 randall and osley's was a 3947 02:45:48,630 --> 02:45:46,240 two and there is a midpoint between 3948 02:45:50,309 --> 02:45:48,640 neptune and one of the outer planets and 3949 02:45:53,429 --> 02:45:50,319 the midpoint centers on 3950 02:45:54,309 --> 02:45:53,439 proxima b centauri so apparently those 3951 02:45:57,110 --> 02:45:54,319 aliens there 3952 02:45:59,030 --> 02:45:57,120 are taken psychedelic seaweed or 3953 02:46:03,590 --> 02:45:59,040 something 3954 02:46:05,590 --> 02:46:03,600 and and and and what's your point though 3955 02:46:08,389 --> 02:46:05,600 are you suggesting are you suggesting 3956 02:46:09,910 --> 02:46:08,399 that's where we are now 3957 02:46:11,670 --> 02:46:09,920 well they're trying to communicate with 3958 02:46:12,070 --> 02:46:11,680 us telepathically and they're choosing 3959 02:46:14,150 --> 02:46:12,080 their 3960 02:46:15,910 --> 02:46:14,160 the people they're picking are people 3961 02:46:17,750 --> 02:46:15,920 who are tripping 3962 02:46:19,110 --> 02:46:17,760 so uh you know they're probably saying 3963 02:46:22,150 --> 02:46:19,120 that that's kind of the direction 3964 02:46:23,030 --> 02:46:22,160 we should take and as you know that's my 3965 02:46:25,510 --> 02:46:23,040 view that the 3966 02:46:26,710 --> 02:46:25,520 that's our way to defeat the mechanical 3967 02:46:29,830 --> 02:46:26,720 aliens 3968 02:46:31,750 --> 02:46:29,840 if the abductees get high on mushrooms 3969 02:46:33,590 --> 02:46:31,760 in a synchronized fashion even say maybe 3970 02:46:35,510 --> 02:46:33,600 the first friday of the month 3971 02:46:38,309 --> 02:46:35,520 as a way to protect ourselves from 3972 02:46:40,710 --> 02:46:38,319 telepathic mind manipulation 3973 02:46:41,750 --> 02:46:40,720 okay i'm trying to stay with you this is 3974 02:46:45,110 --> 02:46:41,760 way 3975 02:46:48,309 --> 02:46:45,120 beyond where i am right now 3976 02:46:51,349 --> 02:46:48,319 that's what i'm here for way 3977 02:46:54,309 --> 02:46:51,359 beyond but um uh 3978 02:46:55,830 --> 02:46:54,319 this is this is what i find so 3979 02:46:57,990 --> 02:46:55,840 fascinating and lafayette 3980 02:47:00,469 --> 02:46:58,000 again thank you for the wonderful phone 3981 02:47:04,150 --> 02:47:00,479 call but this is where i am right now 3982 02:47:07,830 --> 02:47:04,160 when i i remember uh 3983 02:47:11,670 --> 02:47:07,840 it was probably two years ago i went 3984 02:47:14,870 --> 02:47:11,680 on an entropy rant 3985 02:47:18,070 --> 02:47:14,880 about technology 3986 02:47:18,950 --> 02:47:18,080 and my entry in my entropy rant was 3987 02:47:21,670 --> 02:47:18,960 about 3988 02:47:23,670 --> 02:47:21,680 the complexity of the computer systems 3989 02:47:25,190 --> 02:47:23,680 on wall street the computer systems of 3990 02:47:27,990 --> 02:47:25,200 the banking system 3991 02:47:28,950 --> 02:47:28,000 the the satellite networks that are 3992 02:47:32,550 --> 02:47:28,960 running 3993 02:47:34,550 --> 02:47:32,560 uh directv and the internet and the 3994 02:47:38,389 --> 02:47:34,560 complexity of the internet 3995 02:47:41,750 --> 02:47:38,399 and that nobody nobody now there isn't 3996 02:47:44,950 --> 02:47:41,760 one central point where anybody 3997 02:47:46,950 --> 02:47:44,960 understands wall street 3998 02:47:49,510 --> 02:47:46,960 and the computers that are doing the 3999 02:47:52,630 --> 02:47:49,520 predictive stock trading 4000 02:47:54,550 --> 02:47:52,640 where where it used to be stock traders 4001 02:47:56,630 --> 02:47:54,560 were down on the floor with little slips 4002 02:47:58,710 --> 02:47:56,640 of paper they put their trades in 4003 02:48:00,309 --> 02:47:58,720 the certain amount of control there as 4004 02:48:02,150 --> 02:48:00,319 crazy as it was 4005 02:48:05,190 --> 02:48:02,160 everybody thousands of people on the 4006 02:48:08,309 --> 02:48:05,200 floor of the new york stock exchange 4007 02:48:12,309 --> 02:48:08,319 um and what was going on there 4008 02:48:15,990 --> 02:48:12,319 today right now millions of trades 4009 02:48:18,230 --> 02:48:16,000 happen each nanosecond 4010 02:48:19,429 --> 02:48:18,240 then those trades respond to the trades 4011 02:48:21,990 --> 02:48:19,439 that are being made now 4012 02:48:23,510 --> 02:48:22,000 there are no human minds making these 4013 02:48:27,030 --> 02:48:23,520 decisions 4014 02:48:29,510 --> 02:48:27,040 and that is entropy waiting to 4015 02:48:31,110 --> 02:48:29,520 collapse adam and nobody understands the 4016 02:48:32,550 --> 02:48:31,120 mortgage banking system nobody 4017 02:48:34,070 --> 02:48:32,560 understands the future trades 4018 02:48:35,670 --> 02:48:34,080 nobody understands nobody understands 4019 02:48:37,269 --> 02:48:35,680 the software nobody does there's no 4020 02:48:40,550 --> 02:48:37,279 central control point 4021 02:48:44,230 --> 02:48:40,560 there the levels of complexity 4022 02:48:46,870 --> 02:48:44,240 of software and hardware that is 4023 02:48:47,830 --> 02:48:46,880 driving what is happening between 4024 02:48:51,110 --> 02:48:47,840 satellites 4025 02:48:54,870 --> 02:48:51,120 and television and on the ground 4026 02:48:57,349 --> 02:48:54,880 and and the levels of insanity 4027 02:48:57,990 --> 02:48:57,359 in between there nobody knows nobody 4028 02:48:59,830 --> 02:48:58,000 knows about 4029 02:49:01,110 --> 02:48:59,840 switching and package switching and the 4030 02:49:03,190 --> 02:49:01,120 complexity of 4031 02:49:05,910 --> 02:49:03,200 the internet nobody understood they just 4032 02:49:07,190 --> 02:49:05,920 piggyback the software on top of it 4033 02:49:11,110 --> 02:49:07,200 hoping that 4034 02:49:14,710 --> 02:49:11,120 everything's going to be fine well 4035 02:49:17,750 --> 02:49:14,720 now the entire world is now 4036 02:49:20,790 --> 02:49:17,760 built on this complexity 4037 02:49:24,630 --> 02:49:20,800 and if it unravels 4038 02:49:27,750 --> 02:49:24,640 it's gonna unravel quickly and badly 4039 02:49:30,710 --> 02:49:27,760 and that is entropy so 4040 02:49:32,150 --> 02:49:30,720 based on all of that with the way that 4041 02:49:34,070 --> 02:49:32,160 social media is now 4042 02:49:36,550 --> 02:49:34,080 built and the software and the 4043 02:49:37,269 --> 02:49:36,560 algorithms and the predictive algorithms 4044 02:49:42,309 --> 02:49:37,279 and 4045 02:49:45,309 --> 02:49:42,319 is being fed to you 4046 02:49:46,469 --> 02:49:45,319 uh it is advertising and it is 4047 02:49:50,469 --> 02:49:46,479 everything 4048 02:49:51,269 --> 02:49:50,479 it is so complex that we can't undo it 4049 02:49:54,550 --> 02:49:51,279 now 4050 02:49:55,030 --> 02:49:54,560 we have to write it out we have to write 4051 02:49:58,230 --> 02:49:55,040 it out 4052 02:49:59,429 --> 02:49:58,240 we we have to allow entropy to run its 4053 02:50:02,790 --> 02:49:59,439 course 4054 02:50:03,670 --> 02:50:02,800 and entropy applies to everything that 4055 02:50:06,870 --> 02:50:03,680 ever was 4056 02:50:08,950 --> 02:50:06,880 and ever will be and when somebody says 4057 02:50:10,630 --> 02:50:08,960 wait a minute man entropy isn't in my 4058 02:50:13,990 --> 02:50:10,640 life entropy 4059 02:50:20,630 --> 02:50:14,000 is so defined 4060 02:50:22,070 --> 02:50:20,640 lafayette i can tell you and i don't 4061 02:50:26,150 --> 02:50:22,080 know you 4062 02:50:29,269 --> 02:50:26,160 but i know that one day you got a new 4063 02:50:31,830 --> 02:50:29,279 job and you went to that job 4064 02:50:32,870 --> 02:50:31,840 and you were making friends and that 4065 02:50:36,469 --> 02:50:32,880 first day 4066 02:50:39,990 --> 02:50:36,479 on the job life was simple 4067 02:50:43,830 --> 02:50:40,000 and then two years after that first day 4068 02:50:47,030 --> 02:50:43,840 two years later that job sucks 4069 02:50:49,590 --> 02:50:47,040 it's gotten complicated you've 4070 02:50:51,590 --> 02:50:49,600 you've got people that you don't like 4071 02:50:53,349 --> 02:50:51,600 you you didn't get the promotion you 4072 02:50:54,710 --> 02:50:53,359 didn't get the rate you didn't get this 4073 02:50:55,269 --> 02:50:54,720 you didn't get the day off that you 4074 02:50:58,870 --> 02:50:55,279 wanted 4075 02:51:02,550 --> 02:50:58,880 that it's now this complex thing that is 4076 02:51:05,990 --> 02:51:02,560 taking over your life and then 4077 02:51:09,349 --> 02:51:06,000 you get fired or then 4078 02:51:12,550 --> 02:51:09,359 you have to quit because everything 4079 02:51:15,269 --> 02:51:12,560 just got to be too much that's 4080 02:51:15,990 --> 02:51:15,279 entropy and then you have to start over 4081 02:51:17,990 --> 02:51:16,000 again 4082 02:51:19,750 --> 02:51:18,000 and it's the same thing with anything 4083 02:51:22,389 --> 02:51:19,760 with relationships and with 4084 02:51:23,590 --> 02:51:22,399 it whatever it is it always starts off 4085 02:51:26,870 --> 02:51:23,600 simple 4086 02:51:30,150 --> 02:51:26,880 and ends complicated bad 4087 02:51:33,510 --> 02:51:30,160 everything blows up that's entropy and 4088 02:51:36,950 --> 02:51:33,520 entropy right now is the world 4089 02:51:40,150 --> 02:51:36,960 as we know it it started off simple 4090 02:51:45,030 --> 02:51:40,160 started off simple how simple how about 4091 02:51:48,950 --> 02:51:45,040 fire in a cave 10 000 years ago 4092 02:51:52,630 --> 02:51:48,960 on the serengeti nice and simple 4093 02:51:56,389 --> 02:51:52,640 life nice and simple fire 4094 02:51:59,510 --> 02:51:56,399 and today look where the world is 4095 02:52:01,910 --> 02:51:59,520 it's a complicated mess and the second 4096 02:52:02,790 --> 02:52:01,920 law of thermodynamics is getting ready 4097 02:52:04,349 --> 02:52:02,800 to play itself 4098 02:52:06,550 --> 02:52:04,359 out and that second law of 4099 02:52:09,830 --> 02:52:06,560 thermodynamics with entropy 4100 02:52:13,429 --> 02:52:09,840 is that to create energy 4101 02:52:16,469 --> 02:52:13,439 you expel heat right 4102 02:52:20,710 --> 02:52:16,479 and eventually you create so much of it 4103 02:52:24,070 --> 02:52:20,720 that the machine explodes it comes apart 4104 02:52:27,269 --> 02:52:24,080 and that's where we are today so yeah 4105 02:52:28,309 --> 02:52:27,279 was terence mckenna right quite possibly 4106 02:52:30,790 --> 02:52:28,319 man 4107 02:52:32,469 --> 02:52:30,800 quite possibly did we focus on the wrong 4108 02:52:35,030 --> 02:52:32,479 thing quite possibly 4109 02:52:36,550 --> 02:52:35,040 could aliens and e.t come at us 4110 02:52:39,349 --> 02:52:36,560 lafayette and go you know what 4111 02:52:40,870 --> 02:52:39,359 it wasn't about it wasn't about the 4112 02:52:42,950 --> 02:52:40,880 internet 4113 02:52:44,389 --> 02:52:42,960 it wasn't about that it was about 4114 02:52:47,510 --> 02:52:44,399 consciousness 4115 02:52:50,630 --> 02:52:47,520 it was about expanding your mind and 4116 02:52:51,990 --> 02:52:50,640 and the betterment of yourself and the 4117 02:52:55,190 --> 02:52:52,000 contribution to 4118 02:52:57,349 --> 02:52:55,200 others that's the secret right that's 4119 02:52:57,990 --> 02:52:57,359 the secret to the universe the meaning 4120 02:53:01,030 --> 02:52:58,000 to life 4121 02:53:03,590 --> 02:53:01,040 yeah now that doesn't mean 4122 02:53:05,830 --> 02:53:03,600 that there isn't a certain amount of 4123 02:53:09,190 --> 02:53:05,840 magic and consciousness 4124 02:53:13,910 --> 02:53:09,200 in a 1966 ford mustang v8 4125 02:53:16,230 --> 02:53:13,920 shelby 350 gt right i'm not saying that 4126 02:53:18,230 --> 02:53:16,240 because that part of life is pretty 4127 02:53:21,110 --> 02:53:18,240 friggin wonderful too 4128 02:53:22,870 --> 02:53:21,120 but you've got to be able to have both 4129 02:53:25,750 --> 02:53:22,880 and to understand 4130 02:53:28,389 --> 02:53:25,760 the meaning of things you know is it 4131 02:53:32,230 --> 02:53:28,399 possessions well you know what i wanna 4132 02:53:36,070 --> 02:53:32,240 i want a 1966 mustang 350 gt 4133 02:53:39,110 --> 02:53:36,080 burning fossil fuel v8 the smell of 4134 02:53:42,389 --> 02:53:39,120 a four-barrel holley carburetor 4135 02:53:45,510 --> 02:53:42,399 oh man there's nothing like it but 4136 02:53:48,309 --> 02:53:45,520 you want that goal for the right 4137 02:53:49,030 --> 02:53:48,319 reasons you don't want it for the wrong 4138 02:53:52,070 --> 02:53:49,040 reasons 4139 02:53:55,910 --> 02:53:52,080 that 1966 mustang 4140 02:53:59,349 --> 02:53:55,920 350 gt shelby is not the meaning 4141 02:53:59,830 --> 02:53:59,359 of life you get that because you found 4142 02:54:06,469 --> 02:53:59,840 your 4143 02:54:10,150 --> 02:54:06,479 do you see where i'm going with this 4144 02:54:13,030 --> 02:54:10,160 i think so yeah you know it really 4145 02:54:14,150 --> 02:54:13,040 because that's when that possession has 4146 02:54:17,429 --> 02:54:14,160 meaning 4147 02:54:20,550 --> 02:54:17,439 you don't want it because your neighbor 4148 02:54:23,590 --> 02:54:20,560 has it that's wrong 4149 02:54:25,030 --> 02:54:23,600 that's not your goal in life you know it 4150 02:54:28,150 --> 02:54:25,040 won't make you happy either 4151 02:54:30,950 --> 02:54:28,160 no no no you know is is 4152 02:54:31,750 --> 02:54:30,960 is your goal in life out there like so 4153 02:54:34,870 --> 02:54:31,760 many 4154 02:54:36,469 --> 02:54:34,880 to have uh a three-bedroom house and 4155 02:54:38,790 --> 02:54:36,479 then a four-bedroom house and then a 4156 02:54:41,429 --> 02:54:38,800 five-bedroom house with a pool 4157 02:54:43,269 --> 02:54:41,439 and a membership to the golf club if 4158 02:54:46,630 --> 02:54:43,279 that's your meaning of life 4159 02:54:50,070 --> 02:54:46,640 you've got it wrong you want to find 4160 02:54:53,510 --> 02:54:50,080 bliss and happiness inside yourself 4161 02:54:55,349 --> 02:54:53,520 and if the reward is something like that 4162 02:54:57,670 --> 02:54:55,359 and it just falls in your lap 4163 02:54:59,349 --> 02:54:57,680 that's a whole different situation your 4164 02:55:02,389 --> 02:54:59,359 goals weren't the house 4165 02:55:04,550 --> 02:55:02,399 your goal was happiness right and 4166 02:55:06,870 --> 02:55:04,560 and if the other stuff comes along with 4167 02:55:10,710 --> 02:55:06,880 it great then that house has 4168 02:55:12,150 --> 02:55:10,720 meaning right it's a totally different 4169 02:55:15,349 --> 02:55:12,160 situation 4170 02:55:17,269 --> 02:55:15,359 it shouldn't be the other way around 4171 02:55:19,590 --> 02:55:17,279 and i'm sure that terrence would agree 4172 02:55:22,469 --> 02:55:19,600 with what i am saying right now and 4173 02:55:23,910 --> 02:55:22,479 and if we could somehow shift our goals 4174 02:55:24,710 --> 02:55:23,920 look there's nothing wrong with 4175 02:55:26,790 --> 02:55:24,720 possessions 4176 02:55:29,030 --> 02:55:26,800 there's nothing wrong with that if 4177 02:55:32,309 --> 02:55:29,040 you're happy with inside yourself 4178 02:55:36,070 --> 02:55:32,319 did you find your bliss in life 4179 02:55:39,429 --> 02:55:36,080 and i know i'm sounding all crazy 4180 02:55:42,710 --> 02:55:39,439 uh you know spiritual and and in a way 4181 02:55:44,710 --> 02:55:42,720 i am but until you find your happiness 4182 02:55:46,389 --> 02:55:44,720 you're not going to be happy you're 4183 02:55:47,190 --> 02:55:46,399 going to be chasing something else and 4184 02:55:49,349 --> 02:55:47,200 be 4185 02:55:52,230 --> 02:55:49,359 bitter and that's not the way to live 4186 02:55:54,950 --> 02:55:52,240 life man you don't want to get to 75 4187 02:55:55,830 --> 02:55:54,960 you know and sitting around counting the 4188 02:55:58,870 --> 02:55:55,840 days 4189 02:56:00,790 --> 02:55:58,880 right and looking at your own mortality 4190 02:56:03,750 --> 02:56:00,800 and saying did i live a life worth 4191 02:56:04,389 --> 02:56:03,760 living if you have to ask yourself that 4192 02:56:08,230 --> 02:56:04,399 question 4193 02:56:11,990 --> 02:56:08,240 you didn't you want to be 75 going man 4194 02:56:14,389 --> 02:56:12,000 i rocked it 4195 02:56:15,429 --> 02:56:14,399 that's what you want you want you want 4196 02:56:18,550 --> 02:56:15,439 that 4197 02:56:20,150 --> 02:56:18,560 and and terence uh when he was facing 4198 02:56:21,910 --> 02:56:20,160 his own mortality 4199 02:56:23,269 --> 02:56:21,920 he recognized just that he's like you 4200 02:56:26,710 --> 02:56:23,279 know what man i lived 4201 02:56:30,389 --> 02:56:26,720 i lived a good one i contributed 4202 02:56:31,429 --> 02:56:30,399 i'm okay with it i understand what life 4203 02:56:34,389 --> 02:56:31,439 is about 4204 02:56:36,389 --> 02:56:34,399 so i'm okay with it the cycle of life is 4205 02:56:39,110 --> 02:56:36,399 here i'm about to enter it 4206 02:56:40,469 --> 02:56:39,120 and i'm okay and that's where all of us 4207 02:56:42,469 --> 02:56:40,479 need to be 4208 02:56:44,070 --> 02:56:42,479 so there you go that's my that's my 4209 02:56:47,269 --> 02:56:44,080 soapbox lafayette 4210 02:56:49,670 --> 02:56:47,279 and see what your phone call did 4211 02:56:51,269 --> 02:56:49,680 set you going eh i'll talk to you 4212 02:56:55,830 --> 02:56:51,279 there's more to life than the 4213 02:57:00,550 --> 02:56:58,870 you've got to find your bliss and and 4214 02:57:02,389 --> 02:57:00,560 try to follow your own power you've got 4215 02:57:05,429 --> 02:57:02,399 to follow your own path and 4216 02:57:08,550 --> 02:57:05,439 and i think so much today 4217 02:57:09,990 --> 02:57:08,560 uh with the younger generation is so 4218 02:57:11,830 --> 02:57:10,000 what's your goal well i'm going to be a 4219 02:57:14,309 --> 02:57:11,840 youtube star 4220 02:57:14,870 --> 02:57:14,319 wait wait wait wait wait wait wait slow 4221 02:57:18,389 --> 02:57:14,880 down 4222 02:57:21,590 --> 02:57:18,399 that's okay if that's your bliss 4223 02:57:24,710 --> 02:57:21,600 or are you looking for dollars 4224 02:57:27,910 --> 02:57:24,720 do you think that the life of 4225 02:57:29,830 --> 02:57:27,920 uh you know i hate to say it right 4226 02:57:31,110 --> 02:57:29,840 the housewives of beverly hills or 4227 02:57:33,190 --> 02:57:31,120 whatever that may be 4228 02:57:36,630 --> 02:57:33,200 that there's some reality do you think 4229 02:57:38,469 --> 02:57:36,640 that that is real life you know is 4230 02:57:40,070 --> 02:57:38,479 is that a goal you want to attain you 4231 02:57:42,790 --> 02:57:40,080 want to be the 4232 02:57:45,750 --> 02:57:42,800 the wife or the husband of a hollywood 4233 02:57:48,790 --> 02:57:45,760 celebrity and have a reality tv show 4234 02:57:52,070 --> 02:57:48,800 and that is the keys to the universe 4235 02:57:54,230 --> 02:57:52,080 i don't think so right right or a 4236 02:57:55,830 --> 02:57:54,240 stepping stone to the presidency 4237 02:57:58,550 --> 02:57:55,840 i don't talk about jimmy church for 4238 02:58:01,590 --> 02:57:58,560 presidents the full disclosure platform 4239 02:58:03,750 --> 02:58:01,600 with the basketball for vp oh man there 4240 02:58:05,830 --> 02:58:03,760 you go thank you for that lafayette 4241 02:58:07,830 --> 02:58:05,840 enjoy your night have a good one we'll 4242 02:58:09,990 --> 02:58:07,840 see you tomorrow 4243 02:58:11,670 --> 02:58:10,000 go back to the chat go back lee tappy 4244 02:58:15,670 --> 02:58:11,680 that's a great phone call right there 4245 02:58:18,550 --> 02:58:15,680 and it does force me to get into uh 4246 02:58:19,830 --> 02:58:18,560 that that frame of mind and jump on the 4247 02:58:23,670 --> 02:58:19,840 soap box 4248 02:58:26,870 --> 02:58:23,680 because um i like certain things i do 4249 02:58:29,990 --> 02:58:26,880 i like mechanical watches i love uh 4250 02:58:31,030 --> 02:58:30,000 guitars right there there are certain 4251 02:58:33,670 --> 02:58:31,040 things that 4252 02:58:35,429 --> 02:58:33,680 that make me happy but but there was a 4253 02:58:39,030 --> 02:58:35,439 time in my life 4254 02:58:43,030 --> 02:58:39,040 a few times where i had nothing 4255 02:58:46,469 --> 02:58:43,040 i had nothing 4256 02:58:49,910 --> 02:58:46,479 and and it was 4257 02:58:53,750 --> 02:58:49,920 it was a long journey 4258 02:58:55,910 --> 02:58:53,760 easy 4259 02:58:57,750 --> 02:58:55,920 but i needed to find the happiness 4260 02:59:00,309 --> 02:58:57,760 inside of myself 4261 02:59:02,070 --> 02:59:00,319 and i knew that and rita knew that the 4262 02:59:05,910 --> 02:59:02,080 happiness inside of herself 4263 02:59:09,670 --> 02:59:05,920 that that once we found that and we did 4264 02:59:11,429 --> 02:59:09,680 it was a journey but once we did that 4265 02:59:13,269 --> 02:59:11,439 and we found the happiness inside of 4266 02:59:15,269 --> 02:59:13,279 ourselves and everything 4267 02:59:17,269 --> 02:59:15,279 fell into place because we weren't 4268 02:59:20,309 --> 02:59:17,279 confused 4269 02:59:22,950 --> 02:59:20,319 lost 4270 02:59:25,349 --> 02:59:22,960 and whatever it is that makes you happy 4271 02:59:28,389 --> 02:59:25,359 whatever it is 4272 02:59:30,230 --> 02:59:28,399 you need to do that and i've i've 4273 02:59:31,990 --> 02:59:30,240 no i know that we've heard this time and 4274 02:59:32,790 --> 02:59:32,000 time again we've heard it over and over 4275 02:59:36,469 --> 02:59:32,800 again 4276 02:59:38,950 --> 02:59:36,479 but it's nothing can be truer 4277 02:59:39,750 --> 02:59:38,960 just find what makes you happy whatever 4278 02:59:44,230 --> 02:59:39,760 it is 4279 02:59:46,150 --> 02:59:44,240 want to tell anybody you don't want to 4280 02:59:47,349 --> 02:59:46,160 verbalize it well that's where you need 4281 02:59:50,710 --> 02:59:47,359 to stop 4282 02:59:53,750 --> 02:59:50,720 whatever it is go and do it 4283 02:59:56,469 --> 02:59:53,760 that's it and then bam 4284 02:59:57,750 --> 02:59:56,479 everything happens i guarantee it i 4285 02:59:59,670 --> 02:59:57,760 guarantee it 4286 03:00:02,230 --> 02:59:59,680 with that i'm going to get out of here 4287 03:00:05,510 --> 03:00:02,240 jay widener great conversation tonight 4288 03:00:06,389 --> 03:00:05,520 the life and times of terence mckenna 4289 03:00:09,910 --> 03:00:06,399 great show 4290 03:00:11,830 --> 03:00:09,920 fantastic perfect 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